Hey!! Its been a heck of a good week!

Tuesday- I skipped school, and went to see Jess L, Jess M, and Kim at St. La. It was alright. We talked a bit and went to a classroom and drew on the board.. I was sitting down watching a bit cause it was weird at first. lol I wanted to TALK.. not draw. At that point I was still upset that they didn’t want me to bring my new friends along to the Deer Dash(a party that mostly everyone at St. La goes to) because of the fact that they wanted to be just us four girls because it was a while time since we were able to spend time together. I understood, but I knew that even if we wanted to be just four, it would still be impossible cause there are so many people there that we aren’t just gonna be four. They said they knew, but that the other people wont be there with us the whole night. I was still mad cause Kim said I could invite them, and I did and she had recently just changed her mind so I kinda felt sad cause I didn’t want to uninvite someone. I think its mean to uninvite. After we left St. La, me and the two Jess's went to Place Laurier where we drank these really delicious ice cream smoothies.. yum mine was strawberry and they had chocolate. Anyways we walked around after that and then left later on. I went home.

Wednesday, I went to school for the first time that week. It was okay, although I was very tired. That day is kinda a blur to me (the part where I was at school). I do remember some of it though. I remember Marc and I grabbed a seat together in class and put our stuff there and left. We went to the cafeteria cause he wanted to get breakfast, so I was a bit late for class. Then, I wanted to know what his combination for his locker was, and he told me in my ear. Then I start to walk away, and look back confused and say "is it this..?" and I said the number and he said "say it a little louder". I looked so embarrassed and felt so sorry. Then he said no that wasn’t it.. and told me in my ear the same number I said out loud! lol then I looked back and asked which locker was his again! lol I kept forgetting and Oliver was picking on me for my memory. lol so then I come back after that and sit with Marc while he's eating two bagels (or croissants). Then the principal comes and tells us to go back to class. and Marc says he's just finishing eating. I go back leaving Marc there, and go into class to see Kim Scoba sitting in my spot.. I was kinda upset cause I wasn’t gonna sit beside Marc, but I didn’t say anything to Kim and just took my bag, cause well Kim didn’t know I was sitting there. I should have put the bag on the chair, but I put it beside the chair, so obviously he thought he could sit there. I then went and sat at a table beside Heidi's. I was talking to her until Marc came in, and he grabbed his stuff and came and sat beside me at my table. There was already someone who was suppose to sit there, and Marc said it was okay and that if the guy came back Marc would grab another chair and sit on the other end of the table, or just explain that we wanted to sit with me and the guy would understand. Luckily the guy didn’t come back til after class for his stuff. Me, Oliver, and Marc were playing the square game on a piece of paper cause we were bored. Then Marc seemed to fall asleep, so then me and Oliver start to talk, and then we are playing the alphabet game during class ( u know the memory game.. u have to start with the letter A and make up a word that starts with A(for example.. Aquarius). Then the next person has to repeat the word that started with A, then make up a word that starts with B.. and so on.. until people forget what has been said.. and loses.. lol It’s kinda funny. Then, at lunch we are in the class room eating (its an adult education school so we can hang out there or whatever.. not that many people anyways). Then Marc goes on the computer, and Oliver carries a big conversation with me about afterlife, and everything.. and I really wasn’t in the mood to listen anymore cause he talked so much! so then i get up off the chair, and say to Oliver, "lets go bug Marc".. and I go over to Marc and gave him a huge hug! Then I realized he was looking at World Of Warcraft stuff on a website. I was teasing him, saying "world of warcraft!! u Guys are hopeless! " I was just kidding around with him. Then after school, Jacinthe sees me in the hall so we talk a bit. I wanted to go see Marc cause I missed him. Then I go see him in class and what is he doing? Talking about world of warcraft with Oliver. I then asked them if they talked about anything