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01.30.06 (7:41 am) [edit]

I haven't spent a whole weekend with my mom in a long time ever since I had boyfriends.. but this weekend I got to spend the whole weekend with her.. On saturday we played 3 games of skip-bo. Hehe it was funny cause there were times where it looked as if she was kicking my butt in the game, but i went and caught up and beat her. It was the first time she played skip-bo and out of three games she won once. We were also listin to some music that I downloaded that day. Finally I made myself some cds!! I keep making other people cds and I realized that maybe itd be nice to have some cds myself. HEHE That night we rented the "40 Year Old Virgin".. saw it before in the theatres but didnt remember it all so ut was good! =D oh went shoppin yesturday with mom... and then came home, did my nails, straightened my hair, ate supper, and off to my boyfriends. We spent the night together. It was funny because I was playing "hard to get" and he was like.. 'whoah u must be mad at me'. I was thinkin, 'well bud u were late! i got here an hour before u!' but i knew it wasnt his fault. hehe anyways bye!! xx Naomi

LOVE!

01.26.06 (9:03 pm) [edit]

Love: without it what could u do? without it.. i don't want to live.. cause without it.. ur just not whole without it. Friends, family, and lovers.. if u have all or at least one of them.. ur lucky! Some people have none of them, and thats why I feel so bad about the people who live out on the streets. They are cold, poor, scared, and suffering, BUT they hold on! I wish I had the strength. U see.. some people.. even me... see a person begging for money and the first thing people think of is... 'they only want it for boos and cigs'... but some just arent!! Two days ago, I walked downtown with my friend Stephanie, and there were two people that we saw within 10 mins.. of being downtown.. They said they were hungry! They said it.. They did!! and i said "sorry".. and pretended as if I had no money, and I looked back to see him looking at me.. looking as if he were about to cry... it was sooo sad!! yet... what did i do?? i kept walking. Why? I think about it now. Why did I do that? Didn't god expect us to help the sick, the poor, and the lonely just as much as he wanted us wealthy people to be happy? Ya i know.. I made a mistake. I know what I should have done. I should have said.. 'one minute bud.. come with my to mc.donalds.. I'll buy you something to eat, and if he was really hungry he'd say okay.. BUT.. u know?? people who suffer.. sure.. why not give them money for boos! or cigs! dont people say that cigs help calm you down.. help you feel more relaxed? and don't people say that BOO's actually make u feel better.. and sometimes make u feel like ur in another world sometimes.. ur own little happy world.. even when ur not happy? Well for some boos do make people happy! SOOO now i'm saying to myself.. I don't think there should be a time that when I have money.. I won't give it to them. They are actually wasting their time for nothing most of the time.. FREEZING outside.. waiting for at least one person to give them some money to buy something. Don't u feel sorry for those people? If u did.. just try to help them out.. at least if u don't see what happens with the moeny u give.. u will at least see a smile on their face.. and hear a "thank you". Wouldn't that make ur day? It would make mine. U know... I started to write this post to say that I'm in love... with a wonderful guy Named marc.. I was gonna say.. I have wonderful friends and family who care about me.. and was gonna ask u guys the same.. but then i guess when i started talkin about what i'd do if there was no love... and i just immediately started writing about those poor beggers!! I guess I have to say.. (and im not that religious by the way but i care alot for many people) that people should show they love the world.. a smile.. even just a smile would help someone realize at least one person is there for them! BE THE ONE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE! Well bye you guyz!! and add me as a friend to ur list.. i love chattin and stuff! xoxoxox Naomi

LOVE!

