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| OKay same survey.this is getting rediculous. |
| 02.14.07 (10:44 am) [edit] |
| LoVe | | HAVE U EVER BEEN IN LOVE: | Yes | | WHEN DID U FIRST FALL IN LOVE: | once in sept last year, another in the summer | | HOW DID U KNOW IT WAS REAL: | 1st.. cause he really cared so much and we really connected.. 2nd cause we loved the world so much together | | WHERE DID THE 2 OF U MEET: | 1sr at school, 2nd at work | | ARE U STILL IN LOVE: | yes with the 2nd | | ARE U STILL TOGETHER: | no we broke up | | IF NOT WHAT HAPPENED: | not the same feelings for each other | | WHERE IS UR LOVE NOW: | costa rica | | DID UR LOVE TEACH U ANYTHING: | yes many things | | HOW OLD WERE U: | 18-19 | | DID U TELL THEM U LOVED THEM: | yes | | WHAT DID U LOVE ABOUT THEM: | everything.. mostly | | DID THEY LOVE U BACK: | yes, they do but the 1st loves me more | | DID THEY TELL U THEY LOVED U: | yes | | WHERE DO U GO FROM NOW: | friends | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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| pictures of pierre-luc! |
| 09.14.06 (7:20 am) [edit] |
Here are some pictures of my baby.
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| a little story of the summer. |
| 09.06.06 (7:02 am) [edit] |
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hi! its been pracically all summer since i really written. So many things happened this summer.. meeting a guy at work.. going to parties, bars, the beach, and so many other things.. like going to la ronde.. and to a fancy restaurant for two with my boyfriend at the time...celebrating our 10 months together.. things happened. so many people made me realize that i am still young. i need to explore life. for me, i wanted to be with one guy. marc-michel, but i knew that i would never be completely satisfied. For me, i wanted to explore life. I wanted to see what other people are like. Im a very curious person. i wanted to do more things, i wanted to always be out and never stay home... and this summer i was able to do that. i met a guy named pierre-luc.. at work. we became really good friends, but we knew nothing was going to happen. well at least i thought. then one time when we went to la ronde, well the night before... we went out to the bar. i drank alot. then that night i kissed him. thats when i realized that i didnt want to be with just one guy for the rest of my life. then after that... i kept feeling really sad. i told my bf (at the time) and he was sad but he was alright with it... but still i wasnt totally satisfied... it wasnt just the apology i had to make.. but at the time i didnt know why i felt so torn. but then i realized i have to do something quick before things just get worse. him thinking im the one when i start to realize that i cant really stay with one person for a lifetime.... would be even harder if we stuck together even longer. right now.. im with pierre-luc. he's a great guy.. nice..FUN, passionate and full of energy.. im gonna post a pic of him soon. well see ya!
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| okay the survey done again... not too long after the other survey (the same survey, but things happened.. and we broke up) |
| 08.10.06 (8:33 pm) [edit] |
| LoVe | | HAVE U EVER BEEN IN LOVE: | yes | | WHEN DID U FIRST FALL IN LOVE: | last september | | HOW DID U KNOW IT WAS REAL: | i dont know | | WHERE DID THE 2 OF U MEET: | school | | ARE U STILL IN LOVE: | we love each other but we're not in love | | ARE U STILL TOGETHER: | no just broke up today | | IF NOT WHAT HAPPENED: | things just happened | | WHERE IS UR LOVE NOW: | at work | | DID UR LOVE TEACH U ANYTHING: | how to love more | | HOW OLD WERE U: | 17 | | DID U TELL THEM U LOVED THEM: | ya | | WHAT DID U LOVE ABOUT THEM: | the way he thought, his smile, eyes, never had many fights | | DID THEY LOVE U BACK: | ya | | DID THEY TELL U THEY LOVED U: | ya | | WHERE DO U GO FROM NOW: | seperate ways, although remaining best friends | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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| I love Marc-Michel so much |
| 07.26.06 (10:35 am) [edit] |
LoVe | Created by jusavagirl and taken 197 times on Bzoink | | HAVE U EVER BEEN IN LOVE | yes | | WHEN DID U FIRST FALL IN LOVE | sometime in september... on our first date we fell for each other.. the 13th.. but it was a week and a half later that i said i love u under my breath.. he heard me.. =D | | HOW DID U KNOW IT WAS REAL | well i havent given up on him yet and its been 10 months.. we have so much in common and laugh alot.. we love each otehr so much.i skipped college classes when he was sick.etc | | WHERE DID THE 2 OF U MEET | at school | | ARE U STILL IN LOVE | yes of course | | ARE U STILL TOGETHER | yes | | IF NOT WHAT HAPPENED | .. | | WHERE IS UR LOVE NOW | at home | | DID UR LOVE TEACH U ANYTHING | maybe but it just grew on me so i dont know | | HOW OLD WERE U | i was 17 when we started dating | | DID U TELL THEM U LOVED THEM | of course.. i remind him.... so often. about 3 times a day | | WHAT DID U LOVE ABOUT THEM | everything | | DID THEY LOVE U BACK | yes he loves me so much | | DID THEY TELL U THEY LOVED U | all the time | | WHERE DO U GO FROM NOW | whatever happens happens | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink
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| 07.21.06 (12:11 am) [edit] |
| Of Your Friends... | | List 10 Of Your Friends (Any Gender) Below | | 1.: | Jessica Laroche | | 2.: | Jessica McKai | | 3.: | Kimberly Burnside | | 4.: | Mariano | | 5.: | Mark | | 6.: | Mike | | 7.: | Carl | | 8.: | Tom | | 9.: | Pierre-Luc | | 10.: | Heidi | | Now Answer The Questions Below Referring To The Friends You Listed Above. | | How long have you known 1?: | 5 years | | Have you been to 8's house?: | ya | | Do you like 6?: | ya | | Are 4 and 10 friends?: | no they never met | | Have you been to 3's house?: | ya | | Would you ever live with 5?: | no | | When was the last time you talked to 4?: | i saw him today | | Would 1 and 6 make a good couple?: | no | | How about 8 and 10?: | i dont know | | Have you ever dreamt about 2?: | lol no | | Have you ever slept with 9?: | no | | Is 7 attractive?: | ya | | Do you love 4?: | sure in a friendly way | | Would you ever cuddle with 1?: | no! | | Would you ever kiss 3?: | no!! | | What do you like best about 6?: | he's really nice and he seems to care | | Have you ever had a crush on 1, 3, 5, 7, or 9?: | ya | | Do you ever wish you never met 3?: | come on! no! i love my friends | | How did you meet 5?: | at my friends party | | Has 2 seen you naked?: | no | | Have you seen 2 naked?: | no | | Who is taller? 5 or 10?: | 5... heidi ur so short sweetie! lol | | Have you met 4's family?: | his brother only | | Would you ever go out with 3?: | no way | | Do you think 7 is funny?: | not that funny, but really cool to be with | | What about 6?: | not funny, but good company | | Where was the last place you went with 1?: | downtown today | | When was the last time you hung out with 2?: | today | | Where do you want to take 3?: | i wish we all could go someplace exciting like village fes sports but she doesnt like village des sports.. ugh | | When do you want to see 4?: | when im not working whenever he has time to see me before he goes back to mexico | | Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?: | lol they are both twins....omg it would be weird seeing two brothers together | | Have 7 and 8 ever kissed?: | lol i doubt it! they are certainly not gay | | Would 9 or 10 ever live together?: | i think they would get along well together. they never met.. but if they knew each other for a while..then maybe | | Would you let 3 have your baby?: | no! lol | | Have you ever told 1 a deep dark secret?: | ya | | Has 1 ever told you a secret?: | ya | | Would you runaway with 6?: | no | | Who was the last person 9 kissed?: | im not there 24/7 with him but the last girl i saw him kiss was his ex last saturday | | Who was the last person 7 hugged?: | maybe me.. i dont know | | What word or phrase does 5 say alot?: | greta.... lol | | Does 6 make you laugh?: | i guess | | Does 2 ever annoy you?: | no | | When did you last call 4?: | today | | Do you ever talk to 3 online?: | rarely | | What about 2?: | rarely | | Does 10 smell bad?: | no | | Does 1 smell nice?: | i dont know.. i dont sniff her | | Are 1 and 8 friends?: | no | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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| 07.20.06 (11:50 pm) [edit] |
| The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly! - A Survey of Your Life | | * So Basically... * | | Name?: | Melodie | | Age?: | 18 | | Sex?: | sure | | Birth Date?: | oct 3 | | Hair Color?: | brunette | | Eye Color?: | hazel | | Height?: | 5'6 | | Weight?: | 115 | | Body Type?: | slim | | Piercings?: | ears | | Tattoos?: | not yet | | What are you wearing right now?: | pjs | | Hair style at the moment?: | ya | | * Favorites * | | Soda?: | pepsi | | Food?: | pasta with cheese, ham and bacon | | Drink?: | budweiser (could drink it whenever) | | Alcoholic Drink?: | baileys (on special occasions) | | Time of day?: | afternoon | | Season?: | summer | | Day of the week?: | friday | | Song at the moment?: | Where'd You Go by Fort Minor | | Band/Artist?: | Shakira | | Book?: | dont read much | | Subject in school?: | business | | Place in the USA?: | never been | | Place outside the USA?: | new brunswick | | Color?: | not sure | | Style of clothes?: | hot | | Store?: | whatever store i see has nice deals and great clothes | | Mall?: | place laurier | | City?: | Quebec | | Website?: | i dont go the computer often.. dont have a favorite | | Magazine?: | Cosmopolitan | | Kind of pet?: | golden retreivers | | * Worst * | | Place to be?: | when ur celebrated an evening that would be better if u were with your boyfriend... like when fireworks or love songs play and he's not there! happened twice this summer! = ( | | Class in school?: | fitness | | Time of dayr?: | 7 am | | Season?: | mid-winter | | Kind of pet?: | guinney pig | | Drink?: | V8 | | Food?: | olives | | Mall?: | Galerie de la capitale | | Store?: | Archambeau | | Style of clothes?: | men spandex! lol | | Celebrity?: | paris hilton | | Color?: | orange | | Book?: | dont read much | | Type of music?: | metal | | Website?: | dont remember | | Magazine?: | umm playboys! lol | | * Daily Life * | | When do you get up?: | usually 6:30 | | What is your first thought?: | what time is it, or oh shit i need to take a shower before someone gets the bathroom | | What do you do first?: | lay back for another 5-10 mins.. then get up.. grab my towel and hit the showers | | What's your usual outfit?: | a pretty dress, or some normal jeans and a tank top | | What's the first class of the day?: | i dont go to school in the summer | | When does school end?: | " " | | Do you see your friends?: | ya of course | | What do you do when you get home?: | sleep... im usually dead when i get home for stayin out too late. but when i get home earlier I go on the computer if nobody's on it | | What time do you go to bed?: | 1-4 am | | * Do you...*: | | | Brush your teeth daily?: | ya | | Brush your hair daily?: | ya | | Shower daily?: | ya | | Sing?: | ya | | Dance?: | ya | | Party?: | ya alot | | Get drunk?: | ya | | Have sex?: | ya! alot | | Read books?: | no | | Listening to music a lot?: | ya | | Read magazines?: | not often | | Go online a lot?: | no | | Stay on AIM all day even with an away message?: | no | | Have a religion?: | ya catholic | | Have an IPod?: | no | | Want an IPod?: | ya sure.. buy me one! | | Have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?: | ya bf | | Play an instrument?: | not anymore | | Get sick a lot?: | no | | Watch TV?: | no | | Like MTV?: | no | | Like VH1?: | no | | Like the History Channel?: | no | | Have Digital Cable?: | no | | Have more than 500 channels on your TV?: | no | | Listen to the radio?: | no | | Still use your CD player?: | ya | | Stalk people?: | no | | Have more than 200 buddies on your Buddy List?: | no | | Have dial-up internet?: | no | | Have AOL?: | no | | Know HTML?: | ya | | Have a GPA higher than 3.9?: | ya | | Get H's in honors classes?: | ? | | * Music * | | Do you listen to Rap?: | ya | | R & B?: | ya | | Blues and/or Jazz?: | no | | Classical?: | no | | Pop?: | ya | | Country?: | ya | | Emo/Scremo?: | ya | | Heavy Metal?: | no | | Christian?: | no | | Techno?: | no | | Reggae?: | ya | | Broadway Musical songs?: | no | | Oldies?: | not often | | * In A Boyfriend/Girlfriend * | | Hair color?: | brunette | | Eye color?: | hazel | | Tattoos?: | wouldnt mind | | Piercings?: | wouldnt mind.... love tounge rings though | | Favorite Music?: | same as me | | Style of clothing?: | decent | | Body Type?: | a little bigger than me... nicely built | | Personality or Looks?: | both | | Would you go out with someone just for their money?: | no | | Do you go on "Pity Dates"?: | no | | Does size matter?: | umm... kinda.. ya | | Do they have to be popular?: | no | | Does the guy ask the girl or the other way around?: | both | | Where do you go on the first date?: | restaurant..not fancy.. just a place to talk and get to know the person better, then play pool at the bar | | Kiss on the first date?: | ya | | Sex on the first date?: | no | | * Right Now * | | Do you think you look good right now?: | ya | | Are you eating something?: | no | | Are you drinking something?: | no | | Are you IMing anyone?: | no | | Are you talking on the phone with someone?: | no | | Are you talking face to face with someone?: | no | | Is anyone at your house who doesn't live there?: | no | | What song are you listening to?: | The Ataris- The saddest song | | What are you watching on TV?: | nothing | | What other websites do you have open?: | beleive it or not.. nothing else.. why am i taking this survey anyways... well at least its nice to feel lazy and do nothing for a change.. | | Why are you taking this survey?: | lol!!!! omg..... how strange! i didnt even read this question before i answered the last one | | Where are you going to post it?: | tblog | | What are you going to do after this?: | eat | | * What do you Believe? * | | Do you believe in ghosts?: | ya | | The afterlife?: | well.... i think so | | Aliens?: | no! | | God?: | ya | | The devil?: | ya | | Heaven?: | ya | | Hell?: | ya | | Scientology?: | no | | Hinduism?: | I believe it exists.. | | Buddhism?: | " " | | Christianity?: | ya | | Taoism?: | ya | | Judism?: | ya | | Jesus?: | ya | | Nothing?: | no | | Reincarnation?: | ya | | Yourself?: | ya | | * Randoms * | | Have you been on an airplane before?: | ya | | Where were you going?: | New Brunswick and Nova Scotia | | Have you been to another country?: | no | | Have you ever went to another country with your friends?: | no | | Have you ever partied in another country?: | no | | Have you ever went on a roadtrip with your friends?: | no the first time will be next friday! going to montreal | | Ever stayed online more than 10 hours straight?: | maybe once | | Pretended to like someone just to get popular?: | no | | Talked about someone behind their back?: | ya | | Had someone talk about you behind your back?: | ya | | Been in a fight online?: | no | | Been in a fight face to face?: | ya | | Gotten yourself involved in a fight that wasn't about you?: | ya | | Been called a bitch?: | ya from my friend... we call each other bitch all the time.. lol | | Been called a slut/whore?: | from my friend... lol same friend.. hehe Jessica bitch! | | Been to Australia?: | no | | Do you like snakes?: | no | | Ever cried to get your own way?: | maybe when i was a kid lol | | Ever broken a bone?: | ya lol didnt everyone? | | Ever had to stay in the hospital for more than a week?: | no | | Ever had serious surgery?: | no | | Ever looked a porn online?: | ya | | Ever went to one of those "adult" stores?: | ya last week. Looking for a weddomg gift for my bfs friend | | Ever bought clothes at Walmart?: | used to | | Ever gotten clothes from the Salvation Army?: | no | | Ever paid more than 100 dollars for a pair of jeans?: | no | | Ever been on stage for any reason?: | ya many times. Plays, awards, etc | | Ever been in a play?: | ya 3 | | Ever been in a choir?: | yachurch and school | | Ever been in a band?: | ya in grade 7 | | Do you play, or used to play, an instrument?: | ya the flute | | Gotten a Brazilian Bikini Wax?: | no | | Waxed your eyebrows?: | no | | Waxed your legs?: | no | | Cut yourself shaving?: | lol ya the first time was when i was 8 yrs old.. lol my friends and i were expeimenting the Razor... lol | | Have you ever died?: | what? thats a rediculous question | | Was this survey an good at all?: | ya but the last question... rediculous | | What time is it right now?: | 12:13 | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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| 07.18.06 (9:36 am) [edit] |
| GREAT LONG QUIZ | | BASIC STUFF | | full name: | Melodie Ann Marie | | age: | 18 | | birthdate: | oct.3 | | natural hair color: | brown | | eye color: | hazel | | number of siblings: | 4 | | glasses/contacts: | no | | braces: | no | | FAVORITES | | color: | ? | | band: | ? | | song: | Where'd u go | | movie: | ? | | musical: | Les Miserables | | movie(s): | ? | | stuffed animal: | my first doll.. ragedy ann | | video game: | ? | | tv show(s): | Family Guy | | game show(s): | jeopordy | | book(s): | ? | | food: | pasta | | game on a cell phone: | tetris | | cd cover: | ? | | type of music: | pop | | type of food: | ? | | flower: | ? | | perfume/cologne: | rimmel | | animal: | cat | | comic book(s): | ? | | cereal: | ? | | website: | google.. lol | | cartoon: | ? | | DO YOU | | play an instrument: | no | | watch more than 40 hours of tv per week: | no | | blow-dry/straighten your hair: | no | | like to sing: | ya i sing all the time | | have a job: | yup | | have a car: | no | | if yes, what kind: | i dont | | have a cell phone: | ya.. much music phone.. cam... video.... nokia | | play a sport: | no | | have a boyfriend/girlfriend: | ya | | have a crush on someone: | ya | | live outside the united states: | ya | | have more than 5 tv's in your house: | maybe 4 or 5 | | have any special talents or skills: | i see people.... lol | | exercise daily: | ya | | like school: | meh maybe | | have a passport: | no | | have an ipod/mp3: | no | | CAN YOU | | sing the alphabet backwards: | no | | stand on your tip toes without shoes on: | no | | walk on your arms: | no | | speak any other languages: | ya french | | go a day without food: | ya but id starve | | stay up for more than 24 hours: | ya | | read music, not just tabs: | YA | | roll your tongue: | ya | | eat a whole large pizza by yourself: | ya i can... not all at one time though... | | make the clover with your tongue: | no | | HAVE YOU EVER | | snuck out of your parents house: | ya | | been kicked out of a parents house: | yes and no...... i was told i was kicked out.. wasnt really kicked out but moved out for a week. stayed at my bfs | | been on prime time tv: | no | | been in a magazine: | no | | cried to get out of trouble: | no | | broke curfew: | ya | | gotten lost in your own city: | ? | | seen a shooting star: | no | | been in 2 places at once: | ya | | cried at a wedding/funeral: | ya | | been outside of the united states: | canada.....you whooo... i live here!! lol | | had a major surgery: | no | | solved a rubiks cube: | no | | gone out in public with your p.j.'s on: | ya | | cried over a boy: | ya | | cried over a girl: | well not because of love... cause of hate | | kissed a stranger at random: | no | | hugged a stranger at random: | ya | | been in love at first sight: | ya | | been in a fist fight: | no | | been arrested: | no | | seen a boxing/wwf match live: | ya | | done drugs: | ya | | laughed so hard that a beverage came out of your nose: | no | | pushed all the buttons in an elevator: | no | | rode up extra floors in an elevator just to be close to someone: | ya!! lol my bf and i made out like crazy in an elevator | | been in a wedding: | ya | | been to a funeral: | no | | cried in a movie theatre: | ya | | gone to school on a saturday by mistake: | no | | sworn at your parents: | ya | | been to warped tour: | ya | | kicked a guy where it hurts: | ya my bf plenty of times.. poor guy! i dont even mean to | | been in love: | ya | | been to an awesome concert: | ya | | been to a casino: | no | | gone to a drive-in movie: | ya | | broken a bone: | ya | | gotten stitches: | ya | | had a water balloon fight: | ya | | made a drink with whatever was in the frige: | ya ugh disgusting | | made muffins from scratch: | no | | bitten someone: | ya | | been to disneyland/disneyworld: | no | | more than 5 times: | no | | been to niagra falls: | no | | burped in someone's face: | no | | had the chicken pox: | ya | | WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU | | made out in public (i.e. movie theatre): | 5 days ago..... on the grass... wide open to public...... good times | | brushed your teeth: | yesturday morning | | used the toilet: | last night | | read a book: | ? | | had a snow day: | ? | | had a party: | a couple of days ago | | had a sleepover: | a couple of days ago | | saw a movie in theatres: | ? | | made fun of someone: | yesturday.. over some biatch at work | | tripped in front of someone: | ? | | went to the grocery store: | 5 days ago | | got sick: | the other day i didnt feel good.... cause i did an all nighter and didnt sleep much at all the next day | | threw up: | a few weeks ago.... drank too much | | cursed: | yesturday | | PICK ONE | | fruit/vegetables: | fruit | | black/white: | white | | horror/comedy movies: | comedy | | lights on/lights off: | off | | tv/movie: | movie | | truck/car: | car | | ford/chevy: | chevy | | body spray/lotion: | lotion | | cash/check: | cash | | pillows/blankets: | blankets | | paper/plastic: | paper | | headache/stomach ache: | headache | | paint/pastel: | paint | | chinese food/mexican food: | mexican | | summer/winter: | summer | | snow/rain: | snow | | rock/rap: | rock | | meat/vegetarian: | meat | | (best friend) boy/girl: | girl | | chocolate/vanilla shake: | choco | | sprinkles/icing: | icing | | cake/pie: | pie | | wedges/fries: | fries | | french toast/pancakes: | french toast | | strawberries/blueberries: | strawberries | | ocean/swimming pool: | swimming pool | | hugs/kisses: | hugs | | cookies/muffins: | cookies | | wallet/pocket: | wallet | | window/door: | window | | red/blue: | blue | | cat/dog: | cat | | (pet) fish/bird: | fish | | long sleeves/short sleeves: | short | | shorts/pants: | pants | | winter break/spring break: | spring | | spring/autumn: | spring | | clouds/clear: | clear | | FRIENDSHIP | | do you have a best friend: | ya | | have you ever liked a friend: | ya | | do you have more guy friends or girl friends: | guy friends | | have you ever lost a friend: | ya | | have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend: | ya | | whats an inside joke between you and a friend: | he's just backing up jess!! wait... no.... omg..... lol | | have you ever gotten into a big arguement with a friend: | maybe | | whats the nicest thing you've ever done for a friend: | im too nice.... i dont remember the nicest thing i did.. | | whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you: | cheer me up..... | | do you miss any of your old friends: | ya of course | | what friend have you known the longest: | steph | | do you regret anything you've done to a friend: | not really regret... not like i think about it now | | how often do you spend time with your friends: | with new friends... alot... old friends... when i can | | do any of your friends drive: | ya | | if so what kinds of cars do they have: | forget...lol | | has a friend of yours ever died: | no a classmate did though | | whats the stupidest thing you've ever done with a friend: | stood on a brigde and screamed!!! lifted our shirts up and waved to the traffic down below on the high way!! lol | | what do you think your friends think of you: | im hilarious....yet when im serious im just normal... | | LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP | | have you ever been in love: | ya | | do you think that love is just a load of shit: | i dont think so.. | | do you believe that there is one special someone for everyone: | i dont believe there is only one.. i think there is at least one | | are you single: | no | | are you in a relationship: | ya | | if yes for how long: | 10 months | | what is your idea of a perfect date (activity): | doing the most u can in one night and having a blast | | whats the best date you've ever been on: | romantic dinner for two | | what was your first kiss like: | lol.... 13 years ago.. i was 5... sitting on the top bunk...french kissing another five year old.... lol | | how old were you: | 5!!! | | do you want to be married one day: | i dont know.... i do and i dont | | do you someday want kids: | ya | | if you are single, have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend: | ya im not single but i had other bfs | | have you ever been dumped: | ya | | have you ever dumped someone: | ya | | WORD ASSOCIATION | | slippers: | cinderella | | head: | giving head | | hard: | hardon | | hat: | hatrick | | free: | freedom | | my: | ? | | taste: | pasta | | red: | red red wine... | | good charlotte: | band | | deep: | deep blue sea | | blue: | ocean | | rain: | thunder | | work: | tonight at 4 | | love: | marc | | freddy: | the parrot | | electric: | wires | | lost: | confused | | love: | hot | | bed: | tired | | jump: | bungy jump | | knife: | blood | | race: | type | | fluffy: | clouds | | I..... | | am: | happy...yet tired | | need: | to see my bf more often | | want: | cookies | | crave: | sex | | love: | marc | | hate: | olives | | feel: | happy... and sad... confused | | miss: | friends | | am annoyed: | by people who argue over little things | | would rather: | live in an english city | | am tired of: | people who talk about the same things | | will always: | be generous..lol | | SILLY STUFF | | favorite genre of music: | rock | | what time is it: | 9:52 | | what day is it: | tuesday | | whens the last time you called someone: | last night at maybe 11 | | how much cash is in your wallet right now: | ha i spent alot..... not much cash.. just a debit card | | are you hungry: | ya reminds me that i have to eat... thanks...lol | | what are you going to do after you finish this: | hurry up and leave | | do you like parades: | theyre ok | | do you like the moon: | only when im lying outside with my bf | | whats your astrological sign: | libra | | if you could have any magical power, it would be..: | ? | | have you ever had a picnic: | ya | | did you ever have a skip-it as a kid: | ya | | what about a sock-em-bop: | ya | | are you wearing socks right now: | no | | what about pants: | no | | DO YOU THINK YOU ARE | | funny: | i guess.... even though i cant make jokes | | sarcastic: | ya | | attractive: | ya | | lazy: | ya | | hyper: | no...well sometimes | | friendly: | ya | | evil: | no | | smart: | ya | | strong: | no | | talented: | ya | | dorky: | no | | WORD ASSOCIAION (with people you know): | friends | | dance: | pluc | | football: | mike | | lonely: | erik | | brainy: | kim | | ribs: | miguel | | psycho: | kim | | sassy: | mariano..lol j/j | | jelly: | jess l | | orange: | heidi....? | | YAY or NAY | | suicide: | NAY | | love: | YAY | | drunk driving: | NAY | | airplanes: | YAY | | war: | NAY | | canada: | YAY | | united states: | NAY | | rock music: | YAY | | gay marriages: | NAY | | school: | NAY YAY | | surveys: | NAY YAY | | parents: | NAY YAY | | cars: | YAY | | killing: | NAY | | britney spears: | NAY | | coffee: | YAY | | pants: | YAY | | what song are you listening to right NOW..: | NAY | | WOULD YOU EVER: | YAY!!! lol | | sky dive: | YAY | | bungy jump: | YAY | | play strip poker: | YAY | | ask someone out: | YAY | | run away: | YAY LOL | | curse at a teacher: | NAY (OMG IM ADDICTED TO WRITING NAY AND YAY!!) | | not have a shower for a whole week: | NAY! | | visit a foreign country for more than a month alone: | YAY | | scuba dive: | YAY | | have casual sex: | YAY | | write a book: | NAY | | what time is it now?: | 9:59 | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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| 45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone | | whats your name spelt backwards?: | eidolem | | What did you do last night?: | Went to a friends house, watched a movie and talked | | The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: | i dont remember. i download too many | | Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: | yes alot when i was a kid | | Last time you swam in a pool?: | last summer | | What are you wearing?: | jeans, notre dame tshirt, adidas socks, a white bra, and panties that say "every girl loves a dirty cowboy" | | How many cars have you owned?: | none | | Type of music you dislike most?: | heavy metal where they scream too loud u dont know a word they're saying | | Are you registered to vote?: | yup | | Do you have cable?: | nope, even if i did i wouldnt watch tv anyways unless there's something I REALLY want to see | | What kind of computer do you use?: | Vectra | | Ever made a prank phone call?: | ya when i was in grade 7 | | You like anyone right now?: | of course.. and im with him.. well i love him | | Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: | why not? u only live once | | Furthest place you ever traveled?: | New Brunswick.. i wish i got out of canada to see the world.. lol | | What's your favorite comic strip?: | the teenage muntant ninja turtles.. hehe | | Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: | ya, the biligual national anthem, the english too, but i dont know all of the french one yet. | | Shower, morning or night?: | morning | | Best movie you've seen in the past month?: | cant really think of the best one... i dont remember all the ones i saw.. | | Favorite pizza toppings?: | hawaiian | | Chips or popcorn?: | chips | | What cell phone provider do you have?: | rogers | | Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: | wha?? i never heard of that before.. what the?! lol | | Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: | nope | | Orange Juice or apple?: | orange | | Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: | my boyfriend | | favorite chocolate bar?: | Dairy milk- Cadbury | | Who is your longest friend and how long?: | stephanie, 10 years | | Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: | a couple of years ago | | Have you ever won a trophy?: | ya when i was a kid for playing soccor | | Favorite arcade game?: | tetris | | Ever ordered from an infomercial?: | nope | | Sprite or 7-UP?: | 7-Up | | Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: | uniform... humm does an apron count? lol for work | | Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: | Walwha?? | | Ever thrown up in public?: | ya.. for being drunk, sick from a ride, or just sick but.. it doesnt happen often | | Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: | finding true love | | Do you believe in love at first sight?: | ya of course cause im still in love with my man and its been a year | | SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: | i absoletly hate spongebob and who the hell is jimmy neutron? | | Did you have long hair as a young kid?: | yup | | What message is on your voicemail machine?: | dont have voicemail | | Where would you like to go right now?: | celebrate canada day.. go downtown see fire works.. but darn! its a day away | | Whats the name of your pet?: | i got three cats. Maisy, Junior, and Belle | | What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: | Its a green Wilson backpack..and well i just emptied it to fit stuff in it for tomorrow | | What do you think about most?: | everybody else | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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| 06.07.06 (9:14 pm) [edit] |
well for a while i've decidedthqat I was finally done writing in my blogs.. but now that i have internet back i will continue to write. I'm gonna start talking about some things that are new. lets see.. i havent went back to see what my last post talked about. Maybe ididnt write that i got fired from my old job at the restauant, so yes i did. Reason why is cause i was too slow, but i havent worked there for long. Now my new job is great! I love the customers and I work alone now, opening and closing by myself. I work at 6 different souvenir shops. I guess you could say they are the same, but not exactly. There are some things thatthey sell in each of the stores. The boss owns all of the stores. Well i also made 2 really nice pizzas and a beautiful fruit dish last week for my friends. I had three friends over. We ate, played some games, talked and watched a movie. It was very hot outside. The other day I met a guy on the bus whom i found out was born and halifax and lived in dartmouth just like me. I was al excited. I got his phone number. He knows i have a boyfriend which is good. Its gonna be cool hanging around with him. Went to Le Relais the other day. It was great! I was attached to a somewhat strap holding me around my waist and legs, which had two big metal clips that i had to attach to a wire. I really dont know how to explain it. Its a big course, and you're high up,in the woods. THere are cords that are attached to the trees and u walk on them. I'm not great at explaining things. Sorry! lol but i do know that at the end of the course, there was a zip-line that we were attached to and we went along the long zip-line practically high up and in the air. It was great.. We had a picnic after that with all the people from school. Yes it was a school trip. The last time i was able to spend altogether with the people from adult ed. there was a mini award ceremony right there for people who finished their collage prerequisites, high school, and for people who were really motivated, etc. I won an award, and it said something like congratulations Melanie (and my last name) for finishing your prerequisites. My name isnt MELANIE! Its melodie! lol i laughed. I didnt tell them. THey were nice enough just to give me one. I didnt really need a certificate for finishing my math 436 anyways. The other day after work I went out with some people from work. We wernt to get an ice cream, talked alot.. went to get a beer and a shooter.. we were 6 people in all. me, 4 people from work, and marks twin brother. Yes the twins are identicale. It was funny. Some people didnt even know mark had a twin brother so we got his brother to play a trick on them. He pretended he was his brother.. and when mark finally came people were like... wow!! well that was before we went out actually. We all had a good time. we went dancing after that. I wanted to salsa but didnt know how so we went upstairs to where they had norma bar music and me and the twins danced together. Marks brother Michael was really drinking alot... he had his hands on my hips when wewere dancing.. it was so funny because i never seen him dance with a girl before. He was a good dancer. Must have been the alchohol.. lol
okay yesturday was messed up! i was at work and my cash register wanted working correctly, and i had tons of customers it jsut made me so stressed. i started at 9 in the morning and was suppose to finish at 4:30 but finished at 7! There was something wrong. Everyone was trying to help me out.. and it just wasnt working. I hwas minus 430$ and didnt know what happened. Obliviously it was somewhere, but if i hadnt foudn the mistake i would have had to pay that 400$ from my own pocket. I was so tired!! finally someone saw a paper and asked me what it was. I told her what it was and she asked me.. where is the paper that ges with it. I was like.... OMG.. i forgot to take it out when i did a 'Z.' so it must have added onto the paper.. and i counted 430$ twice. there for that is why is wasnt balenced. I was happy but didnt really express it that much. I was just shocked that i had spent so many hours at work. I was going crazy. After I found outwhat was wrong, i stayed at the store for a half an hour more.. talking with the people i work with and when i went to put hte money in the deposit box i ended up explaining the situation to another employee so that took about 15 more mins of my time. I was questioning myslef why i was still there.. lol then i asked teh girl if i shouldgo home and go to bed or go to my bfs cause i told him i was going to go there. She told me to go see my bf so that i would get my mind off of what had happened. Then finnally i decided to go see my bf.. because we were going to go out for breakfast in the morning. GUESS WHAT DIDNT HAPPEN!!? l got to see him last night and we both went to bed around 11 or 12. WE didnt set out alarm clocks last night to wake up in the morning. I had to be at work at 9 and we were going to wake upo at 6 to go eat breakfast.. but I didnt know he didnt set his alarm. I was too tired to think of that last night. I woke up at 8:05. I panicked!! i was going to be late for work! i rushed!!! got my stuff and ran out the door. Ran all the way up the hill and the bus passed in my face. i walk to the bus stop out of breath. DIdnt have water on me and my mouth was dry. After a minute of standing there i realized my tickets were in my other pants pocket withwas at my bfs house. so i ran all the way down to hill toi get them. ran back up the hill. again, the bus passed in my face. i was pissed! my bf calls.. telling me his loves me, and i told him that i missed the bus again and told him how i wished there would be another 7 that would say vieux quebec on it..and right when i was telling him this a number 7 came and it said vieux quebec. it was now 8:30. i started work in a half an hour. the bus ride was thirty mins long and from my bus stop it took me 5 mins to get to work if i ran. i made it there at 9:05! i was so happy.. mad i was late.. but it wasnt that long. My hair was a mess though. i fixed it up, and went to count my cash register then opened up the store. The rest of my day was GREAT! didnt have much trouble with the cash and i didnt have any problems balencing. In fact i only had to count it once.. and it was 2 dollars more.. so it worked! yay. got to leave on time!! NOW i got my phone line back which means that my interent works.. yay. im a happy go lucky person today! love y'all.. and if u actually read this then thanks you must have nothing to do!! lol just joking..go out and have a good time!! xx Mel
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After making a list of all the things I did from Thursday til today..wednesday I guess I will talk about them.
Mall with Steph: I talked to Stephanie on the phone the night before and we decided to go out to the mall thursday. We met at 10:00 in the morning..looked around, bought ice cream, got out picture taken in the booth.. went to toys R us.. we saw these cute stuffed animals we were thinking would be cute for our bfs.. went to Ardenes and bought our 2 for 5 dollar surprise bags that ONLY me and her buy.. It something we always do.. like when we were kids.. I havent seen Steph for about a month and a half since then... since the time me and my bf tried to set her up with my bfs friend.. it almost worked except for the fact that they live far away from each other. She got a new bf now.. cute I heard which for her is a big plus! Anyways all in all we had a great time at the mall! hehe that rhymes!! =P
After the mall I went to my moms work... played with the children she looks after..my mom is a nanny.. we played basketball and play do and all.. it was fun.
We then left to go to the Wine and Cheese held for only the volunteers of Holland Centre.. there were alot of people there. We met some guy named Terry and I told him that I always wanted a girl named Terri.. etc... me and Terry were taking so much cheese.. and i was taking so much wine.. that i starting getting tipsy a little and sang "red red wine..." the song.. the old song.. lol Me and my mom enjoyed our night.. and we went back home on the bus and just hanging out and laughing. I enjoyed spending time with her.. she was so funny spilling the wine.. but it wasnt because she was drunk.. she wasnt.. it was that her hand is weak. We went home and it was 10:00 and i passed out as soon as i hit the bed.. it was the first time I ever drank wine.. i mean really drink it. The other times i just spit it out. That day i was upset in the morning because my money wasnt in my bank account.
On Friday I went to work. Natalie gave me my check that was 195$. The day went by fine..so i thought. I wasnt fast enough so my boss had told me to work faster and said if I didnt then I wouldnt be able to work in the summer. I then told him that I'd try. He said, "No, you won't try.. you'll do".. After that I felt like shit. I didnt have an appetite to eat after work. I was going to, but he constantly knows how to give u a crappy ending to your day.Anyways it was around 2:00 and i was finished so i went to the bank to cash my money. I then decided to head over to my moms work, so when i got near her work i called her and she was nearly finished. I went to eat at mc.donalds, where i told myself not to let your boss ruine your whole day.. and just forget what he said..but i just couldnt... so i kind of enjoyed my meal but didnt at the same time. At least i had a bit of an appetite. Anyways.. after my meal i went to dunkin doughnuts to meet my mom.. and my mom had called to say that she was gonna be a bit late and that when her friend came id keep her company until she arrived. I bought her a coffee..we sat down and talked and all.. and when my mom came we spent about half an hour more just talking. Then we all went on the bus together, and me and mom left her friend and her friends baby.. and we went to Wandas. Julia was there. I was so happy to see her. Julias wandas kid..6 yrs old. She wasnt there for long though because she was waiting for her dad to come pick her up. When the phone called to say that he was almost there, me and julia went downstairs to the front entrance of the appartment building. We were laughing and chasing each other playing tag in the hallways. Her dad came and i went back upstairs. Then i went on the computer and saw some more picutures of my nephew.. alot this time! And me and my mom both agreed that Lucas Matthew did look like Matthew. Anyways i was so proud.. Im very excited to be an aunt and my mom is only 40 yrs old and shes a grandmother.. she prefers not to be called granny.. but to be called Nana. It seems more better because it doesnt make her seem more old..she says.. lol While i was on the computer, wanda and my mom went to the store and came back with chips, cheesies, and beer. The bought a 6 pack of molsen best.. and when i went to take one, i saw just one was alexander keith and i was like..omg look.. the made a mistake. My mom said nope i bought it for u cause u prefer this one.. I was like..cool.. lol My mom bought an alexander kieth just for me.. oh and candy too.. and we watched chicken little that night too. After chicken little i left to go home, because i had to work the next day.
so the next day I go into work and the whole day Im working real fast.. and I knew that I did a great job that day. I made a few tiny mistakes but only two and I figured my boss would have been glad to see me working like that. So, for the fun of it, when I finished work I asked him how I was today. He took time to think and only mentioned to me the bad things that I shouldnt have done like putting one kind of food in the wrong tray, but that wasnt my fault because I looked at it and looked at everything that was in my hand seeing if it was the same, and it looked identicle.. I dont know what happened but I guess it wasnt. Anyways I only made two mistakes.. the other was that I kept asking for porc and the boss was chopping veggies and I was trying to wonder why.. and he said that he told me he was cooking it, but I didnt hear that part.. darn.. But I try to be most attentive!! So he didnt mention to me that I did good.. and that mad me a little upset. I didnt say sorry for the mistakes I made. I usually say sorry, but this time I wasnt. Why say sorry when u know u did ur best!? My brother warned me about him in the beginning..so did Ricky.. my boss. He said that being an asshole is the only was he could teach someone.. but I doubt that would be true. The more u make ur employees happy the more they want to go to work, and I just dont want to go anymore.. although obvious I do because I want money. Again..no appetite.. i ate just a bit.. then went to marcs and spent the night with him. I think that was the night we watched madigascar...hehe
The next day i went to school, and after school me and heidi went to the mall to go shopping. She was looking for clothing that would look good for jogging.. so anyways we tried stitches, and other stores. There was one in particular that was new to me, and that i like.. i just forget what its called. Anyways thats where she bought her shirt. And while we were in stitches.. she asked me if i saw something that i liked.. i said ya this.. and she pulled it off the rack.. and was telling me that she was paying for it.. and i kept saying no but she wouldnt except no for an answer.. so i said.. but i didnt try it on yet.. and so i went to try it on and it fit..and she got it for me. It is black and has beads..and looks so cute.. and its wavy at the bottom.. So we were shopping until 5:30 and the door was already closed and she was still trying on clothing.. Heidi loves to shop! lol anyways we went to the bathroom and while we were in the bathroom she asked me if i wanted to go to her house.. i said sure..so she called her dad and he said it was okay. We hopped on the next bus and went to the terminus where we saw oliver. Me and Oli talked the whole way to the base. He was practically screaming on the bus and i told him to keep it down because he was so loud and he said "im not screaming.. im yelling. Girls scream.. lol" and everyone around us was laughing. They all spoke english. I figured but only after they laughed.. because they live on the base.. lol anyways we got off at Tim Hortons, where we were deciding to get something..so we were waiting in like for about 5 mins, when we see Heidis dads car.. so we get out of the line, grab our stuff and then hop into the car. Her dad seemed nice. It was the first time i met him. He asked me little questions trying to make conversation.. and then we stopped by at the movie store to get a movie. We were going to get two movies.. but decided not to because it was already 7:30.. so we only got one. I wanted to see King Kong, but it was 3 hours long, so we got the other one instead. When i got to her house, i met her parents and her parents were so nice, and very welcoming. I ate supper.. and for some reason i felt like i was starving... but little did i know i just had stomach pains and needed to use the bathroom.. and all night my stomach hurt.. i think its cause i ate alot of watermelon and green peas.. and strawberries.. but anyways.. i felt like i was gonna die of hunger.. and i wanted to eat everything that was in front of me but i didnt because i didnt want to look like a pig. So anyways me and her parents and her sister were talking and they seemed pretty cool. Then me and heidi went down in the basement after supper, and she went to get her stuff to go in the shower, and i turned on the tv and watched wresling. It was so stupid. I mean it all seemed like an act for the referee.. he seemed like he was on one of the guys team. Like he wanted to see the other one be beaten like crazy, and he also held up a chair in his hand in which the guy took and beated the other guy up. It was rediculous. Anyways, after that she was out of the shower, and we went to watch the movie. I had one of her beers and we were eating popcorn.. and while watching the moving i was getting so tired that i turned my face away from the screen and fell asleep. The next morning we woke up at five. I did my hair, and got dressed and went upstairs where everyone was awake.. and we all had breakfast together, and i had a coffee to wake up.. and we were talking alot more.. me and her mom.. and she was talking about her son that went in the army and i told her my brother used to be roomates with him and that they are still friends.. and that his name was travis..and she told me she saw him before and that she remember patty his other roomate and their cat keith too.. they asked me how keith was and i told him we had to put him to sleep.. they were like..oh really? anyways..we had a huge conversation, and then we left in the car to go to the bus stop, and then we went to school on bus. It was a long bus ride. When we were going to school i realized that i told oliver id go with him to the mall to get the gift i wanted to buy marc. He said hed buy it now and that i could give him back the money on friday.. cause i wanted to get it on friday but oli told me that it was hard for him not to talk about it with marc.. and that marc would soon find out that it was in the stores and would buy it. It was so funny getting him going the day before.. SOOO HILARIOUS... okay well the gift is the second book to the trilogy World Of Warcraft.. but Marc didnt know what the surprise was going to be. Me and oli were asking him which one he'd prefer.. Pink.. or Purple.. he said "if its something ur gonna be wearing then i guess pink.."and he said "ifs its something im going to be wearing NOT PINK.." me and oli laughed. I said.. "Marc.. u'r gonna want pink".. he said "i want pink?.." and looked at oli and said.. "OK pink.." lol He kept asking what the surprise was.. and i kept pretending like i was going to tell him like id pretend that i was gonna tell him in his ear and then whisper a whole bunch of gibrish.. hehe.. he told me i was cruel. Me and Oli had it planned that he was gonna pink up something pink to go along with the book.. so when i went to school, he showed me what he got that was pink, and it was a pink frisbee..so he taped the book behind the frisbee so marc would be like.."what the?" and laugh.. Marc didnt show up at school, so me and oliver skipped a half a day. I was gonna do that anyways. I was tired, and was planning on going to marcs.. so we both went. marc was sleeping when we came here. we tried phoning and oliver left a message on his phone.. so when we got here i told oliver to wait in the living room and i went to go see marc. He said he was just waking up.. and i talked to him for about 5 mins.. told him oli was here. He said he knew because he got the message just now on the phone. and then oli was like.. "is it safe to come in?" lol.. so we hung out in marcs room..talked alot.. showed him is gift.. he laughed. I told him.. "You know why i said pink?.. cause i knew i was gonna have it.." he laughed even more. Then I reminded marc that we were going to Wandas house that night.. we totally forgot. So did i.. i just remembered in the morning.