else except world of warcraft and I kinda teased Marc telling him that Oliver can talk about more the one thing! lol then we end up talkin about something.. and then I look at the computer.. and see a world of warcraft site. I shake my head.. I laughed and left to go find Jacinthe and Heidi. I ended up getting tired and kinda laid down on the sofa with my eyes closed in the hall where my friends were standing and talking in a circle. Then Narula pokes me in the back twice.. and I start to giggle. Then I hear a voice, and it was my old teacher Gabrielle.. so i get up and talk to her.. asking her how she was doing and all. she was doing great. We asked her if she was coming back to teach again, and she said she will when a teacher needs to be replaced. She said she was just a replacement teacher,, and that now she works for the government correcting french college ministry exams. She said she gonna come back to visit. I agree that she isn’t a great teacher.. she sucks at teaching, but she is a really nice person. Before x-mas we had a huge conversation about sea food and Halifax and everything.. it was nice cause I’m from Halifax and so is she. So after school me, Oliver, Marc, Heidi, and Jacinthe were on the bus. I was gonna go to Marc’s house that night, but then Jacinthe offers me to go to her house. I never went to her house before so I said, "just a second. I’m gonna talk to Marc about it, but ya I want to. I'll have to tell him" so I told him, and he was like, "that’s great!" and he told Oliver that I wasn’t going to his house tonight so he wanted to talk to me for a couple of minutes. Oliver let me sit beside marc, and me and marc talked, and started whispering in each others ear and laughing. We didn’t want people to hear what we were talking about, but I can tell u this much.. we weren’t talking behind anyone’s back. There are just some things that we keep to ourselves.. anyways the reason why we were laughing is cause I said "oh no I’m not coming to ur house tonight so i wont get any nachos!! can u save me some cheese and bring a big piece like this tomorrow?" He said, "Oh I don’t know if I can do that", and he was just getting me going. I was practically begging him.. "please.. please??" and i had puppy eyes i guess lol. he thought it was soo cute. he said "sure". and I was all happy. It was about the time where just started to kiss and Oliver.. tries to start talking to marc again, because cant stand not being the center of attention. He always has to talk to someone. err it makes me mad cause I can never talk to my BF at school cause of him! I gave my BF a big hug before he got off the bus. I was gonna miss him, and I was looking forward to being with him that night, but I had never went to Jacinthe’s.. and it was cool that I was hanging out with new friends.. so I wanted to go also wanted to go there too. The whole rest of the bus ride, Oliver was talking to us.. mainly to me.. and he couldn’t stop talking. Then, when we arrived at terminus Les Saules, there was this weird kid that comes up to Oliver and acts all happy and jumpy omg... like a lil kid on speed.. hehe kinda scary. I guess Oliver talks to him everyday! and everyone around him seemed to know the lil boy and was talking to him, They kinda jokingly picking on him.. just being humorous. The kid thought it was funny. the lil kid was what, 10 or 12 years old?.. I dunno he was so short.. and weird. Ya so we arrive at the military base, and notice an accident in the middle of the road, so the bus driver had to take another route, and it was just me, Jacinthe, Heidi, Oliver, and some random person left on the bus at that time. Finally we arrived at the bus stop we needed to get off at. It was near 6 and it took us an hour and a half to get there, plus we had to walk about 10 mins to arrive at her house, but it was okay we weren’t bored. We talked alot about ours cats and stuff. When we arrived, I met her mom, and her mom was super nice. Then Jacinthe showed me around the house and then we end up sitting in the basement and talking. Then it was time for supper so we go take our food and sat at the kitchen table with her mom. Her mom she was a really outgoing and funny, just like Jacinthe. We all talked for a while at the dinner table, then me and Jacinthe went and watched tv. It was about 7:30 or something.. and we put on CSI. then we watched Mr. Deeds. It was the first time I saw that movie. It was so funny! Adam Sandler and his BLACK foot that’s so unbreakable!! LoL oh and the man who was obsessed with feet! hihi hilarious

