ON VALENTINES DAY IN THE MORNING BEFORE I WENT TO SCHOOL, MARC WAS AWAKE BUT STILL LAYING DOWN. I WANTED TO LAY HIS GIFTS BESIDE THE COMPUTER SO THAT WHEN HE WOKE UP HE'D SEE THEM, BUT I COULDNT BECAUSE HIS COMPUTER WAS CLOSE TO HIS BED SO HE WOULD SEE ME PUT THEM DOWN. TEN MINUTES BEFORE I HAD TO LEAVE, I CALLED MY MOM. SHE WAS MAKING HEART SHAPED COOKIES WITH THE CHILD SHE LOOKS AFTER (SHES A NANNY). I ASKED HER WHAT I SHOULD DO, AND SHE SAID PUT IT SOMEWHERE HE WOULD SEE IT WHEN HE WOKE UP. I QUICKLY GRABBED A PEN AND A PEICE OF CONSTRUCTION PAPER AND DREW TONS OF HEARTS ON IT.. AND WROTE A MESSAGE TO HIM TELLING HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. AT THE TIME I WAS THINKING, MAYBE MARC IS SLEEPING AND THAT IT MIGHT BE BETTER TO LEAVE IT AT THE COMPUTER, BUT.. AS SOON AS I WAS WRITING, I HEARD MARC'S VOICE. HE WAS CALLING TO ME, ASKING IF I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL, AND THAT I NEEDED TO LEAVE THEN TO CATCH THE BUS. SO I HURRYED. I LAYED THE GIFTS ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AROUND THE PEICE OF PAPER AND WENT TO HUG MY SWEETHEART GOODBYE. I WENT TO SCHOOL.

WHEN I WENT BACK TO HIS PLACE AFTER SCHOOL, I KNOCKED ON HIS DOOR, AND HIS ROOMATE KEPT ME OUT IN THE HALLWAY, AND KEPT SAYING NO. SO I HAD A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE! I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP! LOL SO I WAS HAPPY. WHEN HIS ROOMATE OPENED THE DOOR, I WENT TO SEE MARC IN HIS ROOM, AND I KISSED HIM. HE SAID HE'D BE RIGHT BACK AND THAT HE WAS GOING TO FINISH A CONVERSATION HE WAS HAVING WITH HIS ROOMATE. I SAID OKAY, AND QUICKLY WENT ON MSN TO ADD A FRIEND TO THE LIST. MARC CAME IN AND SAID WITH A LAUGH, "DIDNT TAKE U LONG FOR U TO GO ON MSN! HEHE". THEN HE SMILED AT ME AND ASKED ME IF ANYTHING COULD BE BETTER. I SAID YES, THEN QUICKLY SAID NO.. NO. LOL AND HE SMILED AND ASKED.. ARE U SURE? I HUGGED HIM AND HE WENT AND SAT ON THE COMPUTER CHAIR AND BENT DOWN TO GET A BOX OF CHOCOLATES AND A CUTE LITTLE WHITE SOFT TEDDY BEAR (HEHE LOTS OF WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT EH?!). I WAS SOOO HAPPY! IT WAS SOO ADORABLE! MARC'S SUCH A CUTE GUY! THEN, HE LEANED OVER AND GRABBED A DOZEN ROSES THAT WERE WRAPPED. AND MY HEART WAS SKIPPING SOO MUCH! I OPENED THEM AND THEY WERE SOO BEAUTIFUL! 12 RED ROSES! AWW.. I NEVER HAD THAT MANY ROSES BEFORE! MARC THEN SAID HE WAS GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER, BUT I DIDNT LET HIM GO UNTIL WHAT.. 10 MINS LATER! LOL WHILE HE WAS IN THE SHOWER I WENT ON THE COMPUTER AND TOLD SOME OF MY FRIENDS WHAT HE DID! AND I EVEN WROTE WHAT HE GOT ME IN MY STATUS.. LOL THAT NIGHT WE WATCHED A MOVIE AND CUDDLED.

THE NEXT DAY, I WENT BACK TO HIS PLACE TO GET THE FLOWERS, BUT I ENDED UP STAYING. I WAS TOO CAUGHT UP IN THE MOMENT. I TOLD MARC THAT I WAS TIED OF JUST LAYING ON HIS BED AND THAT I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT, SO WE HUNG OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM FOR A WHILE, AND HE WAS TELLING ME HOW MUCH HE LOVED ME. HE WAS MAKING MY HEART MELT AS USUAL! HE MAKES MY HEART MELT EVERYDAY! WITH A GUY LIKE THAT, I CANT HOLD HIM MORE TIGHTLY THEN I DO NOW. I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! AND WANT TO BE WITH HIM EVERY SECOND.. HOLDING HIM EVERY SECOND.. I KNOW I KNOW.. IM ADDICTED TO HIM.. ITS HARD SOMETIMES WHEN HES ON THE COMPUTER. I MISS HIM WHEN HES IN THE SAME ROOM, BUT THAT NIGHT.. I DECIDED TO STAY OVER AGAIN, AND WHILE HE WAS ON THE COMPUTER,, I REALLY COULDNT STOP KISSING HIM! I MEAN.. THAT NIGHT WASNT USUAL. I DONT EVER KISS HIM THAT LONG. I COULDNT STOP! AND NOT JUST HIS LIPS BUT MOSTLY HIS NECK. i THINK IT WAS THE MUSIC THAT WAS PLAYING, AND THE ROSES HE BOUGHT ME, AND THE WORDS HE SAID TO ME THAT MADE ME FEEL SOO SPECIAL.

THE NEXT DAY MARC WAS TEACHING ME HOW TO PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT. I CHANGED RANK. IM NOW AN UNDEAD WARRIOR. I FORGET WHAT I WAS BEFORE.. BUT IT WAS FUN! NOT AT THE BEGINNING BUT ONCE U START TO PLAY WITH THE PEOPLE. ITS SUPER COOL CAUSE U DO QUESTS TOGETHER AND DONT GET UR BUTT KICKED AS FAST. WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY BETTER, CAUSE IF U RUN OUT OF HP.. THEN U DIE AND U HAVE TO GO FIND UR CORPSE.. ERR IT TAKES A WHILE WHEN UR ALONG CAUSE U TEND TO GET UR BUTT KICKED IF U DONT HAVE GOOD ARMOR. THANKS TO MARC, HE IS LEVEL 60 AND GIVES ME GOOD ARMOR, ALTHOUGH UNFORTUNATLY U CAN ONLY START TO USE WHEN U GET A HIGHER LEVEL SOMETIMES.

WELL THATS ALL. I WENT HOME YESTURDAY  WITH MY FLOWERS, AND LITTERALLY FELT ON MY BUTT IN THE SNOW. I MISSED MY BUS! THERE WAS A SNOW STORM. THEN TODAY SCHOOL WAS CANCELLED! SOO I STAYED HOME AND GOT LAZY AND MADE MYSELF A CD. CAUGHT UP IN LOVE, I MADE A CD OF JUST LOVE SONGS AND COUNTRY AT THAT. NOT THE OLD COUNTRY.. THE GOOD COUNTRY. DONT THINK IM CRAZY CAUSE I LIKE COUNTRY.. JUST.... THINK IM CRAZY IN GENERAL AND ITS ALL GOOD! =D     ; XOXO BYE! AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!