That night we went to wandas, and she made a fondue made of wine and cheese.. it was delicious!! we dipped bread and meat and veggies in it.. was sooo good. And she always gave us wine to drink. This time it was red wine.. it was white. I love wine! When we were eating she was talking alot about her ex..and all.. and i mentioned to her that it was a delicioius meal and that maybe we shouldnt talk about her ex again right now.. because it made her feel angry. So then we were having a conversation i forget about what.. and were talking all night.. she showed me her wedding dress and pics.. and stuff.. telling me some good things about her marriage and that it wasnt all bad. i was glad to hear something positive about her marriage.. she always complains about how much an asshole this guy is. But anyways, we had a good rest of the night.. it was nice. We stayed until 11 at night. I very happy marc didnt fall asleep.. lol. And when we went to the bus shelter we remembered something.. and we both smiled. Its something that is personal between us two. We were both very happy and when we got to his house i feel asleep. He didnt wait too long to sleep either.
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| Everythings working out fine |
| 04.25.06 (9:38 pm) [edit] |
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Hello people! Oh somes things happened this past week. I was trying to make plans for Sunday, and although not many people made it, I had a good time. Me and some friends went to see Ice Age 2! hihi it was so cute! I found it a little stupid, but it was funny. Anyways, we had first wanted to see the movie Lucky Number Slevin. I heard that was a really good movie that is suppose to have a very confusing beginning and a twisted really good ending, an ending that would put the puzzle to that confusing 3/4ths of the movie together. Anyways, me and my friends didnt really know that we were going to be waiting another hour, because we only changed our idea when we got there. While waiting an hour for the movie, I bought some tokens and played air hockey and wrestling with some friends. Yes there is an arcade there. It was at a Star City cinema. The movie was soo worth it, and it was so much fun playing at the arcade. I havent went to the movies in a while. God I just wanted to see my friends. Im usually hanging out with my boyfriend, and usually dont really do much, but now that I have a job.. omg.. well im gonna be paid this thursday. My money is going directly into my bank account. Im gonna be paying some rent, and my cell phone bill off, and the rest of the money is mine to go out and have fun with. I cant wait. I have this idea in my head that I might actually go out and drop off my resume at Nordia where they are looking for only english speaking people. Nordia is a calling centre, so I might be good at that. Although I do want to have Tiki Ming on my resume so I might just stay with Tiki Ming for a while. Besides, I cant really become better in french working in an english environment now can I. Well thats that. Last night was great. I was at my boyfriends, and cuddling and everything. Made love two times. Watched tv.. cuddled more..talked..laughed.. it was a perfect night. Oh and marc gave me clothes that his mother had once bought his sister.. not too long ago actually and they are really nice clothes. She never wore them.. maybe only once, but some still had a tag on it. I got some cute leather purses, jeans, tank tops, a really elegant red coat.. aww its soo nice! It felt like christmas yesturday. Today, when I went to school I was in the wrong class.. and didnt even know it.. well its all the same for me. I go to class, and work on the same old subject, but the thing is the teacher doesnt have u on their THERE list.. so darn.. lol The only reason why I got confused was because last friday I changed my shedule because I knew I wasnt going to be able to make it on thursday and fridays all the time because I mostly have to work on those days. So I changed my shedule to make it that I have classes monday afternoons, tuesdays, and wednesdays. The thing was.. I usually never had classes on mondays so my other shedule was only listed from tuesday to friday. So this morning I looked at the the shedule thinking that the monday was a tuesday and the tuesday was a wednesday, so thats why I got confused. OMG i have this image in my mind. I need to... I ABSOLUTLY need to find the perfect earrings that I have in my mind right now. They are turquoise.. and beaded... aww they are so cute. I dont care if I have to buy them expensive.. I just have to find them and buy them. OH! u wanna know something.. turquoise is my new favorite color.. i thought pink was always gonna be my favorite.. i dont know.. i still like it.. but its just fading. Turquoise is taking over! lol I wore my new coat today! It was absolutely cute! Im so excited. Tonight when we came home to marcs appartment, Matt and Matty were here so we were talking a bit.. then me and marc watch Madigascar. We then stopped the movie and went out in the living room and talked alot with Matt and Matty.. fun talk... lol anyways we're gonna be finishing up the movie soon. Gonna go now! love yall! xx
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| 04.16.06 (11:54 pm) [edit] |
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Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
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You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
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| Virginie Racine |
| 04.16.06 (11:18 pm) [edit] |
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I was told the other day that a classmate had died on wednesday. Her name was Virginie Racine. She was 19. It was 10:30 at night when she got hit by a car.. she died a half an hour after being in the hospital. The abulance didnt come early enough.
well yesturday during the time of the day i was taking care of making the soups and serving the drinks.. and i look at the line and see Virginies mom standing there..i gave her a smile.. i felt bad for her... then i went to make the soups. I was thinking, do i tell her that i knew Virginie? she ordered 2 soups.. omg what do i say to her. So she comes over to me to get the soups, and as soon as i see her i say, are u virginies mom?she said yes. She asked me how i knew her and if i was her friend. I said not really a friend, but an aqaintence. I said, I went to school with virginie racine in elementry and high school. She thanked me for the smile that i gave her while she was standing in line. She said it really comforted her.. and she knew by my smile that i had known something.Then i saw tears come from her eyes.. i felt so sad! i said i was sorry for mentioning her. She said that Virginie would have liked it that way.. u know... talking about her..and all.
she tells me that the service is next saturday, and that the obituary will be in the newspaper next friday. I find it weird that it wasnt already in the newspaper..although and article had already been written. Then she said shed be right back. She went to get her husband so that he could get his soup. I told him that i was a classmate in elementry and high school.. and said i was sorry for his loss.. and he told me what her mom told me.. that the service is on saturday and that it will be in the paper friday. they left to go eat.. and a half an hour later, Virginies little sister comes up to me and says happy easter. She gives me a pink easter egg wrapped in plastic wrap, and tied with a ribbon. I said thank u.. told her i was sorry.. and i asked her if she was okay. She said she was. Her family took it tough.Its crazy! I couldnt beleive my eyes when i saw them there.
i panicked.. when i was making the soup.. my back was turned to her.. and i was wondering what to say to her.i was shaking after that. I needed to keep a smile, but it was hard.. i felt so bad for them.i should have asked ricky if i could leave for about 15 mins.. take a break and talk with them and try to comfort them
er lil sister was a student ambassador with me. Well the mom said she was glad i had mentioned that i knew Virginie.. she wanted to know everyone that knew her.
anyways im going to the service on saturday. I hardly ever talked to her.. but its a sign of respect.
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| My first day of work was a total screw up!! lol |
| 04.08.06 (10:59 am) [edit] |
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Yesturday I started a job @ a chinese restaurant called Tiki Ming in galeries de la capitale. My brother used to work there so he talks with the boss and all.. therefore he talked to him and told him about me.. and ricky accepted me. I did my first day yesturday..omg u wouldnt believe how much I screwed up!! I'll start by the beginning of my day when I was at home. I was talking with travis and I asked his girlfriend for the white tshirt that she offered to lend me when i would start work. She said its xtra small but it stetches so it would fit.. so my brother said.. dont wear a small shirt.. the girls who were working there were bending down one time u could see their backs and the guys were teasing them (jokingly of course)..so sarah says no its not short its long. They wont say anything. So i go on the bus with Travis to go to work because his work is right beside mine. So when we got there I got Tims for me and my brother and we go sit down and drink out coffee.. i eat my cookies too. 3 chocolate chip cookies! yum.. Then I went to see Natalie and she gave me my new apron and hat.. I followed Yan because he had the key to the tiki ming storage room. There I put my apron and hat on, and put away my coat and bag. So I go to the bathroom to see what i looked like. It was so cool! i looked professional and for some reason I felt important. But the thing was I was sneezing and blowing my nose so much so i was asking travis what i should do if I'm about to sneeze while Im serving a customer.. and all.. but luckily as soon as I got into the back where the guys were working my cold suddenly stopped so I didnt have to worry about it. It was as if it were some kind of miracle working my way, because my cold was very bad and I didnt have one anymore. I see Ricky, my boss. I ask him how he's doing, then I turn around and say look my shirt is long, its not short like this.. and he got affended!!! OMG He was wondering what I was doing, and he asked me why I turned around and did that. I was like.. well my brother told me that u guys teased the girls when they had short shirts. He said.. not me. I was like shit what did I do? My first day on the job and my boss doesnt seem to like me. He told me that at the beginning he will be a jerk because thats the way we learn fast how to work good. But I had a feeling it wasnt his work coming into that. That he was offended. I apolized. I told him I was only joking around and he said nothing.. except he gave me a look. I then went to the front where the woman was going to teach me my new job.. so I got to serve my first customer and I didnt know what she wanted really. She said number 3 so I look into the cheat sheet then looked at the food, said sorry cause I was slow and new.. she said it was fine. Then when I was putting things into her plate.. i wasnt putting enough.. and it looked a bit messy so Natalie showed me how to do it. I was shaking when I was serving the customers.. SHAKING.. and people noticed. I felt so sorry. I kept apolizing and telling people I was new. Then natalie told me to relax and that the people are just people like us. I was like..okay I'll do that. and I stopped shaking. I wasnt nervous any more.. but then when people started to ask for 3 choix.. I took the plate, and put rice on it.. then got the other choices trying to put them onto the plate but while doing so, I accidently tilted the plate and dropped some rice into the chow mang dish ( I think it was that one..lol). Natalie was laughing, and saying it was only normal.. we all make mistakes.. and she said these are the good times when we work and screw up.. lol Then later on someone says he was a small pepsi. So i look the small staraphome glass and put pepsi in it and give it to him. Little did I know, the small straophome cups were for water only, and that there were only two sizes for the pop, either the small or the big.. what i thought was that the small pop cups were the medium sized cups so u can see why i made a mistake there.. lol Oh and I tried to work the cash register and twice I screwed up.. ringing something in 3 times.. lol oh god! but then I got the hang of it! I also got one customer that spoke english!! He was so happy to see that I spoke english..he must have known from my accent. He was my age.. and he asked me what a certain food was. I said.. I only new it in french. And he said it was okay, and that he would take it anyways. Natalie looked at me and was calling me a cheater!! lol for speaking english.lol!! it was funny. Then a guy came up and pointe to the macoroni with the chicken in it, and looked at me and asked if there was anything that didnt have chicken in it. I thought he asked.. is there any macoroni that didnt have chicken in it, so I said no and he looked at me weird, so I asked Natalie to see what he wanted, and then she was pointing to all the things that didnt have chicken in it and i was like..OH! lol Another cusomer came by and asked for some noodles with sparerib sauce over it and I heard.. noodles with spareribs.. so I go and put noodles in a bowl, and get a little plate and put spareribs on the plate. She was so, On top of the noodles, so I'm like okay.. and i was about to dump the spareribs on top of the noodles, but Natalie stopped me and told me that she wanted the sparerib sauce on top of the noodles.. i apolized.. lol Natalie was working there for 13 years already! when she told me that I was like.. really? do u still like ur job? she said.. it pays the bills and its not a bad job. I was really happy to be working with her. She brought humour into the work and made the day less boring. So when the time came and I was finished it seemed like a nice job, and then i go into the back to ask when I work again. Ricky said he didnt know, and that he would tell Travis. Then he said to me that when I saw a big line up I shook.. and that I wasnt able to do that. He said I should never look at the line up and always concentrate on the person in front of me. I said that the only reason why i shook was because I wasnt used to it, and that i was new.. and that i got used to it with time. Then Natalie backed me up and said that I was doing good for a beginner.. I was happy to hear her stick up for me. Then I told Ricky, sorry again for this morning. He asked again why I did it. Then he told me what it looked like. He said it looked as if i were showing him my butt.. I was like.. WHAT? I told him again what happened and why i did it.. and all.. telling him again that my brother had told me about the guys teasing the girls and that i was just showing him that my shirt was long and not short. He said he was shy and that he's not like that.. I said.. well I thought u were.. and i apolized 5 more times, and left thinking 'omg im gonna be fired.. plus I cant believe I did that.. did i really look like i was showing him my butt? omg he said thats what it looked like.. omg I'm so embarressed'. I kept walking. I was aloud to take food from tiki ming and eat it, but i was so embarressed that i didnt eat, and left to go to the bus stop and held my tears back. I was humiliated! I couldnt believe it. Anyways that was my day at work! Ricky told me not yesturday but the day before yesturday that i will only be working just about once a week to get hang of the job, then I will be working full time in the summer, and possible if the other girl leaves to go to university (not natalie..the other one.. the one that was sick yesturday and didnt come to work)I will take her place. Im kinda dissapointed. I thought i would be working more than this. I want money. Anyways I will try to find more jobs.. maybe weekend jobs cause god knows i wont be working weekends right now at tiki ming.. too many people to work with! lol for now.. Was there a time when u started to work that u totally screwed things up? Tell me a time where "U" screwed up on ur first day of work! =D
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| Got a job @ Tiki Ming!! =D |
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I got a job at Tiki Ming restaurant in galeries de la capitale where Travis used to work. He told Ricky I was looking for a job and he said he will try me.. so I cant wait. Im probably starting work this week! =D My friend Heidi is very sad that Im not going to go to school everyday like usual..Marc is all upset..but he is happy for me jusyt like Heidi and Oli. *cries* I'm sure gonna miss her and Marc and the lil gang.. but I get to see them after work hopfully. I need to get one day off a week to go to school so Im not kicked off the program. Im soo excited! I cant wait to work..
the other day I went to volunteer to look after some kids while a woman (one of the moms my mom works for looking after her lil baby.. yes my moms nanny job is expanding!) but there werent many people who showed up so I only had to look after one baby. It was fun though cause her mom gave me permission to take her for a walk in the hallway.. this all took place in one of the university de laval buildings. the next day i had to do the same.. except this time people were showing up at different times and didnt really have time on there shoulder so all they did was come and sign a paper that they needed to sign and left. so i didnt really have to do much.. and left.. after an hour like i did the day before. BUT i did get something good out of it... a free movie ticket at famous players.. so it wasnt completely a waste of time..
I soo cant wait! I called Ricky yesturday to tell him thank u.. and that i was interested in the job as cashier and server at the restaurant but he wasnt there. A girl picked up and asked to take a message.. and when I said my name.. she knew that I was the girl who is going to start work there.. she knows my brother. Well my brother is really good friends with the boss and he did work there before. Omg im so happy! well buh bye!! xx
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| friday night at the Maurice |
| 04.02.06 (9:23 am) [edit] |
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well its Jacythes bday next week and me,Narula,Omed,Marc,Heidi ,Jacythe,and Amanda went out and celebrated it 2 nights ago, Friday. It was fun, and although I didnt have a chance to dance the Salsa with Marc it was nice! Well here's the thing. After school I went to Tim Hortons to meet my mom and I knew she wasnt gonna be there when I got there, so I waited for her. I was also waiting for Heidi because she was coming to Marc's house too and she went to the mall after school to buy some makeup remover cloths and a sponge (for makeup..lol) and she came to meet me at Tims. It was beautiful outside so I was waiting outside for them. I was inside for about half and hour and outside for about 10 mins, until Heidi came to meet me. Then we were waiting for my mom. 20 mins later she comes, we talk, and my mom gives me bus pass money and 20 $ spending money. So after talking abit more the bus came and we left to go to Marc's house. We got off at Metro, and went into Jac et Jils, to get my bus pass, where I see a small little baby blue bunny that says "press here" on its side, and it says "eh, some bunny loves you..". Its so cute! So I decided to get that color. There were other colors, and also ducks that said "happy easter".. but I chose the best one! lol I then went to Metro to buy some ravioli 4 cheese.. it was good! After that we walked to Marc's house, which was about 10 mins away from there. Me and Heidi were talking alot, then we ate, and got ready. We were getting ready for 3 hours! lol I straightened my hair with Heidi's expensive hair straightener while she was in the shower (she gave me permission lol)It took only 15 mins, then I was putting my hair up, then down, decided to keep it down, then thought about my hair at the prom with all those bobby pins in my hair. It was very cute and done by a professional, but I took my time to try it. Straight hair looks nice, but the way I did my hair looked...hot! Heidi looked at my hair after doing her make-up and said.. "I'm not gonna say it.." I said "say what?" she said.."Your hair looks hot!" I was all happy. I looked in the mirror at the back, and it did look hot. I showed Marc and he told me it was really nice. When I asked him if it was the best hair-do that he saw me with, he said yes! I was all happy, and feeling so great about my looks that night. I was wearing Paris suko jeans, and a hot long red tube top over the jeans. ( u know the long kind of skirts that u can also wear as shirts and it still looks pretty? It looked as if it was a sexy wavy dress that I wore with Jeans under them, and I did my makeup so nice, put my perfume on and I was ready to go, but we didn't have to leave. Heidi was still getting ready, straightening her hair, small peices at a time. I can't straighten my hair little peices at a time.. I take a big peice at a time and it takes less time away. Yes I'm impatient when it comes to doing things that I know could be down in no time at all..I just want to get it done..lol OVER WITH!! tee hee hee.. anyways I showed Marc the bunny that I got him. Yes I gave it to him now instead of easter.. I should have waited but I wanted to see the expression on his face.. He kept pressing the button every five mins cause he thought it was cute.. okay not EVERY five mins.. lol but he pressed it like about 10 times in one hour.. and he showed his roomate too.. hehe I put my music on..the cd with about 34 songs on it. Most were tv show beginnings, super mario music, mixes of comedy like the best of Stowie from the Family Guy episodes, and parts of Austin Powers.. entertaining..lol Then we left to go to the ozone. We walked about 15 mins to get to the 801 bus stop, and Heidi's feet were hurting because she was wearing high heals. I wasn't. I didnt even wear high heals at my prom (i wore pink sparkly slipper shoes!! hehe i dont like the fact that my feet are going to hurt when I want to have a good time.. gosh I'm smart!lol) We didnt have to wait for the 801.. it was there.. in fact we had to run for it. Then we arrived at the Ozone, and met up with Amanda and Jacynthe. We went in the line up, then passed the coats. It cost only 2 dollars.. I didnt mind paying.. and the entrance fee was free.. I was happy. We went inside and it looked nice, except there wasnt many people dancing.. and it was packed with people, but not too packed. We hung out there for only about 10 mins, then we went to meet Omed and Narula at the door.. and they talked about going to other bar that was better.. so we decided to go. We all try to fit in the car, and I had to sit on marc's lap but it was so uncomfortable because the roof was low.. so i had to bend. Then I moved and got comfortable. We went to the Maurice. It was nice, but I had to pay the entrance fee.. 9 bucks.. and i already spent 2 on the coat.. this time we left our coats in the car, and marc lent me his dress shirt because he was wearing a t-shirt under it..he was so sweet.. We got in, bought a beer and danced. It was so fun! I danced close with heidi, and then with marc. Me and Marc were dancing so cute together. We were in the section of the bar where they had rap music. Upstairs there was Salsa music. Marc was twirling me and everything when we were dancing to the rap music. I had so much fun! Later on we all went outside to get air, and then everyone left to go back inside, except me and Marc. It felt like a summer night, and I was sitting on his lap.. then we got up and hugged and turned slowly around in circles while hugging. I told him that he was my best friend.. he was like.."aww thats soo sweet" I said "It's true".. and we enjoyed the moment. I told him that I loved him more than anyone else. After enjoying the moment, we go inside, and I decided to go see what it looked like upstairs with the salsa dancing, so we go upstairs and see. It was so neat.. people were really dancing salsa as if they all took a class for it. I guess the did..lol anyways there were sofas around and not too many people on them, so me and marc find a really nice sofa in front of a big aquarium of fish..and while laying on the sofa we were both looking up at the fish..as if gazing at the stars..lol it was so sweet. The we were going to dance.. and Jacynthe tells us we are leaving. I was sad about that. We were only there for 2 hours. We left and went to the car, 5 mins away, and marc lent me his dress shirt again..aww.. We almost got stopped by the police if they saw my head so i had to duck on my way home. Then we got out near the pyramid, went into the dunkin doughnuts, which was connected to the Couche Tard so i went and bought some food at the couche tard.. then looked in the news paper for a job. We then walked home.. 20 mins.. and went into a restaurant and ate pountine.. and saved most of it and left.. 10 more mins and we arrived home...it was around 4:30.. well gtg...bye!
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| 03.26.06 (11:17 am) [edit] |
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Okay its been a long time indeed! I havent gotten the chance to post an blog in a while. Here are the things that were on my mind lately.
Well.. I went for my Social Insurance Number last week and received it on monday! Finally. I know the number off by heart already. Now I will look for a job, because I want alot of money, to save up for college and pay the rent... and buy clothes and things like that. I will also buy a 100$ hair straighter most likely. Yup my hair is really nice curly.. but I like to change it every now and then, do different hair styles and things like that.
I didnt mention that a couple of weeks ago the people that I babysat for in the summer called me back and asked if I wanted to work there again this summer. After I got off the phone I literally laughed. It was hilarious that they thought that I would work for them again. They're kids were always annoying, and always arguing about what activities we were going to do, and every single day we had to do a different activity, and I wasnt allowed to choose, so whatever they agreed on, we had to do it. I hated that job. It wasnt just babysitting, it was also trying to teach them english cause they were french. And, they were strictly not allowed to go on the computer or watch tv, and I had to occupy them 24/7! The kids were 10 and 12 years old at that!! I worked from 8:30 to 4:00 every day, and it was an hour and a half away from my house, plus for all that I only got 130$ a week. Never again will I work overtime and get paid that low of a salary. That is the reason why I am happy to get my Social Insurance Number. I hate the fact that I live in a french province and that many people are looking for french people to work. I am not good at speaking french although I can understand most of it. So hopefully I can find a job that doesnt need talking that much, or an english job. I'm thinking more of being a maid in a hotel. I'm good at cleaning and I would get good money, but I think I would need experience before I could do that.