Friday: I was on my way to school. It was Heidi’s b-day so when the bus stopped me off at the mall, I only had ten minutes to get in and out before my bus came. I rushed into the mall, and I bought some things real fast and arrived at the bus stop right on time. I really didn’t have time to get anything I really wanted to get her, because of the lack of time, so when I arrived near the school I went into the pharmacy and bought her an expensive card with some good lookin basketball players on the front. She really like the card, and she was so happy I did something for her b-day and she told me I shouldn’t have. Then she was all happy, and she asked me when my bday was and I said in Oct. She was like , "Okay, I’ll remember". I giggled. Then at lunch I taught her hour to play crazy 8’s, cause she never knew how to play any card game, and I knew that crazy 8’s was the easiest game to play. I didn’t think Marc was coming that day, because he hadn’t even showed up at lunch hour. After lunch I was in class doing my work, and Marc opens my classroom door thinking it could he his, but it wasn’t. I saw him and I had a hugest smile on my face. I knew he was there and I was so happy to see him, and him me. Then after class, I went to see him and gave him a huge hug. We then talked about me coming over after school, and that Miles was coming to. I was alright with that cause I didn’t tell Marc I was gonna come over in the first place, and even though I wanted to spend time with him alone I knew that at least I was able to spend more time with him. At school before leaving, Marc sat me on his lap and we were reading a survey that Miles’ brother had filled out, and me, Miles, Oli, Marc, and Jacynthe were just laughing. I guess Miles’ family must be so hilarious or maybe its just him and his bro, but its so funny. Then, we catch the bus after school. While on the bus we’re all just talking, and Heidi was reading a book, so I whispered in everyone’s ear that about the count of three we all sing happy b-day. We sang it and Heidi was a bit embarressed cause she’s a shy person. I immediately said I was sorry, and she laughed and said., "I don’t mind. At least I’ll never see these people again." I giggled and said, "yeah". Marc, Miles, and I got off at Metro to buy things for supper. I thought of a nice idea that we could eat a really good spegetti, so we got some ingrediants, and Marc and Miles had some more ingrediants to go with it at their house. Miles lives close to the Metro so we stopped off at his house first, and we get the stuff. I stayed there while Marc and Miles left to return a movie and when they got back we left to take the bus to Marc’s. I took a shower, Marc went on the computer, and Miles was playing super smash bros, and when I got out of the shower, we went and prepared the supper. It was delicious at the end!! YUMMY! I then noticed that I didn’t have time to straighten my hair for the Deer Dash (a huge party), so I was kinda upset but I didn’t care. I have nice curly hair so I put it up and it looked cute in the back. I met my friends at 7:30 at Tims. We sat there for about 10 mins and left to go to the college. We made some finishing touches on our makeup, and went to catch the bus. We arrived there early and drank some beers and talked. After a while it started to feel different because I’m used to hanging around with guys more than girls, and I kinda wished we had some guys at the table, cause I started not to hear people talk anymore cause of the music so I kinda felt alone for a bit until I introduced myself to some new people that I never talked to before. We were talking bit and then we went and started dancing. I told my