01.26.06 (8:44 pm) [edit]

Yesturday I cried.. but it was a good cry

01.22.06 (12:19 pm) [edit]

I will never forget yesturday. The 21st of January. Why? Well there's alot to explain and its hard for me to say it, but I will because I like to write down alot of my memories. Why this memory? Because it ill remind me of how happy Marc made me feel, and although I will never forget, I like to be reminded of things. Marc, as you may know, is my boyfriend of 4 months and 9 days. He is the best thing that ever happened to me. I always saw a future in us. Always.. yet I couldn't tell him. Why? Because he kept saying.. 'take the time that we are together and multiply by two and within that time we can make plans.. but after that we shouldn't make plans just so our hearts won't play tricks on us.'He didn't actually say it in those words.. but I took it that way. It will take a while for me to say what I have to say so please take your time to read this. I really enjoy hearing good things when reading my comments and I rather have one then none, so please please take your time and read what I have to say. Marc, he is precious like I said. No one can ever make me feel as great as I feel. He has to be the one. I dreamed that he would be the father of my children one day.. but this is what happened last night: What happened on the 21st of January: Me and Marc were laying on his bed, watching a movie, and in the movie there was a girl who asked her boyfriend what her middle name was. Out of the blue, I was wondering 'does marc remember my middle name'? So i ask him.. "what's my middle name?". He paused the movie, thought for 10 seconds and told me, "ann marie". I looked at him shocked. I said, "wow, you actually remembered! That calls for a kiss.. omg I can't believe you remembered." He smiled. He wrapped his arms around me as we cuddled on the bed, and not pressing play on the film, we were enjoying the moment. He said to me,"you know how my name is Marc-Michel, and my dad's name is Michel, and he gave me the name as the second name?" I said, "yeah?", and he said,"I always dreamed that when I had a child, he would take my name as his second name. Do you like the name Xavier-Marc?" I said, "no!hehe that doesn't go right!", he said, "I know it's different but you'll get used to it after a while, don't ya think?". I laughed, and we smiled, and he pressed play on the movie. Out of nowhere and right at that moment.. I said, "how bout mel-marc!," giggling. (for those who don't know my real name is Melodie, but Naomi is the name I go by). And Marc looked at me, and I tried to cover up what I was trying to say! I said, "no thats not what I mean.. no i didn't mean it," and I was very shy to tell him (which is the first because I usually tell him everything). He stopped me, said "no tell me!", I said, "no i can't!", he said, "no you started to say something. What were you going to say?" I said, "I can't tel you!", he said.."please??" with little puppy eyes(how cute), and still I said, "no I can't. I want to tell you, It's just that I can't. It's so hard to tell you. Just ask Jessica if you wanna know". He looked at me and said, "Jessica knows before me?" I said, "yeah.. It's just hard for me to tell you. I'm trying to tell you. It just won't come out". I looked at him as he stared into my eyes. He looked at me and asked," what?You wanna see other people?" I looked at him and said, "No of course not". He said, "are you trying to propose to me?" I laughed and said no, "I'm not gonna propose to you", and he said,"you want me to propose to you?" I kissed him on the forehead. He said, "that was it?" I looked at him, took a deep breath, and said, "I love you very much, you know that. I was just hoping someday that you would be the father of my children." He looked at me, and said, "that's not that hard. I love you alot too. What, you think when I was asking you if you liked the name Xavier-Marc because I just wanted your opinion when I have a child with another wife. I was thinking of you being the mother". I looked at him. I really stared into his eyes, and had the hugest smile on my face, while tears were running down my face. We pressed play on the movie.. and I couldn't stop looking at him. It felt like a relief to tell him, because I wasn't sure if he thought of me being with him in the future because he never talked about the future. I was just soo happy that night. I couldn't help but think of the name Marc as the second name of the child, and was thinking of a nice first name of a child. I had some good names, but couldn't tell him, because I figured it's just too much in one night. I love him, and we can talk about this some other day! I love him so much. Marc is mine, and will always be mine, forever in my heart. xoxoxo Naomi

Naked

01.19.06 (1:22 pm) [edit]

When I hear this song I always think of my boyfriend Marc.

NAKED BY AVRIL LAVIGNE

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
This life is like a game sometimes

Then you came around me
The walls just dissapeared
Nothing to surround me
Keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up(oh)
You've made me trust

{chorus}
Cuz I've never felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right

I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself
And let the covers fall away
Guess I never had someone like you
To help me fit in my skin

{chorus}

I'm naked around you
Does it show
I'm naked around you
I'm so naked around you
And I can't hide
You're gonna see right through baby

01.18.06 (1:15 pm) [edit]

This is weird.. I come back and my thing isnt workin anymore!!

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