Lets see, what else is new? Well.. I'm getting my math done and have only one book left although its really thick so I dont know how long it will take me. Anyways, I'm going to be going to school once a week when I get my job. It's Adult Ed.. we choose our hours. I'm sure gonna miss my friends there. My other friends havent been calling me, I guess I'll call them and see whats up. I havent spoken to Jess and Kim in a while! I talked to Nathasha the other day on the phone. She lives in Ontario and she's so busy with school, but we made a deal that we were going to email each other at least once a week. We are sisters and bestfriends, and i dont want that to change. I miss her so much that when I read one of her letters it brought a tear.. she had left a bunch of xoxo's in the email, and then wrote, "I think ther's more O's than X's, Hmmm.......................Oh well, that doesn't change the fact that I miss you.... *sniff,sniff* ttyl ".. when I read that I literally had a tear coming down my face.. why cant she come back!? aww...... well hopefully I see her sometime soon.
My brother's GF is giving birth to a baby boy in less than a month... yes sometime in April, and they live in New Brunswick. Hopefully I can make it there on time when she gives birth. I'm gonna be an Aunt!
Thursday when I got back from school, me and my mom played skip-bo, and when Travis and Sarah got home we all talked, went to buy chips, pop, and chocolate. I picked up smarties because I love them, and I wanted to save marc the red ones.. but in the whole box there was only one red smartie. I laughed. That night I watched a movie in my brother's and sarah's room. I forget the name of the movie. Surprised? Not me.. lol nope I usually forget the names of movies. It was the movie where the woman works in a hospital and never had a boyfriend ever and she's about 30-35 years old. She drives home in her car, and gets in a car crash, which makes her go into a comma, so she stayed in the hospital for about 3 months, and the her apartment was given up for rent. At that time, there is a guy who is looking for an apartment, and finds that one. The apartment still had all the furniture and everything in it, and he was looking for a furnished apartment so it was fine. The woman doesnt know she is just a spirit, and that only HE can see her.. she thinks she is still living there, and wonders why he's in her house. Anyways..later on they try to get her to remember what he life was like before the accident, and thats when they discover that she is in a comma and that she really isnt dead. They fall in love..and its soo cute! I love the movie. If only i knew the name of it.. lol
Friday was such a bad day.. and good too in a way. Start by the bad, finish with the good. Bad- I woke up in the morning.. wasnt gonna be able to make the bus in time cause I needed to buy tickets, so I left early and walked to Jean Coutu.. bad? no.. it wasnt. I got on the 87 bus and got off near Cegep Saint Foy, and went to Dunkin doughnuts cause my bf wanted me to buy him a strawberry coolata, so I get there and asked for one. They said the machine was broke, so ............. UMMM well i'll write more later... gotta go!! i have to catch my bus to go home now....
MUAH!! +blows kisses+
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Hey!! Its been a heck of a good week! Tuesday- I skipped school, and went to see Jess L, Jess M, and Kim at St. La. It was alright. We talked a bit and went to a classroom and drew on the board.. I was sitting down watching a bit cause it was weird at first. lol I wanted to TALK.. not draw. At that point I was still upset that they didn’t want me to bring my new friends along to the Deer Dash(a party that mostly everyone at St. La goes to) because of the fact that they wanted to be just us four girls because it was a while time since we were able to spend time together. I understood, but I knew that even if we wanted to be just four, it would still be impossible cause there are so many people there that we aren’t just gonna be four. They said they knew, but that the other people wont be there with us the whole night. I was still mad cause Kim said I could invite them, and I did and she had recently just changed her mind so I kinda felt sad cause I didn’t want to uninvite someone. I think its mean to uninvite. After we left St. La, me and the two Jess's went to Place Laurier where we drank these really delicious ice cream smoothies.. yum mine was strawberry and they had chocolate. Anyways we walked around after that and then left later on. I went home. Wednesday, I went to school for the first time that week. It was okay, although I was very tired. That day is kinda a blur to me (the part where I was at school). I do remember some of it though. I remember Marc and I grabbed a seat together in class and put our stuff there and left. We went to the cafeteria cause he wanted to get breakfast, so I was a bit late for class. Then, I wanted to know what his combination for his locker was, and he told me in my ear. Then I start to walk away, and look back confused and say "is it this..?" and I said the number and he said "say it a little louder". I looked so embarrassed and felt so sorry. Then he said no that wasn’t it.. and told me in my ear the same number I said out loud! lol then I looked back and asked which locker was his again! lol I kept forgetting and Oliver was picking on me for my memory. lol so then I come back after that and sit with Marc while he's eating two bagels (or croissants). Then the principal comes and tells us to go back to class. and Marc says he's just finishing eating. I go back leaving Marc there, and go into class to see Kim Scoba sitting in my spot.. I was kinda upset cause I wasn’t gonna sit beside Marc, but I didn’t say anything to Kim and just took my bag, cause well Kim didn’t know I was sitting there. I should have put the bag on the chair, but I put it beside the chair, so obviously he thought he could sit there. I then went and sat at a table beside Heidi's. I was talking to her until Marc came in, and he grabbed his stuff and came and sat beside me at my table. There was already someone who was suppose to sit there, and Marc said it was okay and that if the guy came back Marc would grab another chair and sit on the other end of the table, or just explain that we wanted to sit with me and the guy would understand. Luckily the guy didn’t come back til after class for his stuff. Me, Oliver, and Marc were playing the square game on a piece of paper cause we were bored. Then Marc seemed to fall asleep, so then me and Oliver start to talk, and then we are playing the alphabet game during class ( u know the memory game.. u have to start with the letter A and make up a word that starts with A(for example.. Aquarius). Then the next person has to repeat the word that started with A, then make up a word that starts with B.. and so on.. until people forget what has been said.. and loses.. lol It’s kinda funny. Then, at lunch we are in the class room eating (its an adult education school so we can hang out there or whatever.. not that many people anyways). Then Marc goes on the computer, and Oliver carries a big conversation with me about afterlife, and everything.. and I really wasn’t in the mood to listen anymore cause he talked so much! so then i get up off the chair, and say to Oliver, "lets go bug Marc".. and I go over to Marc and gave him a huge hug! Then I realized he was looking at World Of Warcraft stuff on a website. I was teasing him, saying "world of warcraft!! u Guys are hopeless! " I was just kidding around with him. Then after school, Jacinthe sees me in the hall so we talk a bit. I wanted to go see Marc cause I missed him. Then I go see him in class and what is he doing? Talking about world of warcraft with Oliver. I then asked them if they talked about anything else except world of warcraft and I kinda teased Marc telling him that Oliver can talk about more the one thing! lol then we end up talkin about something.. and then I look at the computer.. and see a world of warcraft site. I shake my head.. I laughed and left to go find Jacinthe and Heidi. I ended up getting tired and kinda laid down on the sofa with my eyes closed in the hall where my friends were standing and talking in a circle. Then Narula pokes me in the back twice.. and I start to giggle. Then I hear a voice, and it was my old teacher Gabrielle.. so i get up and talk to her.. asking her how she was doing and all. she was doing great. We asked her if she was coming back to teach again, and she said she will when a teacher needs to be replaced. She said she was just a replacement teacher,, and that now she works for the government correcting french college ministry exams. She said she gonna come back to visit. I agree that she isn’t a great teacher.. she sucks at teaching, but she is a really nice person. Before x-mas we had a huge conversation about sea food and Halifax and everything.. it was nice cause I’m from Halifax and so is she. So after school me, Oliver, Marc, Heidi, and Jacinthe were on the bus. I was gonna go to Marc’s house that night, but then Jacinthe offers me to go to her house. I never went to her house before so I said, "just a second. I’m gonna talk to Marc about it, but ya I want to. I'll have to tell him" so I told him, and he was like, "that’s great!" and he told Oliver that I wasn’t going to his house tonight so he wanted to talk to me for a couple of minutes. Oliver let me sit beside marc, and me and marc talked, and started whispering in each others ear and laughing. We didn’t want people to hear what we were talking about, but I can tell u this much.. we weren’t talking behind anyone’s back. There are just some things that we keep to ourselves.. anyways the reason why we were laughing is cause I said "oh no I’m not coming to ur house tonight so i wont get any nachos!! can u save me some cheese and bring a big piece like this tomorrow?" He said, "Oh I don’t know if I can do that", and he was just getting me going. I was practically begging him.. "please.. please??" and i had puppy eyes i guess lol. he thought it was soo cute. he said "sure". and I was all happy. It was about the time where just started to kiss and Oliver.. tries to start talking to marc again, because cant stand not being the center of attention. He always has to talk to someone. err it makes me mad cause I can never talk to my BF at school cause of him! I gave my BF a big hug before he got off the bus. I was gonna miss him, and I was looking forward to being with him that night, but I had never went to Jacinthe’s.. and it was cool that I was hanging out with new friends.. so I wanted to go also wanted to go there too. The whole rest of the bus ride, Oliver was talking to us.. mainly to me.. and he couldn’t stop talking. Then, when we arrived at terminus Les Saules, there was this weird kid that comes up to Oliver and acts all happy and jumpy omg... like a lil kid on speed.. hehe kinda scary. I guess Oliver talks to him everyday! and everyone around him seemed to know the lil boy and was talking to him, They kinda jokingly picking on him.. just being humorous. The kid thought it was funny. the lil kid was what, 10 or 12 years old?.. I dunno he was so short.. and weird. Ya so we arrive at the military base, and notice an accident in the middle of the road, so the bus driver had to take another route, and it was just me, Jacinthe, Heidi, Oliver, and some random person left on the bus at that time. Finally we arrived at the bus stop we needed to get off at. It was near 6 and it took us an hour and a half to get there, plus we had to walk about 10 mins to arrive at her house, but it was okay we weren’t bored. We talked alot about ours cats and stuff. When we arrived, I met her mom, and her mom was super nice. Then Jacinthe showed me around the house and then we end up sitting in the basement and talking. Then it was time for supper so we go take our food and sat at the kitchen table with her mom. Her mom she was a really outgoing and funny, just like Jacinthe. We all talked for a while at the dinner table, then me and Jacinthe went and watched tv. It was about 7:30 or something.. and we put on CSI. then we watched Mr. Deeds. It was the first time I saw that movie. It was so funny! Adam Sandler and his BLACK foot that’s so unbreakable!! LoL oh and the man who was obsessed with feet! hihi hilarious Thursday: Jacinthe and I woke up at 6!!!! I never wake up at that time anymore cause I have classes that start at 10:45. So anyways we arrive at the school and I’m left doing nothing but trying to fall asleep on the sofa in the hall til my class started.. but i didnt get to go to sleep. Bruce Willit kept talkin to me.. and all.. people were lookin at me sleep. Then the gay guy started talkin to me, and he seemed pretty nice. So we hung out while he smoked his cigarette. Then, marc comes at 10:45 and gives me a big piece of CHEESE!! Lol he actually kept to his word. At lunch hour they had snow syrop outside. Yummy. So me, marc, and oliver went and hung out outside eating as much as we could, and you should have seen Marc’s snow syrop!! It was sooo HUGE and very round cause he kept taking more and more..and more til it was so big that it could hardly fit in his mouth. It was funny. He said to everyone "I had one and I made it count", and he kept repeating it to everyone who came to get snow syrop.. lol I told him he was crazy for repeating it. It was quite fun spending some of our class period just having fun. We went back to class around 2:30 and we were all put in the same class because many people left. Marc, Oliver, Jacynthe, Heidi, and I were still there.. and me and Marc were having fun playing that new game called Sudoku. Go to www.sudokufrenzy.com if you want to find out what it is. Then the teacher left, and didn’t tell us where she was going and she wasn’t coming back. Half an hour later Bruce Willit told us that the teacher was in a meeting, and that we could leave quietly because they weren’t taking attendance. So we left just about a half an hour later, while trying to decide what we are going to do. Marc wanted to leave and so did I, so Oli and Heidi followed. We were gonna miss our bus if we went the normal way, so instead of turning left, we turned right and walked about 10 mins instead of 2. It was nice. We hopped on the bus, and we all got off at the mall, and when we got there we went separate ways, but obviously I stuck with Marc. We went to the restaurant area, and Marc offered me something to eat and I said no cause I wasn’t hungry. After we left there, we went to the book store where he got his World Of Warcraft book. We then walked around the mall, and we were wondering what to do. I suggested we went and tried on the same "guy clothes" lol.. he said no cause he would feel as if he’s wearing girl clothes cause I’m wearing them. So I said, "Okay.. I have another idea. How about you try on different clothes that aren’t your style for the fun of it just to see what they look like on you." He said "okay, you choose the clothes and I’ll try them on". I giggled and brought him to a rap store where I found something that would look funny, so I got him to try it on. It was a light blue rapper sweatsuit. He tried it on. I giggled cause it wasn’t his style and I was having fun. He smiled. He knew it didn’t really match his style. Then, I went and I saw something cool. It was these really nice jeans, and a muscle shirt. The jeans looked really nice on him, but I still can’t see him in rapper clothes. When he got changed, and back into his regular clothes, I looked at him, and told him I loved his style and that he looks so sexy. He said he wanted to change his style a bit and not wear dress shirts anymore, and that he would maybe stick to wearing T-shirts like Frank. I find Marc looks so nice in both, so whatever he choses it will still look good on him. After we left the mall, we went for a long walk back to his house, although I didn’t go to his house cause he had a dungeons and dragons game to play so I got on the bus near his house to go home. After that when I got home, my mom and I played Rummy and Skip-bo and talked, and then we walked survivor on tv. I forget if we watched any movie that night. Friday: I was on my way to school. It was Heidi’s b-day so when the bus stopped me off at the mall, I only had ten minutes to get in and out before my bus came. I rushed into the mall, and I bought some things real fast and arrived at the bus stop right on time. I really didn’t have time to get anything I really wanted to get her, because of the lack of time, so when I arrived near the school I went into the pharmacy and bought her an expensive card with some good lookin basketball players on the front. She really like the card, and she was so happy I did something for her b-day and she told me I shouldn’t have. Then she was all happy, and she asked me when my bday was and I said in Oct. She was like , "Okay, I’ll remember". I giggled. Then at lunch I taught her hour to play crazy 8’s, cause she never knew how to play any card game, and I knew that crazy 8’s was the easiest game to play. I didn’t think Marc was coming that day, because he hadn’t even showed up at lunch hour. After lunch I was in class doing my work, and Marc opens my classroom door thinking it could he his, but it wasn’t. I saw him and I had a hugest smile on my face. I knew he was there and I was so happy to see him, and him me. Then after class, I went to see him and gave him a huge hug. We then talked about me coming over after school, and that Miles was coming to. I was alright with that cause I didn’t tell Marc I was gonna come over in the first place, and even though I wanted to spend time with him alone I knew that at least I was able to spend more time with him. At school before leaving, Marc sat me on his lap and we were reading a survey that Miles’ brother had filled out, and me, Miles, Oli, Marc, and Jacynthe were just laughing. I guess Miles’ family must be so hilarious or maybe its just him and his bro, but its so funny. Then, we catch the bus after school. While on the bus we’re all just talking, and Heidi was reading a book, so I whispered in everyone’s ear that about the count of three we all sing happy b-day. We sang it and Heidi was a bit embarressed cause she’s a shy person. I immediately said I was sorry, and she laughed and said., "I don’t mind. At least I’ll never see these people again." I giggled and said, "yeah". Marc, Miles, and I got off at Metro to buy things for supper. I thought of a nice idea that we could eat a really good spegetti, so we got some ingrediants, and Marc and Miles had some more ingrediants to go with it at their house. Miles lives close to the Metro so we stopped off at his house first, and we get the stuff. I stayed there while Marc and Miles left to return a movie and when they got back we left to take the bus to Marc’s. I took a shower, Marc went on the computer, and Miles was playing super smash bros, and when I got out of the shower, we went and prepared the supper. It was delicious at the end!! YUMMY! I then noticed that I didn’t have time to straighten my hair for the Deer Dash (a huge party), so I was kinda upset but I didn’t care. I have nice curly hair so I put it up and it looked cute in the back. I met my friends at 7:30 at Tims. We sat there for about 10 mins and left to go to the college. We made some finishing touches on our makeup, and went to catch the bus. We arrived there early and drank some beers and talked. After a while it started to feel different because I’m used to hanging around with guys more than girls, and I kinda wished we had some guys at the table, cause I started not to hear people talk anymore cause of the music so I kinda felt alone for a bit until I introduced myself to some new people that I never talked to before. We were talking bit and then we went and started dancing. I told my friends to come too, and they didnt want to so I just went and danced with the new people. The music wasn’t that good to dance to, and there wasn’t many people dancing, so me and the other girls went and sat down, while at the same time Kim was begging my other friends to come dance, and as soon as she got them to say yes they were looking for me. As soon as Kim sees me about to sit down she was like, "come dance!!" so I went and danced with them. The night passed by, and I ended up seeing Tom and Carl so I talk with them, and I was so excited to see them. Tom is my ex and Carl is my beer buddy from the last beer bash, and they are both my friends from college too. We went and grabbed beers together, and I got some free drinks because they new some people there. Then me and Tom were dancing, but it felt so weird. I couldn’t dance the way we used to because it didn’t feel right. We used to grind, but now that I’m going out with Marc I just didn’t feel right. I knew that even if Marc was here he wouldn’t mind cause he knows I love him, but I still didn’t want to. Tom was like, "really?? He would let you if he was here?" I said yeah. But it was fun cause we are friends just having a good time! Then we go over and see Mike and the rest of the gang. My bro and his gf was there too. Then Jimmy comes up and starts rapping with Mike, and it was so cool that I actually thought they were making up the rap on the spot. I guess they had practiced it for a while. Hehe it was really good and the beat was so cool. After that I went to go see the girls, and they told me that we were leaving in five mins! I was soo mad. I didn’t wanna leave then. I wanted to hang out with Tom and Carl a bit longer. I told them that I had only 5 mins so we went real fast and drank two shooters each. They were pretty good. Then I told the guys that I might be playing pool the week after and wanted to know if they wanted to come. They said, "we’re in". . I gave Carl and Tom a big hug goodbye. I haven’t seen them in a while and I just missed hanging around them. Then, I see Kim rushing so fast! She said it was half my fault that we were going to be late. We were rushing so fast to leave. Anyway, we get to the bus and there was nobody on it, so we are waiting about 15 mins. Finally the bus starts to move and we arent nearly alot of people on it. I remember the first time of the beer bash i got onto the bus and there were so many people that there was three people per bench and this time everyone was able to have their own seat and there was plenty left over when the bus left to go back to the college. It was around 11:30 when we arrived, and Kim’s dad wasnt there and she was wondering why. He was suppose to pick her up. Then she called her dad on his cellphone and her dad was about 40 mins away! We were an hour too early. Damn.. we could have stayed another hour. LOL but it was okay cause we had pizza waiting for us when we arrived and we weren’t too drunk or too tired to sleep at that time so we talked. It was about 1 oclock when we arrived there I think. Anyways it was fun. The next day we woke up and had a great breakfast.. yummy pankcakes and strawberries. =D Then we talked alot and played card games and just laughed. It was near 5 oclock when Jess’s dad comes to pick us up. He was lost and it was hard for him to get there, plus the reason why he came around 5 was because he was driviing from montreal all the way to Quebec City so it was about 3 hours away. When I arrived home Sarah was already moved in and she had all her stuff in the living room and kitchen. Then her dad left and she started to put everything away.. and girly up my brothers room a bit with pink.. hehe Sunday: Me, my mom, and Sarah went grocery shopping for the first time since Sarah lived here.. and it was actually fun. Lol when we were at Jardin Mobile I pointed out this weird melon to my mom, and she said "oh i know what that is. Valerie was making it the other day. Its spegetti squash. I’m gonna buy one and we’ll try it. If its good we’ll get some more some other day". When we brought in home, my mom sliced it in half. It said on the package we could cook it for 15 mins in the mircowave or in the stove.. so she decided to try both and see which one turned out better. It was weird.. everything magically turned into spegetti!! Haha we tried it and it actually didnt taste like squash. And with the cheesey deliciously spegetti sauce it was soo good. Well.. I can’t really remember every following day after that, so I will write about random days. Tuesday, March 7th: We went on a double date. Me, Marc, Frank, and Steph. We are trying to hook Steph and Frank up and its actually working!! Well.. we think anyways. They seem to have alot of the same interests, they are both attracted to each other, and they look so cute together. Aww.. First of all, me and the guys are at Marcs house, and then decide to leave to meet up with steph at Tims. The guys were talking and Marc notices he needs to get bus tickets, so he and Frank go to the store while I walk across the street. I had a feeling they were gonna miss the bus and they did, so I had already told them I’d meet them at Tims if they didnt catch the bus. I got on the bus, and sat down. Then I started hearing music coming from the back of the bus. A guy was singing and playing guitar, and there was a girl who was singing too. They sung soo beautifully together, and everyone kept looking at them and smiling. So 5 mins later I arrive at Tims, and see Steph. We are talking and laughing, and all. I havent seen her in a while and I really missed her. We were sitting in a two