friends to come too, and they didnt want to so I just went and danced with the new people. The music wasn’t that good to dance to, and there wasn’t many people dancing, so me and the other girls went and sat down, while at the same time Kim was begging my other friends to come dance, and as soon as she got them to say yes they were looking for me. As soon as Kim sees me about to sit down she was like, "come dance!!" so I went and danced with them. The night passed by, and I ended up seeing Tom and Carl so I talk with them, and I was so excited to see them. Tom is my ex and Carl is my beer buddy from the last beer bash, and they are both my friends from college too. We went and grabbed beers together, and I got some free drinks because they new some people there. Then me and Tom were dancing, but it felt so weird. I couldn’t dance the way we used to because it didn’t feel right. We used to grind, but now that I’m going out with Marc I just didn’t feel right. I knew that even if Marc was here he wouldn’t mind cause he knows I love him, but I still didn’t want to. Tom was like, "really?? He would let you if he was here?" I said yeah. But it was fun cause we are friends just having a good time! Then we go over and see Mike and the rest of the gang. My bro and his gf was there too. Then Jimmy comes up and starts rapping with Mike, and it was so cool that I actually thought they were making up the rap on the spot. I guess they had practiced it for a while. Hehe it was really good and the beat was so cool. After that I went to go see the girls, and they told me that we were leaving in five mins! I was soo mad. I didn’t wanna leave then. I wanted to hang out with Tom and Carl a bit longer. I told them that I had only 5 mins so we went real fast and drank two shooters each. They were pretty good. Then I told the guys that I might be playing pool the week after and wanted to know if they wanted to come. They said, "we’re in". . I gave Carl and Tom a big hug goodbye. I haven’t seen them in a while and I just missed hanging around them. Then, I see Kim rushing so fast! She said it was half my fault that we were going to be late. We were rushing so fast to leave. Anyway, we get to the bus and there was nobody on it, so we are waiting about 15 mins. Finally the bus starts to move and we arent nearly alot of people on it. I remember the first time of the beer bash i got onto the bus and there were so many people that there was three people per bench and this time everyone was able to have their own seat and there was plenty left over when the bus left to go back to the college. It was around 11:30 when we arrived, and Kim’s dad wasnt there and she was wondering why. He was suppose to pick her up. Then she called her dad on his cellphone and her dad was about 40 mins away! We were an hour too early. Damn.. we could have stayed another hour. LOL but it was okay cause we had pizza waiting for us when we arrived and we weren’t too drunk or too tired to sleep at that time so we talked. It was about 1 oclock when we arrived there I think. Anyways it was fun. The next day we woke up and had a great breakfast.. yummy pankcakes and strawberries. =D Then we talked alot and played card games and just laughed. It was near 5 oclock when Jess’s dad comes to pick us up. He was lost and it was hard for him to get there, plus the reason why he came around 5 was because he was driviing from montreal all the way to Quebec City so it was about 3 hours away. When I arrived home Sarah was already moved in and she had all her stuff in the living room and kitchen. Then her dad left and she started to put everything away.. and girly up my brothers room a bit with pink.. hehe

Sunday: Me, my mom, and Sarah went grocery shopping for the first time since Sarah lived here.. and it was actually fun. Lol when we were at Jardin Mobile I pointed out this weird melon to my mom, and she said "oh i know what that is. Valerie was making it the other day. Its spegetti squash. I’m gonna buy one and we’ll try it. If its good we’ll get some more some other day". When we brought in home, my mom sliced it in half. It said on the package we could cook it for 15 mins in the mircowave or in the stove.. so she decided to try both and see which one turned out better. It was weird.. everything magically turned into spegetti!! Haha we tried it and it actually didnt taste like squash. And with the cheesey deliciously spegetti sauce it was soo good.

Well.. I can’t really remember every following day after that, so I will write about random days.

Tuesday, March 7th: We went on a double date. Me, Marc, Frank, and Steph. We are trying to hook Steph and Frank up and its actually working!! Well.. we think anyways. They seem to have alot of the same interests, they are both attracted to each other, and they look so cute together. Aww.. First of all, me and the guys are at Marcs house, and then decide to leave to meet up with steph at Tims. The guys were talking and Marc notices he needs to get bus tickets, so he and Frank go to the store while I walk across the street. I had a feeling they were gonna miss the bus and they did, so I had already told them I’d meet them at Tims if they didnt catch the bus. I got on the bus, and sat down. Then I started hearing music coming from the back of the bus. A guy was singing and playing guitar, and there was a girl who was singing too. They sung soo beautifully together, and everyone kept looking at them and smiling. So 5 mins later I arrive at Tims, and see Steph. We are talking and laughing, and all. I havent seen her in a while and I really missed her. We were sitting in a two seater, then decided to sit in a 4 seater cause the guys were gonna show up soon. Then about 10 mins later they show up, and Steph finally gets to meet my Bf and Frank! Then while I was gone to get a doughnut I come back and see Steph laughing with the guys. It was so cool cause already they were getting along. So we all engage in a big conversation, and then decide to leave to go play pool. While going there Marc tells us a funny story of when frank was drunk one time. He explained that it was about a couple of years ago, one time Frank was so drunk that he really needed to piss that he went beside a building and let it out. Then a guy said "can u please not piss on my sofa" and Frank said "ya I’m almost finished".. lol it was funny. I can’t believe he didnt even see the window open. In fact he didnt even know there was a window.. he thought he was doing it on the side of the wall. HAHA after that we walked into the bar and went to play pool. All night Steph was kicking everyones butt. She was so good at it. Then there was a time where I kinda bribed marc to try not to win.. and the bribe worked. Of course I needed to stick with my end of the bargain. Hehe in the girls washroom. Frank, he bought us alot of alcohol that night! It was so nice of him! We had Windex (a blue alcoholic drink that comes in a long clear glass, and comes with a straw, a cherry on top, a peice of lemon on the side) it felt like a Hawaiian drink. And also some vodka ice ( i think lol). I couldn’t believe that Stephanie actually drank with us!! It was the first time she had actually drank any alcoholic beverage although she had tried some before. It was nice. Hey in May we get to go dancing cause she’s turning 18 on the 26^th of may. 2 more months! Steph didnt even get tipsy after two drinks. I got tipsy after three, cause well at the end me and steph chugged, and throughout the night we all drank real fast cause there were alot of times where the guys would say "i drink to that" and we all have to do cheers and drink. So after that, Marc is drunk and wants poutine, but the poutine place was a half an hour walk and we didnt want to walk that far cause we were gonna take the bus. We ended up throwing each other in the snow.. and having a blast, and then one time I feel on top of marc, and we both got hurt. Him on his butt and me on my two knees. Lol! Good times! I saw Marc was running after steph because he wanted to get her in the snow, but she ran too fast.. lol the bus then comes, and Frank, Steph, and I get on it. Marc catches the bus 7 which was right behind it. I let Frank sit with Steph and they were talking the whole bus ride. Frank became even more interested in her when she started talking about her doing volleyball and badminton cause he does those sports too. It’s so cool. I talked to steph about him while walking home from the 87 bus stop.. and she said she really liked him. She had already mentioned it to me during the night when we were playing pool that Marc and Frank and really outgoing and go funny. She had also said we were the most lively people she knows. I was all happy to hear that. She is also gonna take some days off of cadets to see us! Yay!! It’s gonna be so fun!

I dont know what day it is but Steph emails me and asked for franks email address. So i ask marc for Franks email and he gives it to me. Then, he tells frank he gave her his email, and he said "my email? I thought she’d ask for my phone number" and he asked marc to find out her phone number and email address! Yes its gonna work out! =D It has to!

The day before yesturday I rented two movies. One was called Flightplan and the other was called North Country. I watched North Country with my mom in the living room and when my brother and his gf came home we passed them the other movie so they could watch it in their room. North Country was excellent! It goes to show u that u gotta stick up for what u believe is best! U gotta ee that movie!!