seater, then decided to sit in a 4 seater cause the guys were gonna show up soon. Then about 10 mins later they show up, and Steph finally gets to meet my Bf and Frank! Then while I was gone to get a doughnut I come back and see Steph laughing with the guys. It was so cool cause already they were getting along. So we all engage in a big conversation, and then decide to leave to go play pool. While going there Marc tells us a funny story of when frank was drunk one time. He explained that it was about a couple of years ago, one time Frank was so drunk that he really needed to piss that he went beside a building and let it out. Then a guy said "can u please not piss on my sofa" and Frank said "ya I’m almost finished".. lol it was funny. I can’t believe he didnt even see the window open. In fact he didnt even know there was a window.. he thought he was doing it on the side of the wall. HAHA after that we walked into the bar and went to play pool. All night Steph was kicking everyones butt. She was so good at it. Then there was a time where I kinda bribed marc to try not to win.. and the bribe worked. Of course I needed to stick with my end of the bargain. Hehe in the girls washroom. Frank, he bought us alot of alcohol that night! It was so nice of him! We had Windex (a blue alcoholic drink that comes in a long clear glass, and comes with a straw, a cherry on top, a peice of lemon on the side) it felt like a Hawaiian drink. And also some vodka ice ( i think lol). I couldn’t believe that Stephanie actually drank with us!! It was the first time she had actually drank any alcoholic beverage although she had tried some before. It was nice. Hey in May we get to go dancing cause she’s turning 18 on the 26th of may. 2 more months! Steph didnt even get tipsy after two drinks. I got tipsy after three, cause well at the end me and steph chugged, and throughout the night we all drank real fast cause there were alot of times where the guys would say "i drink to that" and we all have to do cheers and drink. So after that, Marc is drunk and wants poutine, but the poutine place was a half an hour walk and we didnt want to walk that far cause we were gonna take the bus. We ended up throwing each other in the snow.. and having a blast, and then one time I feel on top of marc, and we both got hurt. Him on his butt and me on my two knees. Lol! Good times! I saw Marc was running after steph because he wanted to get her in the snow, but she ran too fast.. lol the bus then comes, and Frank, Steph, and I get on it. Marc catches the bus 7 which was right behind it. I let Frank sit with Steph and they were talking the whole bus ride. Frank became even more interested in her when she started talking about her doing volleyball and badminton cause he does those sports too. It’s so cool. I talked to steph about him while walking home from the 87 bus stop.. and she said she really liked him. She had already mentioned it to me during the night when we were playing pool that Marc and Frank and really outgoing and go funny. She had also said we were the most lively people she knows. I was all happy to hear that. She is also gonna take some days off of cadets to see us! Yay!! It’s gonna be so fun! I dont know what day it is but Steph emails me and asked for franks email address. So i ask marc for Franks email and he gives it to me. Then, he tells frank he gave her his email, and he said "my email? I thought she’d ask for my phone number" and he asked marc to find out her phone number and email address! Yes its gonna work out! =D It has to! The day before yesturday I rented two movies. One was called Flightplan and the other was called North Country. I watched North Country with my mom in the living room and when my brother and his gf came home we passed them the other movie so they could watch it in their room. North Country was excellent! It goes to show u that u gotta stick up for what u believe is best! U gotta ee that movie!! Yesturday, it felt like spring. I called up marc in the morning and told him that if he didnt call by 11:30 I was gonna go out with my mom and then if he called me back later I might be able to go to his house. He didn’t call. So I watched flightplan in the morning and it was around 1:30 that me, my mom, and sarah left to go to the stores. I got to buy some cute eyeliner (a duo of turquoise and black.. a different color at both ends). It felt so much like spring that when we arrived home, me and sarah decided to go to the hardware store to pick up some curtain rods for her bedroom window, and at the same time I had to drop off the dvds at the video store, so i wore one of my brothers montreal canadian sweaters and sarah wore a jean jacket that was so short my mom was like.. ‘where’s the rest of it? Did it come that short when u brought it?’ Lol I felt like a kid cause I bought a box of nerds and popey cigarettes (well they used to be called that.. now they call it popey candy sticks. I wonder why!! Duh! Lol when we were kids we all pretended to smoke our candy) Then when I got back, my mom told me my bf called. So i call him back and he told me he was sleeping and that he had just woken up. It was understandable cause he went to sleep at 9 am the day before. I go see him, and we all hang out.. him, me, his roomate and his roomates gf.. in the kitchen where me and Lydia talk about our family, and a bit about the march break. I haven’t seen her in a while. Then me and marc go to his room, and he goes on the computer. He talks to me abit at the same time, and I over read that he is going start something on World Of Warcraft with someone.. so right away I felt like I wasn’t wanted there. I hate getting that feeling, so I put on my sweater and he tells me im gonna get bored if i do nothing and offers me to play super nintendo cause I had realized that day that he had it, and I missed super nintendo comepared to ps2 and everything. Anyways, I get all burned up inside. I look at him and say "I came here to see u and ur on the computer already." I was mad. I go grab my coat and come back into the room to grab my backpack. I was so mad. So angry. He begged me not to go and kept telling me he was sorry. He followed me to the door while I was putting my shoes on. I wasn’t letting him stop me. Right away he comes into the hallway before I go out the door, and he starts to apoligize telling me he was such an idiot and that he really didnt want me to leave. We were talking for about 10 mins sitting on the steps in the hallway. It was about after 5 mins of hardly talkin to him that I realized that if I left, I don’t know how hard it would be to come back. I wanted to be with him, and I love him so much. I just hate it when he goes on the computer when I’m there. I mean i dont mind that after a while that Im there he goes on but the first half hour that I’m there. We were sitting on the doorstep and he kept telling me he was such an idiot. I didn’t say anything. Then two mins later I tell him he is not totally an idiot. He asked me why not? I said "I love u because u are hardly an idiot. Ur a great guy.. I just feel unappreciated when u go on the computer when I’m there. It just sucks sometimes." He said he wishes he wasnt such an idiot. I couldnt believe how many times he put himself down that yesturday night. Then he reminded me that I was alot more important than his damn computer.. and that I beat the computer anytime. I can actually see it though cause he has been spending more time with me, so I guess it was just the fact that I hadnt seen him most of the week and really missed him, and that even if he was gonna be on the computer for just a little bit of time it should be after I’m there for a while. I came back and took off my coat and backpack, and everything was nice, as if nothing bad had happened. We ended up playing strip chess just us two... lol he won.. although we didnt play long enough to actually strip all our clothes off.. hehe just our socks and a sweater.. but it was a romantic night. Haha later on that night we watched some funny videos on the computer and one caught our eyes. It was the "hamster dance".. and Marc kept laughing and laughing and just couldnt stop laughing.. and he kept asking for it to be replayed!! And I was laughing cause he was laughing and we just couldn’t stop. lol This morning I woke up and he was sleeping, so I went on the computer and wrote Melissa and Nathasha some emails. I havent spoken to Nat in a while, and well I did speak to Melissa last week, but I didnt tell her how the double date turned out so I emailed her about it. Um so ya Marc ended up waking up around 11:30.. hehe we cuddled... and he was laughing because he wanted up at 11 and I told him I woke him up at 11. Then i said.. ‘i told u that u wanted to be woken up at 11 and u said 10 more mins. I was like.. okay sure.. yay more time for me to be on the computer.. and i forget about the time.. letting u sleep as long as u want because i wanted the computer’.. he laughed.. It was quite funny. Later on I was laying on the bed and singing the hamster dance song..he started laughing again.. and he was singing it with me.. and we couldnt stop singing and laughing because we knew we weren’t getting the end of the song right and it sounded so messed up! I was laughing so much as if I was high but didn’t take anything. Now imagine if I did! Lol I enjoyed being there with Marc and I was glad to stay that night with him. I would have just left if he hadn’t stopped me. I would have had the worst night. I left his house around 1:30 today and arrived home at 2:45. When I left it was raining but not too heavy although it was wet everywhere. I was wearing sneakers so the water got in the easily. When I arrived home I watched a movie that they rented last night called "The Outtowners". It was quite a funny movie. Hehe i loved it. So i brought it back before 6 oclock.. and the rain had stopped by then. Then tonight I ended up making my wall about my dresser nicer.. cause I realized that I’m gonna be there for another year so I might as well do something nice with my room. And tonight I ended up playing skip-bo with my mom.. i just love playing that game. It’s mine and my moms favorite game! Lol Oh yeah!! Forgot to tell u guys! All week I’ve been doing the count down for mine and Marc’s 6 month anniversary! Half a year Today everybody!! Yup it’s the 13th! The longest relationship I ever been in!! Omg. Hehe Life’s great! =D Well that’s all folks!!! Lol bye!!! Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo heck that was the longest post I had ever written!
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| 03.07.06 (12:45 pm) [edit] |
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omg now don't I feel special!! NOT! I've been home sick ALL day long.. and wasn't able to go over to Jess M's house for the sleepover with the girls. It really sucks. They are probably still up now. I have to wait until three oclock to take another pill, yes another! I went to the dentist yesturday to get my tooth pulled out (my wisdom tooth) which took a heck of a while! They spent an hour and a half holding my mouth open most of the time..err I was getting tired, and so were they. There were two girls working at my tooth, and they were talking back and forth to each other about how difficult it was, and they said they are getting impatient cause it took so long. My tooth wasn't coming out! they tried to break it.. but they couldnt find a way. Then they started talkin about dvds and clothing sales down at the mall. I didn't mind, but it was kinda boring to be there that long. Plus, they put 4 needles in my mouth to get my side of the mouth and half my tounge and lip to freeze. Then when they still couldnt get my tooth out we went to get another Xray of my teeth. While they were looking at the Xray I went back into the room and looked in the mirror at my mouht. It looked disgusting, as if I had a hole in the side of my mouth and it was bleeding.. not where my tooth was but literally in the side of my mouth..ugh! anyways I sit back on the bed and they come in. I look at the dentist who spoke english and said, "It doesnt look good".. she said "yes it does. Its gonna be okay.blah blah" and I was like, "No I looked in the mirror. It doesnt LOOK good." She said "oh why'd u do that?" she giggled. I was like "i dont know. I shouldn't have. hehe" Ya so they finally got my tooth out, and prescribed me medication. I asked for a doctors note, and then went to the pharmacy. The woman there asked me for my address.. and I did signs with my hands signifying that I wanted to write it down on paper. I couldn't talk because the dentist put gauze in my mouth and asked me to keep it in for 20 minutes. Finally, I get my medication. Then I looked at the time, and I had just missed my bus by three minutes, so I had to wait another half hour. I didnt really wait. I walked for 20 mins, and stopped at the bus stop when it was time to catch the bus. I felt like horrible. Tired. Sick. Disgusted. Plus I knew I looked bad with a numb lip. While waiting at the bus stop, I felt my lips were dry so I get out my lip gloss and tried to put it on. I did. Luckily I didn't miss my lip.. and get my cheek. hehe One time when they froze my lip I had a lollipop and i ended up missing my mouth! aquard moment. LOL anyways ya so I get on the bus and there are so many people so I stay at the front and lay my head on the side of the bus near the bus driver. I was in no mood to try and see if I knew anyone on the bus. When I arrived home, my brother was there so I had asked him if he could call mom at work for me. He asked me why I couldn't do it. I said I can and that I just wanted him to get her on the phone for me. It was hard for me to speak omg.. lol anyways as soon as he picks up the phone to call her, the phone rings. He picks up the phone and starts laughing. It was her. My mom. lol what a coincidence. anyways I take my pill and go to sleep. wake up feeling sick. My mom was home by then. I just couldnt eat. I rinsed my mouth with cold water.. bad mistake. I wasnt aloud.. yet didnt know it. My mouth didnt stop bleeding. I was like.. to heck. I took out the gauze and let it heal on its own. It stopped bleeding in no time at all. But i kept feeling sick! I didnt know what to eat.. but I decided to eat my fettichini on the right side of my mouth. Then I tilted my head and sipped pepsi on.. the right side of my mouth..lol not letting it touch the other side. Then today.. i wake up in the morning and my cheeck is swollen. Yuck! it looks horrible! I looked on the computer and it said that it is normal that my jaw will be swollen for 3 days after the surgery. I was so mad! lol And today I ate tiny peices of a chocolate bar in the morning because I knew they were soft and they could melt without my having to chew on them. Then I just simply couldnt eat. My mom came home from the grocery store around 2 and brought me back a big jar of apple sauce. Iate half.. and felt even more sick. Then later on around 4:30 she came in and told me to try to eat a banana. I did.. but it was soo hard! it took me a while to eat it. I felt like I was gonna get sick. Then I thought of my BF and smiled because I pictured his smile and it just cheered me up. I love his smile.. I find him absolutely beautiful! can I say that for a man??! lol anyways this was about 15 mins later after I ate my banana. I called him and he was at matts house watching alex (matts baby) while matt was gone to pick up Mc Donalds. Anyways i talk to him for a minute and had to hang up with him because I felt sick again. Although I did FEEL sick I didnt get sick which was a relief. Anyways I call him back.. and we're talkin and I'm just smiling.. he said "wait a minute. I hear Matts baby crying." then he said.."where is she?" I laughed! It was so cute the way he said it..hehe he was in the computer room and well the baby was in the bedroom when matt left so he didnt know whether the baby was in the crib in the living room or in the bedroom so he tried the living room and couldnt see her. hihi. then he brought her in the computer room and he said she was having fun looking at him play World of Warcraft. hihi cute! ya so Matt comes back with Mc Donalds and I said goodbye because I knew he wanted to eat. Then a half an hour later Jess L calls me. She is back from MTRL. I had already known that but i was too sick to call her. So we talked for like half an hour.. and I tell her I'm too sick to make it to Jess M's that night. I really wanted to go. Anyways, yesturday was my brothers bday but we didnt celebrate it then because he was going out to a party with his friends. We didnt know when we were gonna celebrate it. He came home after work today and we didnt know when he'd arrive, but he could smell the cake freshly baked. He felt bad and was gonna stay home ( he was gonna go play hockey with his friends because it was Nicky's b-day and all the guys were going), until we told him that it was okay and that we will have another for him tomorrow. He still felt bad, but we convinced him enough so that he went to play hockey. We could always do it another day. We didnt already do up the cake. My mom just simply baked it and she had another cake mix so it was fine.Anyways he came home tonight with his GF, and we celebrated his bday tonight. We gave him the gifts.. and the cake.. and the bday cards.. and we watched some new movies he got for his bday. One was really funny called "a night at the Roxbury's".. hihi hilarious. tomorrow if I'm feeling better which right now Im not.. I will see my BF. I miss him! havent seen him since thursday and I practically see him if not every day then every two days. yes cant seem to stop thinking of him. I dont wanna ever break up with him. He's my life. He's my babay! =D this week I'll take a day off from school to go to saint lawrence and see my friends. At least our group will be together there.. yay! Jess L, Jess M, Kimm and me. I have other friends at the other school.. and there at saint lawrence but these are my best friends. Cant wait. umm lets see hopefully the swollingnes in my cheeck is gone by then! lol at on friday there will be a beer bash with the saint larence people and Im going..i was invited so Im gonna go. I dont go to that school anymore but I keep in contact with friends there.. lol and I might bring some of my new friends along with me. well bye! xx
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| this is so cute! =' ) |
| 02.24.06 (7:15 pm) [edit] |
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I got this poem off of bhere4me's blog. She wrote this poem and it made me think of my BF, so I asked if I could post it on my blog and she said yes. It's really cute! At the end she wrote "I love you Brandon", so I changed it to "I love you Marc". i never knew
i never knew
until it happened.
Tip toes,
vulnerability.
measured breathes.
careful not to seem
ungrounded.
arms upstretched
diving into the sky.
right now I am dancing.
Dancing with fright.
incomprehension.
well, i can comprehend,
but i am unable
unable to explain.
explain the love I have for you
explain the feelings i have,
this fear I have.
Because in it,
I am not scared.
I trust you
not screw me over.
but, still....
scared to...
grow too far apart.
which i told you.
i never knew
i never knew.
what love is.
i would follow you anywhere.
do anything for you,
cause you mean everything to me.
i would cross the desert
no matter how thirsty i am
just to hear your voice.
saying the words
"i love you"
i will love you each and every day
sacrafices
living on thoughts of you.
i never knew that i never knew
just how fulfilling
something could be.
how someone can
take a place in your heart
and then you feel like
your heart will burst
because it is so filled
with love, compassion, and happiness.
i never knew
i never knew
how much one person could mean to someone.
How unselfish I can become.
How this one person's
wants go before my needs.
Except, not in their eyes.
All I want is for this one person
to know that I now know
what I never knew that I never knew.
I love you Marc
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| Eww the dentist!! |
| 02.24.06 (8:53 am) [edit] |
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I'm soo mad! i have to leave my house in 30 mins to go to my tooth pulled out! omg i'm soo scared.. im gonna be alone too.. yikes.. but hopefulyl it'll be okay! i just wish that my tooth didnt push the other ones, cause if it doidnt it'd abe a whole lot better. I mean the tooth is in perfect condition besides that.. err WHY ME?? lol its gonna feel so weird eating with one of my back teeth missing! oh well.. I have to go to the store.. even though my hair is a bit wet. Bye! xx
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| bits and peices to songs that make me think of my BF |
| 02.20.06 (11:23 am) [edit] |
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You're more than a lover. There could never be another to make me feel the way you do. Oh we just get closer. I fall in love all over everytime I look at you. I don't know where I'd be without you here with me. Life with you makes perfect sense. You're my best friend.
Baby I've been drifting away. Dreaming all day. I'm holding u, touching u. The only thing I wanna do is be with u. As close to you as I can be.
I live for little moments when he steals my heart and doesnt even know it. I live for little moments like that.
Got a picture of u I carry in my heart. Close my eyes and see it when the world gets dark. Got a memory of you i carry in my soul. I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold. If you ask me how I'm doing, I say just fine. but the truth is baby if u can read my mind, not a day goes by that I dont think of u. After all this time you're still with me it's true. Somehow u remain lots so deep inside. Baby baby oh baby not a day goes by.
Wherever u go, whatever u do I will be right here waiting for u.
True like the sun coming up each the morning. bright as the light in a baby's smile, sure as a mountain river winding, right as the rain falling from the sky, boy my love for u is true.
Everytime our eyes meet this feeling inside me is almost almost more than i can take. baby when u touch me i can feel how much u love me and it just blows me away. I never been this close to anyone or anything. I can feel ur thoughts. I can see ur dreams. I dont know how u do what u do. Im so in love with u. I wanna spend the rest of my life with u by my side forever and ever. Every little thing that u do baby I'm amazed by u.
Mount Everest, I'll climb it No problem, just say when. Mississippi, I'll swim it down to the delta and back again
If you love somebody it ain't that hard. If you love somebody to go that far. well, there ain't no limit to the things you do if you love somebody the way that I do you.
I cross my heart and promise to give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true. In all the world you'll never find a love as true as mine.
I'm falling even more in love with you. Letting go of all I've held onto. I'm standing here until you make me move.
I'm hanging by a moment here with you.
I just got a let u know what it is that wont let me go. It's ur love. It just does something to me. It sends a shock right through me. I cant get enough. And if u wonder about the spell I'm under, It's Your Love.
I'll be there for u. These five words I swear to u. When u breathe i wanna be the air for u. I'll be there for u. I'll live and I'll die for u. I'll steal sun from the sky for u. Words cant say what love can do. I'll be there for u.
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| AWW SO CUTE! |
| 02.20.06 (2:48 am) [edit] |
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THIS IS TOO CUTE! Girl: I'm always here for you
Boy: I know
G.irl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
G.irl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
G.irl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
G.irl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me
G.irl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
Gir.l: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say
Gi.rl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Gi.rl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Gir.l: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Gi.rl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
G.irl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
G.irl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Gi.rl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did I DIDNT WRITE THIS. I FOUND IT ON A SITE. CUTE EH?
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THIS IS TOO CUTE! Girl: I'm always here for you
Boy: I know
G.irl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
G.irl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
G.irl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
G.irl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me
G.irl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
Gir.l: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say
Gi.rl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Gi.rl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Gir.l: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Gi.rl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
G.irl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
G.irl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Gi.rl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did I DIDNT WRITE THIS. I FOUND IT ON A SITE. CUTE EH?
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| Valentines day and the days that followed |
| 02.18.06 (1:02 am) [edit] |
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ON VALENTINES DAY IN THE MORNING BEFORE I WENT TO SCHOOL, MARC WAS AWAKE BUT STILL LAYING DOWN. I WANTED TO LAY HIS GIFTS BESIDE THE COMPUTER SO THAT WHEN HE WOKE UP HE'D SEE THEM, BUT I COULDNT BECAUSE HIS COMPUTER WAS CLOSE TO HIS BED SO HE WOULD SEE ME PUT THEM DOWN. TEN MINUTES BEFORE I HAD TO LEAVE, I CALLED MY MOM. SHE WAS MAKING HEART SHAPED COOKIES WITH THE CHILD SHE LOOKS AFTER (SHES A NANNY). I ASKED HER WHAT I SHOULD DO, AND SHE SAID PUT IT SOMEWHERE HE WOULD SEE IT WHEN HE WOKE UP. I QUICKLY GRABBED A PEN AND A PEICE OF CONSTRUCTION PAPER AND DREW TONS OF HEARTS ON IT.. AND WROTE A MESSAGE TO HIM TELLING HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. AT THE TIME I WAS THINKING, MAYBE MARC IS SLEEPING AND THAT IT MIGHT BE BETTER TO LEAVE IT AT THE COMPUTER, BUT.. AS SOON AS I WAS WRITING, I HEARD MARC'S VOICE. HE WAS CALLING TO ME, ASKING IF I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL, AND THAT I NEEDED TO LEAVE THEN TO CATCH THE BUS. SO I HURRYED. I LAYED THE GIFTS ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AROUND THE PEICE OF PAPER AND WENT TO HUG MY SWEETHEART GOODBYE. I WENT TO SCHOOL. WHEN I WENT BACK TO HIS PLACE AFTER SCHOOL, I KNOCKED ON HIS DOOR, AND HIS ROOMATE KEPT ME OUT IN THE HALLWAY, AND KEPT SAYING NO. SO I HAD A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE! I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP! LOL SO I WAS HAPPY. WHEN HIS ROOMATE OPENED THE DOOR, I WENT TO SEE MARC IN HIS ROOM, AND I KISSED HIM. HE SAID HE'D BE RIGHT BACK AND THAT HE WAS GOING TO FINISH A CONVERSATION HE WAS HAVING WITH HIS ROOMATE. I SAID OKAY, AND QUICKLY WENT ON MSN TO ADD A FRIEND TO THE LIST. MARC CAME IN AND SAID WITH A LAUGH, "DIDNT TAKE U LONG FOR U TO GO ON MSN! HEHE". THEN HE SMILED AT ME AND ASKED ME IF ANYTHING COULD BE BETTER. I SAID YES, THEN QUICKLY SAID NO.. NO. LOL AND HE SMILED AND ASKED.. ARE U SURE? I HUGGED HIM AND HE WENT AND SAT ON THE COMPUTER CHAIR AND BENT DOWN TO GET A BOX OF CHOCOLATES AND A CUTE LITTLE WHITE SOFT TEDDY BEAR (HEHE LOTS OF WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT EH?!). I WAS SOOO HAPPY! IT WAS SOO ADORABLE! MARC'S SUCH A CUTE GUY! THEN, HE LEANED OVER AND GRABBED A DOZEN ROSES THAT WERE WRAPPED. AND MY HEART WAS SKIPPING SOO MUCH! I OPENED THEM AND THEY WERE SOO BEAUTIFUL! 12 RED ROSES! AWW.. I NEVER HAD THAT MANY ROSES BEFORE! MARC THEN SAID HE WAS GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER, BUT I DIDNT LET HIM GO UNTIL WHAT.. 10 MINS LATER! LOL WHILE HE WAS IN THE SHOWER I WENT ON THE COMPUTER AND TOLD SOME OF MY FRIENDS WHAT HE DID! AND I EVEN WROTE WHAT HE GOT ME IN MY STATUS.. LOL THAT NIGHT WE WATCHED A MOVIE AND CUDDLED. THE NEXT DAY, I WENT BACK TO HIS PLACE TO GET THE FLOWERS, BUT I ENDED UP STAYING. I WAS TOO CAUGHT UP IN THE MOMENT. I TOLD MARC THAT I WAS TIED OF JUST LAYING ON HIS BED AND THAT I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT, SO WE HUNG OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM FOR A WHILE, AND HE WAS TELLING ME HOW MUCH HE LOVED ME. HE WAS MAKING MY HEART MELT AS USUAL! HE MAKES MY HEART MELT EVERYDAY! WITH A GUY LIKE THAT, I CANT HOLD HIM MORE TIGHTLY THEN I DO NOW. I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! AND WANT TO BE WITH HIM EVERY SECOND.. HOLDING HIM EVERY SECOND.. I KNOW I KNOW.. IM ADDICTED TO HIM.. ITS HARD SOMETIMES WHEN HES ON THE COMPUTER. I MISS HIM WHEN HES IN THE SAME ROOM, BUT THAT NIGHT.. I DECIDED TO STAY OVER AGAIN, AND WHILE HE WAS ON THE COMPUTER,, I REALLY COULDNT STOP KISSING HIM! I MEAN.. THAT NIGHT WASNT USUAL. I DONT EVER KISS HIM THAT LONG. I COULDNT STOP! AND NOT JUST HIS LIPS BUT MOSTLY HIS NECK. i THINK IT WAS THE MUSIC THAT WAS PLAYING, AND THE ROSES HE BOUGHT ME, AND THE WORDS HE SAID TO ME THAT MADE ME FEEL SOO SPECIAL. THE NEXT DAY MARC WAS TEACHING ME HOW TO PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT. I CHANGED RANK. IM NOW AN UNDEAD WARRIOR. I FORGET WHAT I WAS BEFORE.. BUT IT WAS FUN! NOT AT THE BEGINNING BUT ONCE U START TO PLAY WITH THE PEOPLE. ITS SUPER COOL CAUSE U DO QUESTS TOGETHER AND DONT GET UR BUTT KICKED AS FAST. WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY BETTER, CAUSE IF U RUN OUT OF HP.. THEN U DIE AND U HAVE TO GO FIND UR CORPSE.. ERR IT TAKES A WHILE WHEN UR ALONG CAUSE U TEND TO GET UR BUTT KICKED IF U DONT HAVE GOOD ARMOR. THANKS TO MARC, HE IS LEVEL 60 AND GIVES ME GOOD ARMOR, ALTHOUGH UNFORTUNATLY U CAN ONLY START TO USE WHEN U GET A HIGHER LEVEL SOMETIMES. WELL THATS ALL. I WENT HOME YESTURDAY WITH MY FLOWERS, AND LITTERALLY FELT ON MY BUTT IN THE SNOW. I MISSED MY BUS! THERE WAS A SNOW STORM. THEN TODAY SCHOOL WAS CANCELLED! SOO I STAYED HOME AND GOT LAZY AND MADE MYSELF A CD. CAUGHT UP IN LOVE, I MADE A CD OF JUST LOVE SONGS AND COUNTRY AT THAT. NOT THE OLD COUNTRY.. THE GOOD COUNTRY. DONT THINK IM CRAZY CAUSE I LIKE COUNTRY.. JUST.... THINK IM CRAZY IN GENERAL AND ITS ALL GOOD! =D ; XOXO BYE! AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!
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| my long weekend. |
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Since Jess had to babysit on thursday i went to her house on friday. Kim couldnt come. It was fun. We saw three movies. 40 days and 40 nights (was actually very cute if u saw it all it has a nice story to it), Just Married ( i cried at the end it was soo cute!), and another movie where a boy is trying to save the fantasy world before i got destroyed.. ( i forget the name of it). Saturday i told jess and shellene they could come over to my place. we all played a card game that shellene had just bought.. and we watched a couple of movies. I forget what they were called though. Anyways it was fun.. we were listening to music in between and laughing and talking. It was soo long since i saw my friends like i said. My friends stayed over and in the morning i woke up so early i didnt say goodbye to my friends. They knew i was leaving early in the morning and i didnt want to wake them up. Went to marcs so early because we had to leave from his house to go to his moms house. His mom now works in Florida as a nanny and she came to visit. She invited us to eat brunch at a buffet. She paid over 100 dollars for it! I was like omg... cause she paid for all five of us. me, marc, marcs sister and her sisters bf, and well her! FIVE! anyways.. it was delicious.. i ate alot of ice cream. The rest of the desserts werent that good but everything else was. my first plate was breakfast stuff.. bacon, french toast etc.. the second plate was lunch.. clams, etc.. and then onto the dessert. ICE CREAM! after that we said goodbye to his mom and we left in marcs sisters bfs car.. hehe long to say. we listened to music and it was fun. They dropped us off at marcs house. Then i played the game CastleVania on PS2. Its soo different from the one on game boy xp. I dont like it as much on PS2. The next day we woke up early and went to the bank for my mom.. then we went for a long walk. Went to Valentines (the restaurant) and he paid me a meal. That was yesturday.. our five month anniversary! then came home and i played Kingdom Hearts on PS2 and couldnt put it down. It was near 7 when i was like thats it im getting up.. gonna make supper. It was soo hard to get off the bed. lol im because lazy with the video games.. hehe today it valentines day and i bought marc some things but i dont know when to give them to him. i Bought him three things.. a box of chocolates in the shape of a heart, heart shaped hand cuffs for a joke.. and a devil stuffed animal.. with hearts on it.. all from the dollarama but he'll like it still i hope. He'll laugh i bet. Anyways today i have school! i wanted to skip the day today but i dont want to miss another day of school because i dont wanna be suspended. Even though its fun to have a week off i need to finish my math someday. LOL thats why im there. By choice. hehe so why miss it?? Ya so thats all.
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| my week! =D |
| 02.10.06 (12:39 pm) [edit] |
My big week off wasnt really that big(was only four days!) but i got to do alot!! monday was when i went to school to realize i had no school.. but that was fun cause after that we went over to a friends house.. hung out there and brought him back with us to my bfs..and another friend came to join us.. where we played game cube.. and i wasnt much of a threat soo.. They kinda let me win.. err.. hehe oh well! at least i wasnt the first to loose! =D then we got pizza! yumm.. Tuesday i went to see some friends.. at my old school..then went home and spent time with my mom. Wednesday.. went to school to change my schedule where i finally dont have classes on Mondays.. and for the rest of the week i start at 10:45! yay! never 8:30 anymore.. i dont wanna have to wake up at 6! school is an hour and a half away.. and it takes an hour to get ready.. and i dont wanna be tired..so it all works out! then that day.. i went to my bfs. Thursday watched a movie with my bf.. and cried...it was Ladder 47. Very good i may add! people, u gotta see it! then..went home..watched survivor with my mom and her bf.. and today.. wel its Friday and everyone has a ped day so really i only had 4 days off from school. Its all done! but its gonna be a great weekend. Gonna go to my friend Jess's tonight.. Tomorrow i'm having some friends over.. and the day after im gonna have lunch at my bfs mom's house. Then on to the begging of next week, where on monday its mine and my bfs 5th month anniversary! im so happy because i was never with anyone for that long in my life..and im soo in love with him! and the day after its valentines day!! hehe dont know what we're doing! HOW EXCITING! please leave a comment! =D thank u! xx
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| Fun times! |
| 02.07.06 (7:54 pm) [edit] |
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Yesturday I found out that I was suspended from school for a week because I missed 50 % of school last week. Anyways, to me its just a week vacation and I get to go see friends, so I'm happy. I haven't see Jess and Kim and a while, and I also got to see some of my old classmates that I talk to. It was nice. I went yesurday and today. Also, yesturday Oli and Miles came over to my bfs house, where we all played Super Smash Bros. It was real fun, until I started getting tired. I went on the computer. Then everyone quit except for Miles. My bf feel asleep on his bed, and we were like, "when's he gonna wake up?" anyways i get off the computer, and layed down beside marc. Then Oli and I were talking for a good half an hour, if not more. Then I start to play with Miles, and later on Miles leaves. Marc wakes up, and Oli buys pizza for all of us, saying that we got to buy him a pizza later. So we had great pizza! after that I talked to Steph for an hour on the phone. She's doing alright. Gonna see her next tuesday. anyways.. today was fun! got to see Kim and Jess, and went to Values workshop with pierre-etienne and my mom. Its a program for parents and kids. Anyways, BYE! xoxoxo
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| 02.04.06 (8:18 pm) [edit] |
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The past two days have been soo great! I went to the mall yesturday but on the way there Jim gets on the bus, so I start talking with him about my boyfriend marc.. hehe I was just wondering if marc was awake (jim is marc's roomate). Anyways, he said he woke him up at 7 in the morning and that he was sure that marc went to school, and I told Jim that he most probably didn't. Ya so it was around noon at the time. I called marc from the mall... and... TO MY SURPRISE (haha as if) he was still sleeping... whoop di doo! lol so i call him ten mins later.. so that he would actually get up, and he said that he was about to get ready for school. I go looking around for cute underwear.. found one that was white and on the back it says, "Every girl loves to ride a dirty cowboy".. hehe! so after that I went to mc donalds to buy a cheese burger with bacon, and I forgot I had it, cause I put it in my pocket while going out to catch the bus.
When I got on the bus I put my hands in my pocket where I found my burger still in its wrapper.. but it was a tiny bit cold. What did I expect? lol It was really windy outside!! and when i didnt see marc on the bus I was dissapointed.. I wish he was there, but then realized that he was the lucky one. He probably figured that the school was going to be cancelled. lol
When I got to school, I took off my coat and sat down, and my friends were wondering where marc was.. and I explaned, "probably still sleeping, or maybe he thought the school was going to be cancelled." I giggled. Then, the secretary comes and talks with the teacher, saying that we could leave because of the storm, and I had just arrived, therefore I missed my bus... and it passed once an hour, so I had to take another bus that was two times longer to get to marcs house.
When I arrived at marcs, jim was home, and i found marc sleeping in his bed.. I laughed. WHAT A SURPRISE! Anyways we cuddle, and he's finally up. We played game cube (oliver lent him the game cube, and we played for an hour) it was so much fun.. i loved TRYING.. yes TRYING to kill him.. to make marc die in the game. but he was too good. It worked a few times.. hehe.. Then, today we played battleship and I won..and it was like... almost tie! omg the first time that had happened cause if it was his turn he would have won but it was mine. HA!
Also, i came home to spend time with my mom. We played skip-bo and we rented some movies so now I will say goodbye and go watch them! BYE! and Mwah! xoxoxo
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| 02.03.06 (9:28 am) [edit] |
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i was sick for the past two days which really sucked. I had off and on headaches.. and I actually blacked out.. meaning everything was blurry when i waiting at the bus stop. I walked across the street to go home knowing that there was no way i was going to school,and I banged into the snow bank trying to feel my way to the door. I really couldn't do much. I did a terrible mistake. We have alot of food at our house, yet sometimes i just don't feel like eating, so i skipped supper the night before, skipped breakfast, and packed my lunch in my backpack cause there was no time to eat it or if I did, I would miss my bus. It was 12:30.. and I felt so weird. It took me about 10 mins to actually get to my door and open it, and when I did.. I got dizzy again.. closed the door quickly and passed out. I woke up 5 mins later not knowing where I was. I felt like it was all a dream, but it wasn't. Anyways, that was two days ago. I'm actually eating my meals now. I don't want to pass out any more. It sucks when u pass out and know ones around to help you off your feet. Anyways, yesturday I wanted to stay home and just try to feel better.. but I just couldn't. Even with Advil I didn't stop having headaches off and on like I said. Today I'm gonna go buy some cute langerie, and then I'm gonna go to my bfs house and from there we're gonna go to school around noon today. Ya we go to the same school, but he's not motivated to go to school unless I'm there with him. I guess he just needs someone to wake him up because he's always up all night playing World Of Warcraft (which after a while.. I started to like too.. the game i mean). ya soo tonight I'm going to his house after school. gonna be nice to spend time with him. I havent seen him in three days. well ttyl! bye!! xx Naomi
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| 02.01.06 (8:13 am) [edit] |
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I started school on Monday at the adult education school. It's kinda not that bad right now cause I got a boyfriend and some friends there who are pretty cool to hang around with. The teachers don't teach you anything unless you ask them a question. It was soo funny yesturday! Me, Miles, Marc(my bf), and Heidi were sitting in the cafeteria. When Heidi left to go to the washroom Miles put Heidi's pencil case into her bag, and when Heidi came back we tried sooo hard to give her hints that it was in her bag (she wasn't looking for it at all).. we kept sayin things like... blah blah blah if u looked in your BAG.. and kept repeating the word BAG til we got tired and it wasn't funny anymore.. but me,Miles, and Marc were laughing histerically. Heidi didn't know why we were laughing.. she just grinned a little... and kept tryin to do the puzzle that was like... SOOOO HARD TO DO! oh and after school me,miles,marc, and heidi were standing at the bus stop and this woman came to us and started talking real fast and wouldn't stop!! it was sooo scary! Miles pretended he didn't understand her.. and me and miles were laughing soo hard.. we got on the bus and we all cracked up laughing. Heidi says she wishes she hada gun! it was too weird.. she was a non-stop moving.. crazy weird.. around her 40's.. and sooo talkative.. err.. JUST LEAVE US ALONE ALREADY! lol she got off the bus and a friend of mine gets on with one of her friends.. and miles and marc get off.. so we were four all the way to the terminus.. it wasn't a boring day at all. And tonight I'm gonna go play Xbox with Marc,Miles, and Oliver! 2 against 2 at super smash bros! thats all! well bye! xx
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| 01.30.06 (7:41 am) [edit] |
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I haven't spent a whole weekend with my mom in a long time ever since I had boyfriends.. but this weekend I got to spend the whole weekend with her.. On saturday we played 3 games of skip-bo. Hehe it was funny cause there were times where it looked as if she was kicking my butt in the game, but i went and caught up and beat her. It was the first time she played skip-bo and out of three games she won once. We were also listin to some music that I downloaded that day. Finally I made myself some cds!! I keep making other people cds and I realized that maybe itd be nice to have some cds myself. HEHE That night we rented the "40 Year Old Virgin".. saw it before in the theatres but didnt remember it all so ut was good! =D oh went shoppin yesturday with mom... and then came home, did my nails, straightened my hair, ate supper, and off to my boyfriends. We spent the night together. It was funny because I was playing "hard to get" and he was like.. 'whoah u must be mad at me'. I was thinkin, 'well bud u were late! i got here an hour before u!' but i knew it wasnt his fault. hehe anyways bye!! xx Naomi
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| LOVE! |
| 01.26.06 (9:03 pm) [edit] |
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Love: without it what could u do? without it.. i don't want to live.. cause without it.. ur just not whole without it. Friends, family, and lovers.. if u have all or at least one of them.. ur lucky! Some people have none of them, and thats why I feel so bad about the people who live out on the streets. They are cold, poor, scared, and suffering, BUT they hold on! I wish I had the strength. U see.. some people.. even me... see a person begging for money and the first thing people think of is... 'they only want it for boos and cigs'... but some just arent!! Two days ago, I walked downtown with my friend Stephanie, and there were two people that we saw within 10 mins.. of being downtown.. They said they were hungry! They said it.. They did!! and i said "sorry".. and pretended as if I had no money, and I looked back to see him looking at me.. looking as if he were about to cry... it was sooo sad!! yet... what did i do?? i kept walking. Why? I think about it now. Why did I do that? Didn't god expect us to help the sick, the poor, and the lonely just as much as he wanted us wealthy people to be happy? Ya i know.. I made a mistake. I know what I should have done. I should have said.. 'one minute bud.. come with my to mc.donalds.. I'll buy you something to eat, and if he was really hungry he'd say okay.. BUT.. u know?? people who suffer.. sure.. why not give them money for boos! or cigs! dont people say that cigs help calm you down.. help you feel more relaxed? and don't people say that BOO's actually make u feel better.. and sometimes make u feel like ur in another world sometimes.. ur own little happy world.. even when ur not happy? Well for some boos do make people happy! SOOO now i'm saying to myself.. I don't think there should be a time that when I have money.. I won't give it to them. They are actually wasting their time for nothing most of the time.. FREEZING outside.. waiting for at least one person to give them some money to buy something. Don't u feel sorry for those people? If u did.. just try to help them out.. at least if u don't see what happens with the moeny u give.. u will at least see a smile on their face.. and hear a "thank you". Wouldn't that make ur day? It would make mine. U know... I started to write this post to say that I'm in love... with a wonderful guy Named marc.. I was gonna say.. I have wonderful friends and family who care about me.. and was gonna ask u guys the same.. but then i guess when i started talkin about what i'd do if there was no love... and i just immediately started writing about those poor beggers!! I guess I have to say.. (and im not that religious by the way but i care alot for many people) that people should show they love the world.. a smile.. even just a smile would help someone realize at least one person is there for them! BE THE ONE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!
Well bye you guyz!! and add me as a friend to ur list.. i love chattin and stuff! xoxoxox Naomi
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| 01.26.06 (8:44 pm) [edit] |
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Love: without it what could u do? without it.. i don't want to live.. cause without it.. ur just not whole without it. Friends, family, and lovers.. if u have all or at least one of them.. ur lucky! Some people have none of them, and thats why I feel so bad about the people who live out on the streets. They are cold, poor, scared, and suffering, BUT they hold on! I wish I had the strength. U see.. some people.. even me... see a person begging for money and the first thing people think of is... 'they only want it for boos and cigs'... but some just arent!! Two days ago, I walked downtown with my friend Stephanie, and there were two people that we saw within 10 mins.. of being downtown.. They said they were hungry! They said it.. They did!! and i said "sorry".. and pretended as if I had no money, and I looked back to see him looking at me.. looking as if he were about to cry... it was sooo sad!! yet... what did i do?? i kept walking. Why? I think about it now. Why did I do that? Didn't god expect us to help the sick, the poor, and the lonely just as much as he wanted us wealthy people to be happy? Ya i know.. I made a mistake. I know what I should have done. I should have said.. 'one minute bud.. come with my to mc.donalds.. I'll buy you something to eat, and if he was really hungry he'd say okay.. BUT.. u know?? people who suffer.. sure.. why not give them money for boos! or cigs! dont people say that cigs help calm you down.. help you feel more relaxed? and don't people say that BOO's actually make u feel better.. and sometimes make u feel like ur in another world sometimes.. ur own little happy world.. even when ur not happy? Well for some boos do make people happy! SOOO now i'm saying to myself.. I don't think there should be a time that when I have money.. I won't give it to them. They are actually wasting their time for nothing most of the time.. FREEZING outside.. waiting for at least one person to give them some money to buy something. Don't u feel sorry for those people? If u did.. just try to help them out.. at least if u don't see what happens with the moeny u give.. u will at least see a smile on their face.. and hear a "thank you". Wouldn't that make ur day? It would make mine. U know... I started to write this post to say that I'm in love... with a wonderful guy Named marc.. I was gonna say.. I have wonderful friends and family who care about me.. and was gonna ask u guys the same.. but then i guess when i started talkin about what i'd do if there was no love... and i just immediately started writing about those poor beggers!! I guess I have to say.. (and im not that religious by the way but i care alot for many people) that people should show they love the world.. a smile.. even just a smile would help someone realize at least one person is there for them! BE THE ONE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!
Well bye you guyz!! and add me as a friend to ur list.. i love chattin and stuff! xoxoxox Naomi
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| Yesturday I cried.. but it was a good cry |
| 01.22.06 (12:19 pm) [edit] |
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I will never forget yesturday. The 21st of January. Why? Well there's alot to explain and its hard for me to say it, but I will because I like to write down alot of my memories. Why this memory? Because it ill remind me of how happy Marc made me feel, and although I will never forget, I like to be reminded of things. Marc, as you may know, is my boyfriend of 4 months and 9 days. He is the best thing that ever happened to me. I always saw a future in us. Always.. yet I couldn't tell him. Why? Because he kept saying.. 'take the time that we are together and multiply by two and within that time we can make plans.. but after that we shouldn't make plans just so our hearts won't play tricks on us.'He didn't actually say it in those words.. but I took it that way. It will take a while for me to say what I have to say so please take your time to read this. I really enjoy hearing good things when reading my comments and I rather have one then none, so please please take your time and read what I have to say. Marc, he is precious like I said. No one can ever make me feel as great as I feel. He has to be the one. I dreamed that he would be the father of my children one day.. but this is what happened last night:
What happened on the 21st of January:
Me and Marc were laying on his bed, watching a movie, and in the movie there was a girl who asked her boyfriend what her middle name was. Out of the blue, I was wondering 'does marc remember my middle name'? So i ask him.. "what's my middle name?". He paused the movie, thought for 10 seconds and told me, "ann marie". I looked at him shocked. I said, "wow, you actually remembered! That calls for a kiss.. omg I can't believe you remembered." He smiled. He wrapped his arms around me as we cuddled on the bed, and not pressing play on the film, we were enjoying the moment. He said to me,"you know how my name is Marc-Michel, and my dad's name is Michel, and he gave me the name as the second name?" I said, "yeah?", and he said,"I always dreamed that when I had a child, he would take my name as his second name. Do you like the name Xavier-Marc?" I said, "no!hehe that doesn't go right!", he said, "I know it's different but you'll get used to it after a while, don't ya think?". I laughed, and we smiled, and he pressed play on the movie. Out of nowhere and right at that moment.. I said, "how bout mel-marc!," giggling. (for those who don't know my real name is Melodie, but Naomi is the name I go by). And Marc looked at me, and I tried to cover up what I was trying to say! I said, "no thats not what I mean.. no i didn't mean it," and I was very shy to tell him (which is the first because I usually tell him everything). He stopped me, said "no tell me!", I said, "no i can't!", he said, "no you started to say something. What were you going to say?" I said, "I can't tel you!", he said.."please??" with little puppy eyes(how cute), and still I said, "no I can't. I want to tell you, It's just that I can't. It's so hard to tell you. Just ask Jessica if you wanna know". He looked at me and said, "Jessica knows before me?" I said, "yeah.. It's just hard for me to tell you. I'm trying to tell you. It just won't come out". I looked at him as he stared into my eyes. He looked at me and asked," what?You wanna see other people?" I looked at him and said, "No of course not". He said, "are you trying to propose to me?" I laughed and said no, "I'm not gonna propose to you", and he said,"you want me to propose to you?" I kissed him on the forehead. He said, "that was it?" I looked at him, took a deep breath, and said, "I love you very much, you know that. I was just hoping someday that you would be the father of my children." He looked at me, and said, "that's not that hard. I love you alot too. What, you think when I was asking you if you liked the name Xavier-Marc because I just wanted your opinion when I have a child with another wife. I was thinking of you being the mother". I looked at him. I really stared into his eyes, and had the hugest smile on my face, while tears were running down my face. We pressed play on the movie.. and I couldn't stop looking at him. It felt like a relief to tell him, because I wasn't sure if he thought of me being with him in the future because he never talked about the future. I was just soo happy that night. I couldn't help but think of the name Marc as the second name of the child, and was thinking of a nice first name of a child. I had some good names, but couldn't tell him, because I figured it's just too much in one night. I love him, and we can talk about this some other day! I love him so much. Marc is mine, and will always be mine, forever in my heart. xoxoxo Naomi
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| 01.19.06 (1:22 pm) [edit] |
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When I hear this song I always think of my boyfriend Marc. NAKED BY AVRIL LAVIGNE I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
This life is like a game sometimes
Then you came around me
The walls just dissapeared
Nothing to surround me
Keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up(oh)
You've made me trust
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Cuz I've never felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right
I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself
And let the covers fall away
Guess I never had someone like you
To help me fit in my skin
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I'm naked around you
Does it show
I'm naked around you
I'm so naked around you
And I can't hide
You're gonna see right through baby
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This is weird.. I come back and my thing isnt workin anymore!!