Yesturday, it felt like spring. I called up marc in the morning and told him that if he didnt call by 11:30 I was gonna go out with my mom and then if he called me back later I might be able to go to his house. He didn’t call. So I watched flightplan in the morning and it was around 1:30 that me, my mom, and sarah left to go to the stores. I got to buy some cute eyeliner (a duo of turquoise and black.. a different color at both ends). It felt so much like spring that when we arrived home, me and sarah decided to go to the hardware store to pick up some curtain rods for her bedroom window, and at the same time I had to drop off the dvds at the video store, so i wore one of my brothers montreal canadian sweaters and sarah wore a jean jacket that was so short my mom was like.. ‘where’s the rest of it? Did it come that short when u brought it?’ Lol I felt like a kid cause I bought a box of nerds and popey cigarettes (well they used to be called that.. now they call it popey candy sticks. I wonder why!! Duh! Lol when we were kids we all pretended to smoke our candy) Then when I got back, my mom told me my bf called. So i call him back and he told me he was sleeping and that he had just woken up. It was understandable cause he went to sleep at 9 am the day before. I go see him, and we all hang out.. him, me, his roomate and his roomates gf.. in the kitchen where me and Lydia talk about our family, and a bit about the march break. I haven’t seen her in a while. Then me and marc go to his room, and he goes on the computer. He talks to me abit at the same time, and I over read that he is going start something on World Of Warcraft with someone.. so right away I felt like I wasn’t wanted there. I hate getting that feeling, so I put on my sweater and he tells me im gonna get bored if i do nothing and offers me to play super nintendo cause I had realized that day that he had it, and I missed super nintendo comepared to ps2 and everything. Anyways, I get all burned up inside. I look at him and say "I came here to see u and ur on the computer already." I was mad. I go grab my coat and come back into the room to grab my backpack. I was so mad. So angry. He begged me not to go and kept telling me he was sorry. He followed me to the door while I was putting my shoes on. I wasn’t letting him stop me. Right away he comes into the hallway before I go out the door, and he starts to apoligize telling me he was such an idiot and that he really didnt want me to leave. We were talking for about 10 mins sitting on the steps in the hallway. It was about after 5 mins of hardly talkin to him that I realized that if I left, I don’t know how hard it would be to come back. I wanted to be with him, and I love him so much. I just hate it when he goes on the computer when I’m there. I mean i dont mind that after a while that Im there he goes on but the first half hour that I’m there. We were sitting on the doorstep and he kept telling me he was such an idiot. I didn’t say anything. Then two mins later I tell him he is not totally an idiot. He asked me why not? I said "I love u because u are hardly an idiot. Ur a great guy.. I just feel unappreciated when u go on the computer when I’m there. It just sucks sometimes." He said he wishes he wasnt such an idiot. I couldnt believe how many times he put himself down that yesturday night. Then he reminded me that I was alot more important than his damn computer.. and that I beat the computer anytime. I can actually see it though cause he has been spending more time with me, so I guess it was just the fact that I hadnt seen him most of the week and really missed him, and that even if he was gonna be on the computer for just a little bit of time it should be after I’m there for a while. I came back and took off my coat and backpack, and everything was nice, as if nothing bad had happened. We ended up playing strip chess just us two... lol he won.. although we didnt play long enough to actually strip all our clothes off.. hehe just our socks and a sweater.. but it was a romantic night. Haha later on that night we watched some funny videos on the computer and one caught our eyes. It was the "hamster dance".. and Marc kept laughing and laughing and just couldnt stop laughing.. and he kept asking for it to be replayed!! And I was laughing cause he was laughing and we just couldn’t stop. lol This morning I woke up and he was sleeping, so I went on the computer and wrote Melissa and Nathasha some emails. I havent spoken to Nat in a while, and well I did speak to Melissa last week, but I didnt tell her how the double date turned out so I emailed her about it. Um so ya Marc ended up waking up around 11:30.. hehe we cuddled... and he was laughing because he wanted up at 11 and I told him I woke him up at 11. Then i said.. ‘i told u that u wanted to be woken up at 11 and u said 10 more mins. I was like.. okay sure.. yay more time for me to be on the computer.. and i forget about the time.. letting u sleep as long as u want because i wanted the computer’.. he laughed.. It was quite funny. Later on I was laying on the bed and singing the hamster dance song..he started laughing again.. and he was singing it with me.. and we couldnt stop singing and laughing because we knew we weren’t getting the end of the song right and it sounded so messed up! I was laughing so much as if I was high but didn’t take anything. Now imagine if I did! Lol I enjoyed being there with Marc and I was glad to stay that night with him. I would have just left if he hadn’t stopped me. I would have had the worst night. I left his house around 1:30 today and arrived home at 2:45. When I left it was raining but not too heavy although it was wet everywhere. I was wearing sneakers so the water got in the easily. When I arrived home I watched a movie that they rented last night called "The Outtowners". It was quite a funny movie. Hehe i loved it. So i brought it back before 6 oclock.. and the rain had stopped by then. Then tonight I ended up making my wall about my dresser nicer.. cause I realized that I’m gonna be there for another year so I might as well do something nice with my room. And tonight I ended up playing skip-bo with my mom.. i just love playing that game. It’s mine and my moms favorite game! Lol

Oh yeah!! Forgot to tell u guys! All week I’ve been doing the count down for mine and Marc’s 6 month anniversary! Half a year Today everybody!! Yup it’s the 13^th! The longest relationship I ever been in!! Omg. Hehe Life’s great! =D

Well that’s all folks!!! Lol bye!!! Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo heck that was the longest post I had ever written!