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| 12.14.05 (7:41 pm) [edit] |
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I AM IN LOVE WITH AN ADORABLE GUY! I JUST LOVE HOW HE WROTE ME BACK. HE IS THE SWEETEST GUY IN THE WORLD TO ME! I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART! THESE ARE EMAILS WE WROTE TO EACH OTHER.
Marc
Marc,
you are my most special person I could ever be with. I love you with all my heart, and I never want to live one day knowing I’m not with you. You are my soulmate. You complete me. We are made for each other. I love everything about you. The way you care about me, the way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you hold me so tight, the way you’re happy to see me, the way we bond so intensely, I love everything about you. Your personality, your heart, everything. Nothing can change the way I feel about you now, just as i hope nothing can change the way I will feel about you in the future. No one has
ever made me feel as special as you make me feel everyday, and you made me so proud that I’m with you. I finally know the true meaning of Love, but words can’t describe how much I love you, or why I love you. I just do. Some people think that love doesn’t exist, and that it’s only a trick to the mind. Well, that’s probably because they think they love someone, but have second thoughts on the relationship, and never really found the right person yet. Well, I believe there is love, and I found it in you. You are one wonderful person. Love is a huge word yet we share the word happily. What would I do without you in my life? It’s a question that I don’t really want to answer right now, cause why would I have to think about that? I’m too much in love with you to think of that. I think it would be the hardest thing that I would ever go through if I wasn’t with you, and that's why we need to get through everything and make them work. I love you too much. I do! I do!
xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxox& nbsp;Naomi xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
(this is what he wrote me back)
what can i say after getting a letter like this ... i am left speachless left with out breath in a way i am intemidated that i can not express my feeling in words as well as you did i can only express it in the actions that i take thou it dose not mean that i love you no less (i even got the papper to prove it)
and you wont have to pass a day with out knowing that your not with me because you are with me and i am whit you the simple fact that you are in the same room even if where not doing some thing togeter i feel better i hope you feel the same way im sorry that this is short but im not that good with letters i do think these words
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| 11.14.05 (8:48 pm) [edit] |
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OMG! I FEEL SOOO BAD! I keep hurting marc, by accident.. physically. sometimes we are just play fighting.. or not even and i hurt him in the wrong place, err.. it's annoying.. i feel so sorry. like.. i'd be laying on him on the sofa.. where i'd be laying my head on his lap.. and i reach to wrap my hands around his neck.. and i poke his eye.. ouch.. and then.. feeling sorry omg.. i lean on him and start apologizing to him.. thats when i hurt his u know where.. ouch again.. and the other day I was at his house.. and we were I guess u can say play fightin.. and i end up pinching his arm... but i was just going to pretend and not really do it. OMG! ifeel terrible... i keep hurting him... i feel like cryig... those arent the only times i hurt him accidently. It's not my fault.. and marc knows it.. YET.. he loves me no matter what.. he thinkgs I'm a wonderful girlfriend even though I'm clumsier than Feeby on friends.. Marc's adorable.. I gotta stop hurtin him... seriously...
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| Galeries De La Capitale |
| 11.06.05 (10:07 pm) [edit] |
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Okay well the other day wasn't actually a double date. I was mistaken. It was me, Marc, his ex girlfriend, one of our friends, and one of his ex's friends. We were five. Well.. 3 at beginning. Ya.. it was just me marc and his ex and we went to the food court to eat supper at Galeries de la Capitale. So i ate some poutine and a peice of pie for dessert. We also had eaten those harry potter jelly beans which were omg sooo digusting! it was so funny to see our faces.. hehe. Alright after that we went to the video game store, and waited for marc's ex's friend. once we found him.. we went to go on the Hip Hop ( a ride) and then marc and I went on the dancing machine.. it was funny. we only stayed on for like 30 seconds cause it was going to fast for us and we died right away. hehe. Marc had the cutest laugh after that when we were going to get our coats from the coat check. We were going to go on the roller coaster at first, but it was in the middle of being fixed, so eah we didn't have time. We went to go see the movie, "Saw 2" in french and marc was soo cute.. like omg.. he was scared.. so cool cause i wasn't the only one. I couldn't of imagined marc beinge the tiype of guy to get cscared in a horror movie. It was so cute. When he got frightened, he squeezed my hand tightly.. and at the beginning it wasn't scarey for me but i felt my hand being pressured by him.. It actually hurt me.. lol I couldn't help but laugh.. but then the people around me were looking at me.. and i felt embarressed and apolized.. i just found it cute and funny.. i couldn't help myself.. i wasn't making fun of him like people probably thought i was.. i was more like laughing at how stupid the movie was at the beginning as it was soo fake.. and was wondering why marc was scared. I like it though.. hehe i think I'll bring a horror movies over to his house next time i go over. Well that day ended in a twist.. when the movie ended i was surprised to see our friend there.. i guess he showed up like at the beinginning but i didnt see him. Anyways.. we hung out for like half an hour.. and since it was cold outside.. they were deciding what to do.. then i suggest play8ing pool at Dolly's.. but then realize that i had to go cause it was already 10:00 and i had school the next day.. so i take the bus, and marc tags alonfg with them. I then get off the bus and go rent a movei. when i was in the middle of renting a movie, marc calls me.. and i felt sorry for him cause he told me that him and his ex were having a bit of an arguement bringing up their past.. and he ended up leaving.. but i felt happy in a way when he said that the arguement was mainly about marc telling his friend (nin front of her) that he actually feels like he found the right person), and his ex gets mad and wonders if she was ever special to him in the frist place. I am glad that he really loves me, and its great how much i am in love with him. I hiope our feelings never change for each other. And that night I told marc to get some rest, cause he got school tomorrow.. so he did.. but then a robber broke in and stole some stuff and threatened him with a knife when marc tried to get him. It really sucked! poor them! Nothing of Marc's got stolen, thank god! but only because marc woke up when the robber came into his room. Marc woke up and his first reaction was, what are you looking for.. and the guy said some cd's.. "and marc thought clearly... okay i don't recognize this person.. so then he was like... "can i help you?" and then he started to say it in an angry kind of way.. "CAN I HELP YOU?".. but then the guy threatened him with a knife.. aneft with Jim's and Kevins cds.. a dvd player.. a play station, and some dungeons and dragons books, along with some of kevin's very expensive and rare game cars. In all kevin lost about 2000$ worth of things. Poor him! anyways gtg for now.. i'll talk about the other days after that.. like maybe tomorrow. Alright bye! xx Naomi
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| in the leaves!! hehe |
| 11.02.05 (9:10 am) [edit] |
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DOnt have much time to write.. gotta meet some friends.. Went to marcs yesturday... we had fun.. ya in the leaves hehe... oh i got a leaf to remember that. lol ok... well i just wanted to write that cause i dont have much time and i might forget it. So.... tomorrow i will meet his ex.. and his ex's boyfriend.... we are doing a double date... and i got real jealous kinda i dont know why... and marc and i had a talk.. and he made me feel better... i was sad until i saw him yuesturday and i didnt wanna let goo... at all.!! i kept hugging him so tight omg.. so i guess miles isnt home... and marc he's not at school either.. oh well... see ya! bye
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| i love marc |
| 10.28.05 (8:22 am) [edit] |
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I love marc so much! He's the greatest person in the world. I wanna write as much as i can about him but right now I'm in class.. well i can't stop thinking of him right now. I got projects that kind of interfere cause i wanna see him alot, but school work needs to be done, and sometimes i just dont have time.. but i love him and even if i cant finish all my school work, i dont mind cause i wanna be with him more. Alright i'll stop talkin about that now.. Yesturday i went to the mall with marc, miles, hidey, and wait whats the other girls name.. ah oh i gotta remember.. okay well i'm remembering things slowly.. yes it takes a while for me to remeber things.. everyone who knows me knows that.. i finally remember mine and marcs song! yay! "I'm fallin even more in love with you.. lala".. okay gtg for now.. gonna be goin to sarahs bday tongiht...THomas Tam.. and then drinkin at her house.. alright bye! xoxoxoxo naomi
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| Marc Michel |
| 10.14.05 (6:23 pm) [edit] |
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I never wrote about my boyfriend marc michel! It's been a wonderful month that we've been together and I'm more in love then I ever was in my entire life. We are so much alike, and he's just so adorable. We love each other so much and feel the same way about each other, its great! We are two crazy fun outgoing people who love having a great time, and enjoying as much time as we can we each other. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, and he makes me happy when I'm sad. He loves me for me, and never wants me to change. I have a feeling this is going to last a very long time! It better, or I'll be so heartbroken. Oh my nickname isnt Becca anymore! It's Naomi, alright? Its an insiders between me, marc and his roomate. Please don't ask! lol
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| College |
| 09.10.05 (4:38 pm) [edit] |
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Hello people! its me, becca. So how are u guys? I'm pretty good too. I've been too busy that I forgot about tblog. I keep thinking about wanting to write about all the things I've done since college started, and now, finally, I will tell you everything that I can pretty much remember. I'm in a program called accouting and management, and everything seems so interesting, unlike high schoo where you didn't get to choose what you wanted to go in, besides that one option we got where we could choose art, musical theatre or fitness. I have to tell you, college is great! I met lots of new people and I'm really not that shy anymore. I hope I get to go to some parties soon. Oh, I'm almost 18! I really can't wait. Seriously, I'm counting the days. October 3rd, ohmigod. I have to tell you some things that are like full detailed. Here they are:
We had an initiation day where my accounting and management group (and just our group, no others), were made to dress up like a duck and wear a sign. The sign the girls had to wear on their neck was "a kiss for 25 cents" and the guys sign said "a dance for 25 cents", although it confused many people. Girls thought I was asking them if they wanted a real kiss for 25 cents, and I was like.. "NO its okay, its just a candy! lol" We had to raise money for our class as we were going to buy a whole lot of pizzas for supper, and we were going out that night. I sold $10.00 (all 40 candies) worth, and had to give the money in at the end. I had a great time. I talked to many people that I didn't know that day, and I dressed funny that day with a garbage bag for a skirt, orange duck feet made out of constrution paper that was made to go over my shoes, and the sign. It was fun to get attention for a day. I found it funny when my friend Carl told me that he had to wait until lunch time for my kiss as he didn't have 25 cents. He thought it was a real kiss. He said, "I ain't missin out on my kiss". I found trhat so adorable. Another one of my guy friends told me he didn't have 25 cents, but then said, "well can I have a hug for 8 cents?" and gave me a huge hug. I went around the school buggin teachers for money with my friend Angie, and they gave us money. We were two people so they didn't wanna just give to one person so they gave us both money. I can tell you something that I didn't mention already; the people who made us dress up like a duck had air freshioner spray and perfume on hand at all time during the day, and when they saw chickens in the hallways they would sneak up behind you and spray us like crazy. I got sprayed at least 15 times that day, and I smelled bad. ALL the CHICKENS did! lol One time that day the people who had the spray bottles were lined up outside our classrooom door, waiting until our class was finished.
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| New B! |
| 08.15.05 (7:32 pm) [edit] |
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Hey guyz! WHats up!? me.. not too jmuch. Just got back from NEw Brunswick from visitingg my family. God everyone looks so much older now.. u wouldn't believe it! got to see most of my family.. and had a bit of time to spend with a guy named Kyle. He's super nice and cool to hang around with. I'm missin him already but i'll probably see him on christmas vacation.. NEwayz.. i'm goin to college right now.. well startin tomorrow.. gonna be so differenet from high school.! partyin yay.. ohmigod so great! i'm kinda happy to be home right now. reason being.. i get to see my friends.. i missed them... and i actually get to sleep in my own bed.. not with my nan.. ! yay.. lol yup i had to sleep with my nan down in New B.. oh well.. oh and my cats! i couldnt leave them out at all.. they are soo adorable! they were super happy to see me when i got home.. lol! aww.. i'm their momma.. yay. lol i'm crazy! NEwayz! tell ya morea bout collaege later.. BYE! xx becca
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| millencolin..yup they have the sexiest voices.. thats for sure! Can't wait to see them next thursday |
| 07.23.05 (11:15 am) [edit] |
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yay.. i finally don't have to wear those bandaids anymore to hide my scratches cause they arent bad anymore. it was so annoying to put them on everyday. Anyways.. I'm super happy cause I got thursday off from work nexty week to go to the Vans Warped Tour. If you don't know what it is, it's a concert with about 60 punk bands playing throughout the whole day. I'm super excited cause my favorite band of all times is gonna be there!! MILLENCOLIN! i want to meet hem and tell them that they have the most sexiest voices.. lol but i doubt i can do that. Millencolin brings back those memories ogf the summer of 2002..yeah they were great. i even got there cd pennybridge pioneers. You should listen to them, seriously. now what did I do yesturday, you may be asking yourselves.. lol i doubt it.. but anyways, yesturday I was babysitting the kids..and brought them to the museum. The kids stayed in the costume area for a good two hours.. where I was just there being bored. I realized that the guy spole english so I was talking with him and being a little flilrty. And after that he couldn't seem to stop looking at me when I was talking tho the kids.. and he had a cute smile. He must have been like 20 years old. Then i started talking more to the kids.. and dressing up in costumes.. and the guy smiled and took a picture of me with my camera(i was a bear). He also encouraged me to go on the hampster wheel that was said to be allowed for the kids use only.. but it was fun for me..lol and funny. Yup two hours was a long time but at least I had a bit of fun! and me and the kids explored the rest of the museum.. some things were interesting.. but i was tired at the time.. we stayed there all day.. until their dad picked them up. once he picked them up.. he drove me to my bus stop.. to take the 801 or 800.. i took the 800 to go to the spegetti supper to celebrate my friend (kim's) birthday. The supper was super good. Parmason cheese,pettiguini noodles,vegies,and a super good creamy sauce, and the mushrooms were super good. I went in secret to tell the people that it was her b-day, and asked if they could come bring her a little cake. I was gonna pay.. but they said it was free.. so i told them the table and sat down. after a half an hour.. they still didnt come.. and i was getting impatient. I was full but jess and kim were done eating so i had to pretend that i wanted to finish it. Jess looked at me and said that i looked so worried.. and asked if i was okay.. i'm like.. "yes.. fine.. lol"' but i wasnt.. so i said.. "okay kim..act surprised if they come with a cake for you..i ordered it a long time ago and they didnt bring it.. I'm mad".. so i go and talk to the man.. and told him the situation.. and he went to get kim a cake.. it had a sparkler stick in it.. and it looked dilicious.. but he didnt even sing. One time when it was my 9th b-day.. i was at a restuarant and they sang happy b-day to me.. and they took a picture and gave it to us.. in a miny frame that said happy b-day. but kim was really greatful and said that it was wonderful anyway.It wasnt her b-day.. (her b-day is next week) but i'm not gonna see her on her b-day as i'm going to the warped tour... and we wont see each other in a week. Talked to stephanie this morning.. i was half asleep when she called. She was at her cadet camp (she's one of the leaders).. and she is gonna be there for another 3 weeks.. she gave me her address so i can write to her. we talked for about and hour and a half. she's my best friend. cant wait to see her when she gets back! well bye for now! xxx
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| busy summer |
| 07.10.05 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
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Hello people.. I've finally gotten internet back.. and I'm super happy.. cause I rather keep an online journal than a paperback cover journal. Here are a few things I've been doing to keep myself busy this summer.. and what I have already done.
1. Had a little party at my house. It was pretty fun, even though we had to stay inside.. (we were suppose to have a fire with music.. but iut was raining)..
2. Matthew (my brother) and his girlfriend Gina came down from new brunswick to visit for a week. they came to see my graduation.
3. Had our graduation on the 27th. It was pretty long and boring, but I won 200 dollars. Took many pictures. I got to walk with Justin Robert (a hot guy in my grade).
4. Got ready for prom. Got my dress(pretty pink with a cute flower),white gloves,slpper shoes(hehe.. my dress was lonng so there was no use killing my feet with high heals)... got my hair done.. got the corsage for my prom date Miguel. We rented a black limo van. Before going to the plaza we had champain at my friend jessica's house. Took lots of pictures and waited til everyone arrived. We got out of the van.. when we arrived to the plaza. I was a little drunk.. hehe I drank too fast at jess's house. Everyone took pictures.. The ceremony was great. There were funny awards, and my funny award wasnt funny.. it was "Most likely to laugh at the simplest things".
5. Had the after prom.. got crazy.. and made out with Kan(a guy I use to date). People were taking pictures of us making out.. lol my friend Kim gave me a picture she developed from the afterprom.. and looked super hot..
6. We moved from boulevard st jacques to.. boulevard st. Jacques.. lol... its a hell of a long street.. and we used to live at the beginning.. and now we live at the very end. I love it alot more, but I don't like the bus times.. they pass once an hour.
7. Started working. I am looking after a 10 and 12 year old and teaching them english. Its okay.. i guess but I hate that I only get 130$ a week.. it seems like a joke.. mygod.. but it isnt.. i want more money.. its hard for me to find a good job here. Babysitting there is kind of hard for me... cause i have to entertain all the time. Went to see some waterfalls.. (to get there it was 2:30 hours...on bike.. we stayed for an hour.. then went back.. 2:30 hours again!) Also got in a bike accident.. my purse fell down my shoulder.. and it got caught in the wheel.. and my bike pushed my head first onto the pavement.. scratched my elbo and my shoulder real bad.
8. Went to see about my schedule for the school year.. now that I'm done high school.. i have to go to college.. and adult education at the same time.
9. Saw Simple Plan last night with Jess L and her brother.. it was great! I knew all therir songs.. took pictures with my camera (my cellphone camera.. so the lighting really sucked.. It was raining yet it was great!!)
10. Went out with Kan tonight.. on a date.. we were gonna go to the movie theatre, but he was tired.. so we went for a drive.. and then to the restaurant and he drove me home.
For now thats all I remember! BYE!! xoxoxxooxoxoxoxo
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| 06.10.05 (3:10 pm) [edit] |
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I'm so sad and mad at the same time! Max and I broke up.. and now he's talking about me behind my back to my friends! ugh!
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| PLanet quiz |
| 06.02.05 (8:04 pm) [edit] |
You Are From Venus |
You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious.
A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host.
You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all.
Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform.
Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.
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| First day looking after Zach |
| 05.28.05 (10:52 pm) [edit] |
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WOW... SERIOUSLY BEEN AWHILE! Its so crazy. I never have time anymore for the computer.. and when I do, I even forget able tblog.. thats how long its been. I miss writing things down, cause then i forget and i wont remember some things. Man, i dont know what to say.. let me tell you what I've been up to.. to sum up some things.. We did the play Fiddler on The Roof and it turned out being really good., although i did like last years Les Miserables better.. but doesnt everyone have their preferences? Also, I've been spending my weekends with my boyfriend and never use the time to spend it with my friends... so i havent went out with my friends in a while... or anywhere for that matter.. except for Max's house.. I wish we could do something else.. besides just hangin around... and doing nothing much.. well he brought me to se the waterfalls beside his place.. its was super nice..
Now.. at lunch hours there are many times where i hang out with my friends.. and I'm feeling good about that..because at least I know they are there when I need someone to talk to. Thomas,Miguel,Erik, and Steph are there to give me an extra shoulder to lie on... you know.. I can talk to them.. they can make me laugh... and I just feel so good... Thats why I love them so much. Also..i dont remember if i mentioned this, but I sang on stage.. and it went good.. People were clapping to the nbeat. Got a new cell phone... and I love it so much! can take pictures.. and send them .. etc.. and record vices and send people emails... and text messages.. yay.. fun!! I also got good news.. I went for the job interview about looking after the 10 and 12 year old kids..and teaching them english.. and I got accepted to work.. the kids are so fun to be with.. I dont know why.. I love kids and babies... I thinik I'nm going to be a wonderfull mom.. Right now I look after a one year old baby.. and it was my first Real time tongiht... from 6:15 to 10:30.. it was super fun! I look him for a walk in his stroler to the park.We stayes at the park for about and hour and a half.. he really enjoyed it.. he kept picking dandilions.. its like hes obsessed with them.. how cute! then we went on the slides.. I took him on my lap for one slide.. the yellow slide that turns.. and then after that... picked dandilions.. and then a man and woman, and their baby (same age as Zachary) came to the park.. then the man gave his baby a little push down the slide.. and the mom was at the other end.. catching him. Then the man offered Zachary a push.. and Zachary had a fun time.. he had the hugest grin on his face..while i catched him at the end.. then he went two times more after that..and then i brought him to the swings and pushed him.. and he loved it.... and then back home we went...when we got back, he didnt want to leave his yard to go inside.. but it was already 7:30 and it was time for his diaper to be changed and then a story and his baby bottle..after the story.. and the milk.. i settled him down into his crib.. and put the winnie the pooh song thingy on... and he fell alseep after some crying and a rub on the back to make him fall asleep.. he did.. but a while after that.. when i was still listening to the baby moniter, i heard him crying a bit... so i went to check on him... and what was strange is by the time i got to his room he was sleeping again.. lol he must have been crying in his sleep?? lol so.. i went down the stairs.. ate my timbits , drank my pop.. and turned the channel.. ended up playing gams on tv.. then made my way to the pantry for some junk food.. and took a hershey choclate bar.. with almonds.. then came back dowstairs.. watched a bit of the movies.. Catch me if you can, and pretty woman..I had already seen both before.. and they are actually pretty good... then the baby's mom came home and woke the baby up to drive me home... and she gave me 20 bucks.. which was cool.. cause i only babysat for 4 hours..when i came home i called my brother to see if he had keys.. and if he was coming home tonight.. he was at a friend gettogether, where all his friends are my friends too... pracitcally.. they are his friends burt they like me... and i tlaked to like 6 of them on the phone tonight.. i was cool.. fun actually... they seemed to be celebrating my brothers girlfriends' graduation.. which took place today... i wish i could come.. and they invited me to the next gettogether... . travis' friends are pretty cool and fun! so yeah... oh and today before i went to babysit.. i went to a store. and bought white shoert shorts.. so cute.. and a cute skirt.. adorable... seriously... and two cute shirts... and they were all on sale (monster sale) so i got all that for 23$.. and they are so hot! Yay.. i cant believe the price... anywayz.. see ya! xoxoxo becca p.s write me!
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| Summing up 3 weeks |
| 04.19.05 (8:45 pm) [edit] |
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Hello! It's been a while since I wrote. Yes, Max and I are still together.. and it's been about a month now. It's actually pretty good. The memories we make are really nice... like running.. skipping.. kissing.. hugging and laughing in the rain... dancing to slow music..going to our hiding place at lunch hours.. so no one knows where we are.. staring at the beautiful lava lamp.. hehe making out in his room..beside the water..on the sofa in his basement..watching movies.. going for long walks..having fun.. and all.. its great. I met some of his friends.. but I feel really shy. They speak french and I don't like to speak in french because it's not that good.. and I don't know what to say to them. Anyways.. its been about a month now since we are together. Three weeks ago, we were in a Arts Festival. About 15 preople in our musical theatre option class went and we went on stage and did three scenes from the play that we will be doing in May. We were pretty good, and in the Arts festival there were about 7 schools.. and we were the best. It was fun. When we were waiting for it to be our turn.. we were hanging out backstage.. all of our class were just having fun. Only less than have of our class came. We are 38 in our class and only 15 showed up because the others were going to or were in the fashion show. Anyways.. were were showing off... we formed a circle.. and sang in different melodies.. it was fun.. and we sounded awesome. After we came back from on stage.. we went backstage again.. and we went outside.. and drank some vodka to celebrate. We were outside without a coat.. It didn't really matter. It wasn't too cold. It was actually one of our first nice nights. Then Max and I started to get a bit crazy.. and ran the track, but stopped when we got to the snow. This weekend..I went to his house for a supper. He had some family over adn they were celebrating his brothers birthday. After the supper, Max, Max's dad, his dad's nephew, his brother, his dog, and I went for a walk.. Then we seperated.. Max, his brother and I did a race.. and hung out on the mountains. We jumped from rock to rock.. and I almost fell down the hill.. Max grabbed me.. Then to get down.. we slid on our feet down the hill.. when we got to the street.. his brother went down the hill on his skateboard.. and Max and I ran down the other hill...that had rocks.. I almost tripped..and he was at the bottom to catch me .. but I didn't need him to cause I didn't trip.. hehe After that we went over to his friends house..and we wanted to go to the Waterfall... but then his brother came out of his house and said that his mom wasn't gonna let them go cause it was dark out... so we all met up at Max's doorstep.. Max told his friend he couldn't go... then.. his other friend was driving down the street.. so we decided to take a car ride... Max and I were making out in the back seat of the car.. his other friend grabbed his own car... so there were two.. anyways yeah.. it was a fun night.. when we came back home.. we hung out outside..listening to some car music..we were about 8 people. Then Max and I went in his house.. went to the basement.. "made out".. and then we sat on the sofa and watched some tv.. and listening to some music.. we were tired.. then his dad drove me home. The next day I went to garbrielle Roy with Kan and Erik. We worked on our french project.. we are making a game board.. after about an hour and a half.. we went in Kans car and drove downtown. We walked around.. I got me an Ice cream.. I almost picked out the wrong kind of ice cream.. the one I'm allergic to.. pistachio.. we watched some guy perform a cool show.. he did amazing tricks using his bike. After that we were just walking around.. talking and laughing.. It was pretty fun. It was a beautiful day too. But being there with Kan.. made the memories jump back in my head. This was the place me and Kan would go to when we were going out. Now I have a new boyfriend..and Kan still misses me.. Poor him. But I love my boyfriend and will not dump him just because Kan is jealous. Anyways. yesturday was school.. Max and I walked around..went to our make out spot.. ate some fries and chicken nuggets.. talked.. then walked around some more.. and went back to school. I hated my afternoon.. I was feeling sick. It was only in the afternoon that I felt that way. Anyways.. today was okay. I had a day off.. I was gonna go to Max's house but something came up and Max had to work. I stayed home.. went outside.. played ball witht he kids.. ended up chasing the ball down the street.. i hate that.. i have to chase it cause I'm much more faster than the kids.. So then I helped my mom stack some wood out back.. then came in to work on my french project. Took a shower.. Ate supper.. and watched "Gone in 60 seconds".. and action movie.. which is pretty good.. Now its 10:00.. school tomorrow so I gotta go... BYE! xoxoxoxox Becca
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| Our day at the mall |
| 03.29.05 (5:39 am) [edit] |
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Max and I met each other at the mall yesturday at one. We walked and talked and decided to go on the roller coaster. For Max, it was his first time and it was quite funny.. anyways.. after that we looked around in stores. I tried on two prom dresses at sears, and I didn't like them. He tried on a suite for prom, and he looked god in it. Anyways.. afeter that we went walking and saw another place where they sold prom dresses, and I saw a pink princess looking dress (really big from the waist down, and tight from the waist up) and I tried it on for the fun of it. Bad idea! I fell in love with it! SO ADORABLE!! I have tog et it.. but I can't. It costs $595! too bad.. so then after that we went to the resturdnt and split some fries and a pepsi.. and talked some more... it was raining outside.. and we were hugging and kissing in the rain.. it was so sweet. Then his dad came, and offered me a ride home. ANyways, today I see him again cause I go to school with Max. BYE BYE talk to you later about it.. xoxxoxoxo Becca
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| Max.. my sweety |
| 03.26.05 (9:46 pm) [edit] |
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I am so happy! Friday was the strike and we walked to the parliment building and when we were there I went on Max's shoulders for a whole good 10 or so minutes while the guys were playing the bag pipe and drums.. The teachers even encouraged us to go on strike, and there are suppose to be some penalties like an in school suspension... but the principal said to us that we are too many in the school that are going, so they only gave in school suspensions to the grade 7 to 9's.. so.. yay! And the whole time I spent wiht Max.. and then he invited me to his house for the first time. Now.. we are going out, and its so nice.. he calls me his wonderwall.. and he comments me on everything... saying I'm everything that he wants.. and that he can't believe that he has me.. I'm a girl who goes for guys for only their personality.. If they are a nice guy or not.. Max is glad that I don't go for looks. Personally I really dont care what the guy looks like.. unless its out of this world kinda thing... But hey, I like him.. he's not good looking... but I like him and I don't care what people say. people think I can get better.. but I dont think so.. He's practically everything I want. He reminds me of Stif meister in american pie.. lol.. and he totally respects me.. so this is nice.. we wont have sex right now cause i don't want to be pregnant... and he asks before doing things.. and I like that so much.. He is also experienced too.. which is only better for me..and he also picks me up in his arms.. and he opens the door for me and says ladies first... I really hope he stays this way! I hope he doesnt get sick of me, or me him... ya know... Anyways... It's easter weekend! I watched the Passion Of the Christ last night, and it was really sad..and it touched me.. then we went to church tonight at 7:30.. and the mass was soo beautful! They turned out the lights..and everyone lit a candle... and then we prayed.. alot.. and they talked about Jesus dying on the cross.. and I was sitting there and I got a bit emotional.. I don't know why. I guess that when I went to church the other times... I never knew what they were saying..cause I never really listened.. I only followed along in the book... but thats just it... today I didn't even look at the book... and just stared at them... trying to get everything that they are saying... and that was the best mass I ever went to. I think I might go once a week.. I would like to take Max with me.. but he's not catholic and doesn't believe in god.. I got back home at 10:20.. and I wanted to call Max today.. but I didn't want to call and wake up his parents.. I miss him already.. I didn't get to see him this weekend... and three days are pretty long when you keep thinking about the guy... well, at least I will see him monday. We are going out on a date.. to the mall.. probbaly go skating and go on the rides.. he never went on the rides there.. Anyways, see ya's and enjoy life!
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| Some of my news |
| 03.20.05 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
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Hey people! I know! It's been a very long time since I came on tblog. I'm so busy all the time. Some news: went to ontario for the march break, saw my dad,sister,brother, step mom and her family, and my old friend Brian.. went to the bar to see my cousin sing in his band called the catfish.. they are such a good band, and they are also very popular, but I would still be surprised if you heard of them. Yup saw brian for a day and a half. We went to go see hitch in the theatres and caught up on some good times. We brought back the good old past. I havent seen him in three years, and when I did it was only for one night as he dropped by while heading towards capebreton from Ontario and he stayed the night. Also, I did my audition to sing at the talent show..and asked if I could do it again the next day cause I knew I was going to be better. I got accepted, and I'm so happy about that! Humm.. my best friend left to move to Ontario and it sucks so much! I miss her already, but at least she likes it there. Projects are due left and right. I had an english portfolio that was due before the march break.. and I'm still working on it, cause my bigger projects had to be done first. I had an economics project that I did all by myself cause I had a very lazy partner. I got 77%, and it took me a very long time to do. Now there is a science fair tomorrow and me and steph worked on the project all by ourselves without eriks help.. all we asked him to do was print a few pictures, and he didnt even do that. It kinda makes me mad. Anyways, I'm not going with Mariano to the prom as he decided to go with Jess. I then asked Thomas and he sayed yes, and I'm so happy about it. Well.. gotta go now! so sweet dreams! Good Night! xx Becca
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| Marjuana |
| 02.21.05 (8:58 pm) [edit] |
Marijuana
Three reasons:
One, just like alcohol, marijuana is something you should wait to do (if you do it at all) when you're an adult. It can lead you to all sorts of places that you just aren't ready to deal with. Also, I wouldn't want to take a chance with a body and brain that were still developing. They're the best things you've got and you don't want to risk screwing them up in any way.
Two, for some people it can be dangerous.
I have a very good friend who started smoking daily. It was just a few tokes, she said, to add color to her day. After a month or so, she got high and kind of didn't come down. She thought she was doing great: having lots of realizations, learning about herself, growing up all at once. She said she felt like she was having a growth spurt, like she had just gone through ten years of therapy in a week.
The problem was she was going too fast. During that last week, she hardly ate and barely slept. That Saturday, we had to take her to the emergency room. She started to say really weird things that no one could understand. She wasn't making sense. And we couldn't get through to her. At the hospital, they said she was having a "manic episode", gave her a shot of some kind of strong anti-psychotic drug and a day later she was back to normal. But she got a good scare. The doctor said it was probably the marijuana that did it. He told her it would be a good idea to never smoke again.
And three, depending on where you live, you could get into really big trouble with the law. I know of a girl whose sister got taken away to a foster home because their mother had given her money to buy pot. And the mother got charged with neglect. The sister's been in the foster home for months and the mom is fighting in the courts to get her back. That kind of thing can happen because marijuana is illegal.
One final thought. Although pot is one of the more "gentle" mind altering substances, it is still mind altering. And any time you are not in full control of yourself, you are not in the best shape to deal with things that come you way.
You want to be on top of the situation.
That's really the best way to be on top of the world.
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| Forgotten |
| 02.15.05 (11:11 pm) [edit] |
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OHMIGOD! Tonight we rented a movie called "Forgotten" and it was the best I've ever seen. The movie had really good special effects, and made my heart jump more than twice. It's about a woman who believes she had a son that has died in a plane crash, yet nobody seems to know what she is talking about.. and tries to tell her that she never had a son..and that there was no plane crash and that she was going crazy.. although she wasn't going crazy at all. Little did she know.. it was all just some experiment.. and she was suppose to forget. Everyone can't undrestand how she still remembers. Out of the people who were suppose to forget about their children..she was the only one who remembers hers.Others forget they had children. The people were brainwashed somehow. She had met a guy at the park the night she had a fight with her husband about her "so called not real son", and she tells the man at the park that they had met before.. and the guy had no clue who she was. Then.. somehow.. she gets him to remember his own daughter..whom he forgot had once existed.. and together they fight to find out what happened to their children.. MY GOD...there was one part in the movie that I can't get out of my head... it's the part when they were in the car and another car had crashed into it..my heart jumped so fast... it seemed as if the car was gonna crash into "ME".. Strange.. eh? Now.. I'm probably going to remember this, and probably gonna have a nightmare tonight.. oh.. I hope not.. Seriously.. this is a really good movie! I give it thumbs up. If you haven't already seen it.. rent it. If you have.. then write about your thoughts in the comment.
Well.. about yesturday.. I did sing O Canada in french and eglish at the ceremony..and turns out.. the ceremony was more about people becoming citizins of Canada, even though they were still talking a bit about the end of the second world war (which we thought was going to be the point of the ceremony) . There were about 30 people who became Canadian citizins yesturday and it was pretty nice. It was fun just to walk around the mall with our Blazers( our student ambassador Jackets) on. Many people's eyes were on us.. when we were walking towards the bathroom..or coming into the mall.. or leaving the mall.. yeah.. well obviously we didn't go shopping.. lol The ceremony was just an hour long..and right at the end.. the person said.. please stand as we hear the National Antham being sung by the choir of Quebec High School. It was so nice to hear our names being called out. When we were singing I looked into the audience..and saw only two people who looked kinda bored.. but the rest seemed interested..and many people had smiles on their faces. I then Iooked at the back..and saw a man standing up.. and he had a huge smile on his face.. and I felt really good. Then after the ceremony..we got lots of comments on how wonderful we were..and they told us that we were better than the choir that they had last year, and little did they know, we weren't even a choir.. we were the student ambassadors... and we only practiced the song together maybe just 5 times in all. Gotta say, we are pretty good! Too bad I won't be there next year.. I will be graduating..and I won't be a student ambassador anymore..ahh.. good memories. Anyways.. Yesturday.. Mariano gave out some valentines cards, which was kinda sweet.
Today was fun.. at lunch we played our own lil game of survivor..and its so damn fun. We actually vote people off.. and there is the amunity too..and contests.. etc.. and even though we look crazy when we are dared to do something..we have to do it.. Today.. Mariano dared me to lick his disgusting Mango yogurt..from the sides..and had to finish it in 30 seconds..although there wasn't too much.. I mean..he ate it all but there was the stuff on the side.. I hate Mango.ugh.. Then.. I dared Mariano to eat a quarter of an orange peel..in 30 seconds. He did.. Then Jess dared Dai to lick all the soup off of the cover of her bowl.. and she did... I forget what Jess had to eat..but I do remember that it was a mixture of some things..and it looked so disgusting..and made me almost gag.. it was so... ugh.. ya kno.... and then Dai made Kim eat a mixture of things.. a piece of my meat sandwich mashed up with some mr.noodles and the mr noodle sauce..and something else... with pepsi poured in it..then all mashed up in a plastic bag.. and then when it was tooken out of the bag..Kim had to eat it.. it looked like a cat hairball.. It was disgusting..anyways.. I was then voted out.. and then I got to choose which two people should be left int he game.. and it was Mariano and Kim.. so they had to do a Laughing contest..using only thier hands and face..and they couldn't say a word..or make any noise..Mariano did some crazy things..and one in particular..I do not want to mention.. Mariano lost cause he laughed first.. so Kim won the game.. Anyways... Bonne Nuit! Je T'aime! xoxo Becca XXGOODNIGHTXX
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| 02.15.05 (11:10 pm) [edit] |
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OHMIGOD! Tonight we rented a movie called "Forgotten" and it was the best I've ever seen. The movie had really good special effects, and made my heart jump more than twice. It's about a woman who believes she had a son that has died in a plane crash, yet nobody seems to know what she is talking about.. and tries to tell her that she never had a son..and that there was no plane crash and that she was going crazy.. although she wasn't going crazy at all. Little did she know.. it was all just some experiment.. and she was suppose to forget. Everyone can't undrestand how she still remembers. Out of the people who were suppose to forget about their children..she was the only one who remembers hers.Others forget they had children. The people were brainwashed somehow. She had met a guy at the park the night she had a fight with her husband about her "so called not real son", and she tells the man at the park that they had met before.. and the guy had no clue who she was. Then.. somehow.. she gets him to remember his own daughter..whom he forgot had once existed.. and together they fight to find out what happened to their children.. MY GOD...there was one part in the movie that I can't get out of my head... it's the part when they were in the car and another car had crashed into it..my heart jumped so fast... it seemed as if the car was gonna crash into "ME".. Strange.. eh? Now.. I'm probably going to remember this, and probably gonna have a nightmare tonight.. oh.. I hope not.. Seriously.. this is a really good movie! I give it thumbs up. If you haven't already seen it.. rent it. If you have.. then write about your thoughts in the comment.
Well.. about yesturday.. I did sing O Canada in french and eglish at the ceremony..and turns out.. the ceremony was more about people becoming citizins of Canada, even though they were still talking a bit about the end of the second world war (which we thought was going to be the point of the ceremony) . There were about 30 people who became Canadian citizins yesturday and it was pretty nice. It was fun just to walk around the mall with our Blazers( our student ambassador Jackets) on. Many people's eyes were on us.. when we were walking towards the bathroom..or coming into the mall.. or leaving the mall.. yeah.. well obviously we didn't go shopping.. lol The ceremony was just an hour long..and right at the end.. the person said.. please stand as we hear the National Antham being sung by the choir of Quebec High School. It was so nice to hear our names being called out. When we were singing I looked into the audience..and saw only two people who looked kinda bored.. but the rest seemed interested..and many people had smiles on their faces. I then Iooked at the back..and saw a man standing up.. and he had a huge smile on his face.. and I felt really good. Then after the ceremony..we got lots of comments on how wonderful we were..and they told us that we were better than the choir that they had last year, and little did they know, we weren't even a choir.. we were the student ambassadors... and we only practiced the song together maybe just 5 times in all. Gotta say, we are pretty good! Too bad I won't be there next year.. I will be graduating..and I won't be a student ambassador anymore..ahh.. good memories. Anyways.. Yesturday.. Mariano gave out some valentines cards, which was kinda sweet.
Today was fun.. at lunch we played our own lil game of survivor..and its so damn fun. We actually vote people off.. and there is the amunity too..and contests.. etc.. and even though we look crazy when we are dared to do something..we have to do it.. Today.. Mariano dared me to lick his disgusting Mango yogurt..from the sides..and had to finish it in 30 seconds..although there wasn't too much.. I mean..he ate it all but there was the stuff on the side.. I hate Mango.ugh.. Then.. I dared Mariano to eat a quarter of an orange peel..in 30 seconds. He did.. Then Jess dared Dai to lick all the soup off of the cover of her bowl.. and she did... I forget what Jess had to eat..but I do remember that it was a mixture of some things..and it looked so disgusting..and made me almost gag.. it was so... ugh.. ya kno.... and then Dai made Kim eat a mixture of things.. a piece of my meat sandwich mashed up with some mr.noodles and the mr noodle sauce..and something else... with pepsi poured in it..then all mashed up in a plastic bag.. and then when it was tooken out of the bag..Kim had to eat it.. it looked like a cat hairball.. It was disgusting..anyways.. I was then voted out.. and then I got to choose which two people should be left int he game.. and it was Mariano and Kim.. so they had to do a Laughing contest..using only thier hands and face..and they couldn't say a word..or make any noise..Mariano did some crazy things..and one in particular..I do not want to mention.. Mariano lost cause he laughed first.. so Kim won the game.. Anyways... Bonne Nuit! Je T'aime! xoxo Becca XXGOODNIGHTXX
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| 02.13.05 (9:07 pm) [edit] |
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My weekend turned out to be okay. On friday, I went to a family supper at my mom's boyfriends parent's house. It was fun, but i wasn't much of a fan for the supper. It had too much onion in it. I played with the children.. hide and seek..and wrestling. We are looking for a new place to live, callin g numbers in the paper, but nothing seems to be turning out good. We want a place beside Maxi (the grocery store that my mom goes to), but we haven't found a place yet. On friday we saw a duplex which looked very pretty from the outside, and we memorized the number, but then when we tried to call the phone line was busy.. so today david went back to see if the number was correct, and the sign wasn't there.. so someone had already tooken it. Too bad. Yesturday I spent my day watching some tv, an old movie that we own but haven't seen in a while called Pete's Dragon, and we watched a rented movie called Caban Fever. Caban Fever in more funny than scary, and its a pretty weird movie. I recommend you see it. I find the ending histerical.Well today, I tried calling some of my friends to see if they have any beige pants for me to wear for tomorrow as the student ambassadors are going to be singing O Canada in french and english on stage at the mall. There are going to be important people there like the governor general and some veterans.. and also some famous athletes. It's a big ceremony to celebrate the end of world war two as it is the anniversary. I am missing practically three classes tomorrow for this. I am really happy to have been invited to go, and glad that I'm a student ambassador. This is how our song will work... the song will start off by one guy (Justin Robert), then two people join in (me and a girl from sec 4), and then three others join in (not sure who), and then the rest join in to sing the english part of the bilingual song of O Canada. So I am practically going to be in front. On Friday I didn't know the french version of O Canada and I looked silly when we were pracicing the song. I was pracically not singing much..only just a bit, but now I know the rest of the song. Since some of my friends weren't there when I called, and other friends didn't have any beige pants, I went out and found some today. They were only 5$ and they actually look pretty good. I got thenm at pentagone. Its actually a good store, and they sell nice things for a cheap price. I don't really like the color beige, but Mrs Rodam told me that we all have to wear beige pants. I have to go straighten my hair now. ByE! xx Becca
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